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well took a shower and had a few words with the man in the cracked mirror.
i dunno. i just feel like a fucking dead body bag today. shrugs.,

cleaned my pipe and added new screens. about all iv done today between camping in bed.
 

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You did good then, I am haunted by my past, and must deal with my present. I was humbled, but that need to survive keeps me alive, even though I am truely alone. I have friends, a jewel of a dog, but I lack one thing ...without that it is a cold empty world.
Just waiting for the one , I hope it happens that's what keeps me going.
sorry missed this.. i know that alone thing even tho i do have my mom/step dad/sis/bro.. i still keep to my self and do not talk much about my problems with family.. i do not bitch in person about my leg.. no point. hah. but i will admit to crying about my withdrawals to my sister, hah. i mean how could i not.. being fully withdrawn on christmas day ill never forget that.. hah need to wright a song about this shit if and when i get back into music. hah... such a jack ass i am. i know i have no shortage of memories for good songs.. iv lived on the other side of the tracks for way to many years. hah. seen more shit than id hope anyone else would.. some fucked up, some just crazy. hah.

after you put a few friend in the ground tho you start to think about your life style.. but then you go to work.. and you just want a fucking beer after killing trees all day, and then that leads to a party, and the cycle continues. hah

if it was not a bike accident that did me in it would of been something else.. i got off lucky i guess if im looking at the glass half full.

i am working on learning to live. now i just have to man up and follow through, and see what happens.. and hopefully i can maybe get my own family, but blah im such a loner.. hah. :D but man i have to get better. hah.
shrugs. probably already crashed and burn. but at least im trying i guess. hah.

to be frank.. if it was not for this forum letting me express my shit.. i may not of made it..because i would of held it in, sure would not of been good i fear.. looking back on my past behavior just a week ago.. or 2 days ago.. i hate this chemical imbalance shit. i want to be ME again damn it.
so i thank you all.
 
i dunno what to think anymore.. all dirstrib weed looks the same;

did not wanna go to the distriib.. but my sister forced me.. she is all ikt will make you feel better you fool..

lets get medicated!

this is diamond og.

CHRIS.

im high now, yay.. i can go for my night walk. hah. love herb ( love og).. its such the attitude adjustment.. much needed.
 

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95.00 for that.. anyone wanna trade? hah.

well i dunno what sup.. my vision is all fucking weird. has been all day. symptom from withdrawals, or just lack of sleep catching up with me finally.

bowl up foo.s
chris.
 
I'll take it down if I need to, does it matter if I have my valid card?. Like I have my meds recs posted on my tent I'm allowed to have six actuualy only have 1
You can clearly see your face in that pic if you tweak the brightness. Might wanna take it down brother...

yeah I was gunna say the same thing
 
i dunno what to think anymore.. all dirstrib weed looks the same;

did not wanna go to the distriib.. but my sister forced me.. she is all ikt will make you feel better you fool..

lets get medicated!

this is diamond og.

CHRIS.

im high now, yay.. i can go for my night walk. hah. love herb ( love og).. its such the attitude adjustment.. much needed.

Highness + night walk = bliss :)
 
sorry missed this.. i know that alone thing even tho i do have my mom/step dad/sis/bro.. i still keep to my self and do not talk much about my problems with family.. i do not bitch in person about my leg.. no point. hah. but i will admit to crying about my withdrawals to my sister, hah. i mean how could i not.. being fully withdrawn on christmas day ill never forget that.. hah need to wright a song about this shit if and when i get back into music. hah... such a jack ass i am. i know i have no shortage of memories for good songs.. iv lived on the other side of the tracks for way to many years. hah. seen more shit than id hope anyone else would.. some fucked up, some just crazy. hah.

after you put a few friend in the ground tho you start to think about your life style.. but then you go to work.. and you just want a fucking beer after killing trees all day, and then that leads to a party, and the cycle continues. hah

if it was not a bike accident that did me in it would of been something else.. i got off lucky i guess if im looking at the glass half full.

i am working on learning to live. now i just have to man up and follow through, and see what happens.. and hopefully i can maybe get my own family, but blah im such a loner.. hah. :D but man i have to get better. hah.
shrugs. probably already crashed and burn. but at least im trying i guess. hah.

to be frank.. if it was not for this forum letting me express my shit.. i may not of made it..because i would of held it in, sure would not of been good i fear.. looking back on my past behavior just a week ago.. or 2 days ago.. i hate this chemical imbalance shit. i want to be ME again damn it.
so i thank you all.
It's no problem
sorry missed this.. i know that alone thing even tho i do have my mom/step dad/sis/bro.. i still keep to my self and do not talk much about my problems with family.. i do not bitch in person about my leg.. no point. hah. but i will admit to crying about my withdrawals to my sister, hah. i mean how could i not.. being fully withdrawn on christmas day ill never forget that.. hah need to wright a song about this shit if and when i get back into music. hah... such a jack ass i am. i know i have no shortage of memories for good songs.. iv lived on the other side of the tracks for way to many years. hah. seen more shit than id hope anyone else would.. some fucked up, some just crazy. hah.

after you put a few friend in the ground tho you start to think about your life style.. but then you go to work.. and you just want a fucking beer after killing trees all day, and then that leads to a party, and the cycle continues. hah

if it was not a bike accident that did me in it would of been something else.. i got off lucky i guess if im looking at the glass half full.

i am working on learning to live. now i just have to man up and follow through, and see what happens.. and hopefully i can maybe get my own family, but blah im such a loner.. hah. :D but man i have to get better. hah.
shrugs. probably already crashed and burn. but at least im trying i guess. hah.

to be frank.. if it was not for this forum letting me express my shit.. i may not of made it..because i would of held it in, sure would not of been good i fear.. looking back on my past behavior just a week ago.. or 2 days ago.. i hate this chemical imbalance shit. i want to be ME again damn it.
so i thank you all.
It's no problem, keep up the good work getting better
 
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