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THE TRAINWRECK. Brought to you by thcfarrmer…..

It's a fallacy by these people who are afraid to die. Well I'm not afraid to die but I believe we are all capable of living to our thousands. Just as Lazarus long. I truly believe with the right sci3nce it is possible.
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cannafarmer420 said:
It's a fallacy by these people who are afraid to die.
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Well I'm not afraid to die but I believe we are all capable of living to our thousands. Just as Lazarus long. I truly believe with the right sci3nce it is possible.
 
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Deadstill said:
Fun Fact: Every major mass shooter was on benzos or SSRI's before/during their crimes.

I used to fuck around with xanax when I first started getting into heroin really bad.. It was the only thing that would "take the edge off" during heroin withdrawals.

I don't know if benzos are worse than heroin but they're certainly just as bad. One time at my lowest of lows, I was arrested when I was at a 200 dollar a day heroin habit... The nurse at the jail had to give me Ativan to keep me from going into seizures. The guards argued against it but I remember her saying "Do you want a wrongful death lawsuit on your head?" and they agreed to let her administer it. Then, the guards put me in the "turtle suit" (a vest made of moving blanket type material that can't be ripped or torn) and stuck me in the fuckin padded cell for 48 hours. That was the absolute worst withdrawal and experience in my life. Another fun fact: padded cells don't have toilets. Just a grated hole in the floor and NO toilet paper. Imagine how fun that is, while dealing with heroin withdrawal?

It took like 10 years for the chemicals in my brain/body to finally balance out even after a relatively brief (but intense) period of heroin addiction I went through in my life.. I can only imagine how badly some of these people are messed up from actually being on benzos/barbs/SSRI's for a long period of time.

We still know very little about the human brain and brain chemistry. Dangerous paths we walk when taking drugs that interfere with it, I reckon.

I pray for anyone who is dealing with any of that, for real I would not wish it on my worst enemy.
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Heroin for too many years fucks you up for life man, it's some awful shit but suboxone is way way worse and lasts way way longer like months of withdrawl.
Smoke weed and trip ✌
 
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cannafarmer420 said:
Heroin for too many years fucks you up for life man, it's some awful shit but suboxone is way way worse and lasts way way longer like months of withdrawl.
Smoke weed and trip ✌
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Oh dead is all gravy now, a sage with that good advice! He lived to tell it. He and I are a lot alike in that regard. 👊🏻
 
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cannafarmer420 said:
Heroin for too many years fucks you up for life man, it's some awful shit but suboxone is way way worse and lasts way way longer like months of withdrawl.
Smoke weed and trip ✌
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Yeah suboxone for me has been a life saver. Particularly because as I got older my back injuries from the Army got worse. Back a few years ago I had to start going to a Pain Management doctor because I couldn't get out of bed or do anything. I went through a series of steroid injections into my spinal cord, through a progression of stronger and stronger opiate painkillers. Having been a heroin addict in the past, this was getting a little too close to the danger zone for me. Not only did the opiate painkillers not do shit for my pain, they were making me high as fuck and I couldn't even function on them, either.

So, a friend of mine introduced me to suboxone and it works fuckin wonders for my back pain. It's actually a very effective analgesic. However, insurance companies will not pay for suboxone as an analgesic, they'll only pay for it if you're in a recovery clinic. So now, I go to a recovery clinic for suboxone.

I'm pretty much going to be on suboxone for life. Although I can stop taking it at any time, the withdrawals to me are very, very mild. IDK if that's because I'm so conditioned to opiates/synthetic opiates that it just doesn't effect me that way, or what.. But the most I get if I stop taking suboxone for a few days, is a runny nose and maybe slight chills, but nothing compared to full-on heroin withdrawal. . .

But I can say this, suboxone doesn't make me high, at all. I can function, think clearly, and most importantly.. It takes my back pain from a 10/10 down to a 2/10. It allows me to get out of bed and have a normal life without feeling inebriated all the time. It sucks that I have to go to a recovery clinic, but my doctor there is very understanding and calls me "one of her easiest patients" because I never fail the drug or alcohol screening, I never give them a hard time, and she also knows that I'm only there because of my back pain and the insurance issue. So it's been a win-win for me.

Also, I only take like 1 8mg strip per day. I'm prescribed 3 strips per day, which I don't need so I don't take that many. I just keep the extras so I always have a supply.
 
