Hey fam, I want to welcome myself as a first time grower here. A lot has changed over the years since I began smoking again, had to quit for several personal reasons nearly 7 years ago. Right now I live in an illegal state medically and recreationally so of course I'm trying to er on the side of caution and take all the necessary precautions to not get busted. Weed is too expensive here and all I can find is mid grade so growing really is my best option and I want to know what I'm getting. Who knows, your shit could have been sitting next to a damn batch of fentanyl. Weed has helped me in so many ways mentally and physically that it has even saved my relationship. My better half is supportive of us growing. I know the rules but shes been toking too for stress and I trust her with my life. But it's not worth spending any time in prison! Here's the deal, I ordered from Seedsman and I opted for tracking and never received a tracking number until they were in the US. Weird thing is that they arrived in a normal USPS envelope still in the breeder packs! They didn't do stealth shipping even though I paid for it and also I did not even receive my 3 free amnesia auto seeds I was supposed o get but whatever. They came from a legal state from an odd name and it was a little alarming but I tried not to think much about it. The next week I ordered a grow tent and that package went missing even though the tracking shows it was delivered, but I was here that day when the mail man gave me my mail outside and it was nowhere in sight. That to me was a little more alarming because of the possibilities of someone discovering it, either him or even a wrong address it may have ended up at. Am I being too cautious or maybe even paranoid... should I lay low for a bit? I've got 2 autos started, not even close to veg yet. But now I'm reconsidering if I should even go through with the grow if I even suspect I'm on anyone's watch list. Thanks for reading, I could use some opinions.