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I put my family and friends at risk
I break everything I touch
it never occurred to me
I did not account for this
this is essentially the secret
to most people's lives
my original ideas
are an avalanche
I never meant to hurt my family and friends
I just wanted to help people
never cared about the money
never bought me happiness and was never enough or
never enough
the industry wouldn't put it on the shelf
we r retarded
a year
a fucking year
I had to do something
as a consequence
I put my family and friends at risk
I love them
I love you
all
just the way u are
if I change something
I break it
the plan will obviously cause significant wealth
the richies in my family
were not always so
when they became
many of my dream vacations were offered to me
I'm not like that
I don't speak to the richies
because I don't want what they offer
I couldn't do it for myself
y would I
I know fuck u wealth
it just never occurs to me
until I imagined what their lives are like
quiet
isolated
alone
and
they know how to party
I love hangin with em
like all my family and friends
I miss my aunts uncles n cousins
but they're always doing shit
I can't afford
and I won't have someone do for me, what I cannot do for myself
my friends and I just want to shoot pool, for example, tell stories and drink n smoke n get into trouble
if I added 1 million 10 million 100 million
to this equation
nobody around me
besides the clubs
will b the same
those who accept
are they takers
those who do not
won't hang with me
they already judge the club or do not have quads, etc
how do u help people
without accrewing significant wealth
I've seen what it does to people
I love what I do have am
I love who u r the way u r
with what u do have are
how do u change something people view as significant
and keep your people
just the way they are
never know whether u can trust someone
again
how isolating
it's both
a question and advice
if I tell momz to give it away
she'll think I'm kookoo
but because I love her just the way she is
y would I want to change her
so
how do I do this
how does one do this
if u observed a cure for cancer
u would b killed or come into significant wealth
overnight
sooo
what would u do
if u think I'm crazy
you're the one hoping for a 20% raise
I'm trying to avoid it
and I'm not considering
1$ to infinity
I'm happy with things the way they are
it's my idea of heaven
my friends have integrity
my peeps r human
I love my neighbors
why would I want to change a thing
y would I buy a lottery ticket
I'm the happiest I've ever been
living the adventures of my life
so many unhappy people
counting on that raise
unhappy with their circumstances
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
they'll lock me up
for asking them to give it away
I break everything I touch
it never occurred to me
I did not account for this
this is essentially the secret
to most people's lives
my original ideas
are an avalanche
I never meant to hurt my family and friends
I just wanted to help people
never cared about the money
never bought me happiness and was never enough or
never enough
the industry wouldn't put it on the shelf
we r retarded
a year
a fucking year
I had to do something
as a consequence
I put my family and friends at risk
I love them
I love you
all
just the way u are
if I change something
I break it
the plan will obviously cause significant wealth
the richies in my family
were not always so
when they became
many of my dream vacations were offered to me
I'm not like that
I don't speak to the richies
because I don't want what they offer
I couldn't do it for myself
y would I
I know fuck u wealth
it just never occurs to me
until I imagined what their lives are like
quiet
isolated
alone
and
they know how to party
I love hangin with em
like all my family and friends
I miss my aunts uncles n cousins
but they're always doing shit
I can't afford
and I won't have someone do for me, what I cannot do for myself
my friends and I just want to shoot pool, for example, tell stories and drink n smoke n get into trouble
if I added 1 million 10 million 100 million
to this equation
nobody around me
besides the clubs
will b the same
those who accept
are they takers
those who do not
won't hang with me
they already judge the club or do not have quads, etc
how do u help people
without accrewing significant wealth
I've seen what it does to people
I love what I do have am
I love who u r the way u r
with what u do have are
how do u change something people view as significant
and keep your people
just the way they are
never know whether u can trust someone
again
how isolating
it's both
a question and advice
if I tell momz to give it away
she'll think I'm kookoo
but because I love her just the way she is
y would I want to change her
so
how do I do this
how does one do this
if u observed a cure for cancer
u would b killed or come into significant wealth
overnight
sooo
what would u do
if u think I'm crazy
you're the one hoping for a 20% raise
I'm trying to avoid it
and I'm not considering
1$ to infinity
I'm happy with things the way they are
it's my idea of heaven
my friends have integrity
my peeps r human
I love my neighbors
why would I want to change a thing
y would I buy a lottery ticket
I'm the happiest I've ever been
living the adventures of my life
so many unhappy people
counting on that raise
unhappy with their circumstances
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
they'll lock me up
for asking them to give it away