Frankster
Never trust a doctor who's plants have died.
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No offence taken here. Cant speak for sparchange.
But yeah Mental health disorders are serious shit. I underestimated how serious bipolar disorder is until my girlfriend committed suicide after i broke up with her. I left her one night out of the blue because i was actually starting to question my own sanity when i was with her. She had a way of making me feel as crazy as she was.
When i see folks struggling with their demons now i tend to offer empathy and support if anything.
YEa, mental health is pretty serious for sure. I"m kinda bipolar myself, Manic Depressive, ADHD, schizophrenic sometimes, (usually under control). I don't drink anymore, I don't take drugs. I've been risk taking, thrill seeking, and suicidal (at times) and just plain unhinged and psychotic sometimes. I don't mix a lot of substances with my mental disorder anymore, (used to do ton's of coke and heroin) and I''m also well educated, was a medical professional for many decades, have a Bachelors in psychology even, (was done out of sheer interest in the subject).
Antipsychotics have really bad side effects, and that shit was poison. I can't take them. I smoke cannabis, and it helps, I just don't smoke a whole lot of cannabis really, maybe a gram, gram and half day, max.
My wife consumes many times that amount, and would probably consume a lot more, if we had more edibites, so that's what I'm working toward.
I've seen lot's of people die over the years, and I couldn't do it anymore. (hundreds, probably thousands, I lost count) Growing pot's my passion now. Life it too short to be unhappy, and you can't fix everything, or everyone. Sometimes people are just broken. If your lucky in life, your happy, healthy and wealthy then die in your sleep, when your really old.
For the rest of us, there's weed.LOL
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