I feel for you my brother
Hope you make a full recovery asap. I know what it's like to be on pain killers, very easy to get hooked on and it's almost impossible to get off.Exactly! I hope I get something worth a shit. But I have other quality seeds from my last grow that turned out superb. I was mesmerized by the thought of fat, strong, purple nugz. I'm quite impulsive, have been all my life. I'm working thru it with my therapist! I should have researched, but I was laying in a hospital bed 4 2 months with back surgery. Delirious from pain/narcotics. And nobody took my phone. I ordered all kinds of stuff I didn't need. I have several strains from several reputable suppliers for my next run. I'll let y'all know.
Yea I feel you, I gotta be on meds for my morning pains but I'd rather smoke weed to treat it. No side effects and no addiction.Yeah I been there. Rehab twice. I was totally sober for 15 years. My kids all grew up and became pot smokers. 3 outta 4 did, anyhow. So they talked my wife into trying gummies, I tried gummies and bam!
I'm growing weed again after a 33 year retirement. Glad to be back! Thanks for your regards! I shun the narcotics, didn't finish my script after I got home. I only smoke a little bit these days. Something about growing it tho.... Y'all know what I mean.