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I am so glad you posted this Ron. I’m not alone. Thanks. I’m at a loss for words bro. I appreciate the empathy. I’m also very sorry for your loss. I’m sure if your mom had that tract on her bedside table, God was taking every opportunity to reach her heart. I choose to believe that it was not by chance or fluke or luck that it was there for both your mom and you. Really grateful to meet a brother in the Lord.Hey Fabz, What's good my green thumbed brother! Just a note to check in and send some love that way! I really enjoyed the read so far and your struggles with your fathers death touched me deeply. I never had a father but I lost my mother to drug and alcohol addiction in 2012. She was basically all the family I had and losing her took a great toll on my mental wellbeing.
Like you I stayed in the video games and so stoned I couldn't really function for a couple years. I even went so far as to stop growing for a few years. I lost all my ambition.
Then I started thinking about a little book I found on my mothers night stand after her death..it was called, "Jesus Calling". Now my mother as I know was far from a Christian and had an..."alternative lifestyle". But this book on her night stand gave me great hope that in the end she accepted Jesus as her Lord and one day we will meet again in our Fathers house.
IDK why I felt led to share this in your journal.. I hope its not to much. But I can truly relate to the deep depression felt from losing a parent. I can also say that growing and partaking in this healing plant has helped in a thousand ways.
Also thank you so much for the help with the Thc Bombs its good to have some technical support...lol I'm here for the ride, let do this! -Ron
so yeah bro. I’m so down to master these THC Bombs with you and harvest some ridiculous quad plus.
Please share away Ron. This is all I’ve really got to be social about cultivation being locked up in my house, not being able to work. So we gotta be there for each other