The oxy's for my back pain after working the worm farm all day for 2 days straight...
And the Xanax was so i could get some sleep last night.. i didn't nor do i ever mix the two.. Im not stupid.
And because you guys are wrong about the whole situation your just reading what i put out in an emotional post..
I don't hate my parents, Im just pissy my dad who can't seem to do something simple like check his fucking blood sugar, Or EAT A FUCKING MEAL like hes supposed to.. This is his health not mine, I shouldn't even be living here let alone having to take care of him like hes a toddler..
Its not my job! And when i have to call 911 8 fucking times in 5 months now because he fails to do one thing, which is EAT FOOD to keep his blood sugar from crashing to a dangerous near coma/Death level Then yeah im gonna be a little pissed.
I never said i was owed or entitled to anything... What i was saying is he has dilaudid HE CANT take oxy's with those or he will fucking DIE, hes already on way to potent of a medication for his tolerance level as is.. 4 MG of hydromorphone is ALOT.. So to keep him from doing more stupid fucking shit cause thats all the alcoholic does anyway, I tried to bum his stash... Partly for me as well cause i could use the damn things, I don't have doctors who just give out scripts like candy, I can't even get one to give me more then fucking ibuprofin for god sakes.
And thats not even everything ive had to deal with over the years with him, thats just the last 6 months, We won't get into the years of abuse ive sufffered at the hands of an alcoholic diabetic angry as fuck monster :D
I love my parents, there my parents i have to love them.. But my dad is another story...
If i were to leave Both my parents would be up shit creek without a paddle, dad would end up in a coma and prolly dead because mom don't knw what the fuck to do in an emergency she just kinda melts.. And she has her own health problems cant go out by her self suffers vertigo so someone ME...Always has to be with her when she goes anywhere..
So yeah I gave up the rest of my life to be stuck here acting as a babysitter to my family, Do i feel like im owed a few pills to help out my fucking problems, I guess i do.. If that makes me such a horrible person Then Pass your judgements in silence ;)