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GoldenDragondnw said:
Skynet were amateurs. I'm full on AI GOD. 🤣
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Well, can you float me the entire digital currency balance so I can buy 3 islands, all of the best genetics, so I can fly all the homies there to grow Hawaiian strains? Lambs breath? I mean, you’ll already be there, since you’re everywhere. So yeah? What say you? 😂
 
#10,790
Captspaulding said:
Well, can you float me the entire digital currency balance so I can buy 3 islands, all of the best genetics, so I can fly all the homies there to grow Hawaiian strains? Lambs breath? I mean, you’ll already be there, since you’re everywhere. So yeah? What say you? 😂
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Anything ya want capt. 😌
 
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Deadstill said:
Yeah suboxone for me has been a life saver. Particularly because as I got older my back injuries from the Army got worse. Back a few years ago I had to start going to a Pain Management doctor because I couldn't get out of bed or do anything. I went through a series of steroid injections into my spinal cord, through a progression of stronger and stronger opiate painkillers. Having been a heroin addict in the past, this was getting a little too close to the danger zone for me. Not only did the opiate painkillers not do shit for my pain, they were making me high as fuck and I couldn't even function on them, either.

So, a friend of mine introduced me to suboxone and it works fuckin wonders for my back pain. It's actually a very effective analgesic. However, insurance companies will not pay for suboxone as an analgesic, they'll only pay for it if you're in a recovery clinic. So now, I go to a recovery clinic for suboxone.

I'm pretty much going to be on suboxone for life. Although I can stop taking it at any time, the withdrawals to me are very, very mild. IDK if that's because I'm so conditioned to opiates/synthetic opiates that it just doesn't effect me that way, or what.. But the most I get if I stop taking suboxone for a few days, is a runny nose and maybe slight chills, but nothing compared to full-on heroin withdrawal. . .

But I can say this, suboxone doesn't make me high, at all. I can function, think clearly, and most importantly.. It takes my back pain from a 10/10 down to a 2/10. It allows me to get out of bed and have a normal life without feeling inebriated all the time. It sucks that I have to go to a recovery clinic, but my doctor there is very understanding and calls me "one of her easiest patients" because I never fail the drug or alcohol screening, I never give them a hard time, and she also knows that I'm only there because of my back pain and the insurance issue. So it's been a win-win for me.

Also, I only take like 1 8mg strip per day. I'm prescribed 3 strips per day, which I don't need so I don't take that many. I just keep the extras so I always have a supply.
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I’ll sum this up in a few words “quality of life”
You deserve it bro.
 
#10,795
Captspaulding said:
I’ll sum this up in a few words “quality of life”
You deserve it bro.
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Meaning, some meds that own others, don’t always end up owning everyone, as long as you are feeling ok, not at the mercy of it. I say, roll on. That’s what I was saying in a nutshell. If subs work for you, I’m happy for you!
 
#10,796
GoldenDragondnw said:
That's IT EXACTLY! I wrote an entire paper about the ethics of assisted death using the quality of life as the basis of my entire argument . 😆
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Oh man, that’s one hell of a topic. I hated that they called kevorkian “dr death”

Shoulda been called dr empathy.
 
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Captspaulding said:
Meaning, some meds that own others, don’t always end up owning everyone, as long as you are feeling ok, not at the mercy of it. I say, roll on. That’s what I was saying in a nutshell. If subs work for you, I’m happy for you!
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Yeah and it works better for pain management for a lot of people, actually.

 
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I tried a lot of stuff in my teens... knew then it was the time to "experiment" weed was just unlocked in my genes the 1st use.... shrooms and acid with occasional ecstasy was fun.... heroin snorted once and got worst headache of my life and never touched it again... aye painkillers for mutiple injuries.... but never liked downers.... coke I told.myself I wouldn't touch until 28ish.... did it at a few snowmaker parties and what not but never got hooked on any of it... weed is my vice... always has been always will be
 
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I don't consider marijuana a drug therefore unable to be a "vice" it is medicine. Pure and simple. It just has some really awesome side effects. 😆
 
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JKash said:
I tried a lot of stuff in my teens... knew then it was the time to "experiment" weed was just unlocked in my genes the 1st use.... shrooms and acid with occasional ecstasy was fun.... heroin snorted once and got worst headache of my life and never touched it again... aye painkillers for mutiple injuries.... but never liked downers.... coke I told.myself I wouldn't touch until 28ish.... did it at a few snowmaker parties and what not but never got hooked on any of it... weed is my vice... always has been always will be
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“Way of life” you mean?
 
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