Arctics Kush Filled Closet

Yeah Ive been pretty done with them for a whIle I don't have any desire to go back now that I don't have a physical withdrawal

Feel pretty lucky I didn't really let on how bad I was off cause even I didn't know till the end. When they discharged me I had a sit down with the surgeon. Apparently I had lost over 40% of my blood into my chest before the surgery. No one is sure how I was still conscious or breathing much less alive at that point. Feeling pretty lucky to be here after that whole experience and definitely glad it's behind me.

If I hadn't been on full drip fluids the pain killers should have OD'ed me at that much loss and I was still chatting with nurses and family XD dr and surgeon were scratching their heads when they found out lol

Damn! What a blessing to be here, life is frail. My co worker lost a friend today to a heart attack...at 32. Not overweight, no drugs. Just was his time i guess. Ill never make sense of it all. Hard to hear because he had twin girls the same age as my daughter. Sorry for rambling, i tend to do that when i smoke lol. Im glad your alive and doin fine brotha. Be blessed and be a blessing

incogneato said:

Damn! What a blessing to be here, life is frail. My co worker lost a friend today to a heart attack...at 32. Not overweight, no drugs. Just was his time i guess. Ill never make sense of it all. Hard to hear because he had twin girls the same age as my daughter. Sorry for rambling, i tend to do that when i smoke lol. Im glad your alive and doin fine brotha. Be blessed and be a blessing

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Yes sir I had a come to Jesus moment while I was lying there I've wasted a lot of time in this life I'm ready to make some changes

Not everyone gets second chances that's for sure.

Checking in on ya bro, how you coming along?

ArcticOrange said:

Not everyone gets second chances that's for sure.

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i know that feeling. glad you are feeling better mentally man. yah when you are in the hospital.. you do not think how bad is it, you just want out so that is all you focus on getting better to get out. i know that is what kept me going.. i hate the hospital. there beds are cool tho.. but fuck i cant stand the none human environment i guess.
hope you get that stardawag a cooking soon. :D
chris.

ArcticOrange said:

If I hadn't been on full drip fluids the pain killers should have OD'ed me at that much loss and I was still chatting with nurses and family XD dr and surgeon were scratching their heads when they found out lol

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from what i was told in my little 3 week stay in ICU on drip.. is as long as you are in pain, you wont OD. so they hit me hard with whatever they had.. was never enough only reli8fe i ever got was going under the knife. ( of course it hurt worse after i woke up from the knife tho.. they did not even bother to sew me up for 3 weeks.. just kept it open and some kind of beads inside the open trama. it sucked i do not recommend it. hha.

hope things are going well for ya dismorning.
chris.

Im getting along. I have a follow up tomorrow so they can blast a little more radiation at me. Ive got a few things i need to talk with them about that arent quite right but thats medical treatment in AK, theyll keep you alive but they may make a mess of it haha

you said you lost a lot of blood. did you see any crazy shit. i know i lost so much blood i had too have 2 blood transfusions to save my life. hah.

thankfully they had the aids, and other shit figure out.. but my family still did not trust it, so i got blood from my aunt. thanks aunt norma you rock.

but when i was crawling for help i sure saw a lot of crazy shit.. i remember seeing these scribbles on the side of a clay bend.. i thought it was indian art, hah.. also saw this huge telescop im like fuck yeah im coming back for that.. was just a dead fall. ( down tree ). hah about the only party of my accident i can think of that makes me laughs.. i saw some crazy shit.. even the a baby deer showing me to lick the grass for a few tea spoons of water. hah. crazy shit what the human brain will do to survive. its just built into us..

so yeah man i saw some crazy shit which to this day i can still laugh about. hah.

chris.

Best wishes :happy:

ArcticOrange said:

So good news is the surgery seems succesful. They got 1000 cc of blood out of the body cavity around the lungs.

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My Battle buddy was a corman, I made the mistake of asking him about a close friend of ours and the descriptions he gave of the blood in the lungs was "it reaked of death" , this hits home for me, because although i was a cardiovascular MONSTER for the first 29 yrs of my life, I am 6 '3", 195 lbs, and thats skinny, I'm actually glad you have described the process in your posts, because i was horrified when i first read what happened! Super psyched your up and doing better man!

THELORAX802 said:

My Battle buddy was a corman, I made the mistake of asking him about a close friend of ours and the descriptions he gave of the blood in the lungs was "it reaked of death" , this hits home for me, because although i was a cardiovascular MONSTER for the first 29 yrs of my life, I am 6 '3", 195 lbs, and thats skinny, I'm actually glad you have described the process in your posts, because i was horrified when i first read what happened! Super psyched your up and doing better man!

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Yessir, unfortunately cardiovasxular health has little to do with it, i have a background in distance running and swimming XD the real detriment is im the same height as you are but with 50 less pounds on me lol

ArcticOrange said:

Yessir, unfortunately cardiovasxular health has little to do with it, i have a background in distance running and swimming XD the real detriment is im the same height as you are but with 50 less pounds on me lol

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Glad you're coming along. Time to get some weight on those bones now! Get those munchies workin for ya!

ArcticOrange said:

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Some fine lookin herb! I thought you took a break from smoking? :smoking::cool:

Love the little purple in there. That's bowl appeal! :fire:

incogneato said:

Some fine lookin herb! I thought you took a break from smoking? :smoking::cool:

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Im not smoking cigs but i gotta get the herb going again, gotta work it in nice and slow. Only smoking mine though, smooth organic smoke doesnt make me cough like the phsophorous wheeze my friend had that night lmao

that herb looks so good. im having a bad hair day, in a bad spot. hah.. would love for ya to cook up a muffin :D this disrib weed just aint helping the witthdrawls today. i need a 1g, hell with how i feel i want to get faded 1.5g muffin. but serious, i hope that fire helps you feel better. looks good no shortage of bag appeal.