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THE TRAINWRECK. Brought to you by thcfarrmer…..

I got 30 days today. All this talking about it. I felt like I needed to share 😆
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30 days I was just out of rehab and adjusting. Last day of rehab mom calls up and tells me she might sue for custody of my kid. Real real supportive. Obviously we've mended and the kid is a team effort.
It doesn't suck, you can do this.
We do get better.
It takes a whole lots of fucking re-configuring how you interact with the only life you got. This is where it came as a useful analogy that if you are a song then you should be doing things reasonably in tune with the kind of song you want to be, in a nutshell. Do the logical correct things with your head and heart.
 
That reminds me... I did that at 14 once. Straight Jäger though, no mixing. After 10 or so shots I lost count and ended up puking all over the house. Thankfully it wasn't my house but the house of a girl we hung out with. She was 16 and since we didn't have strict laws about drinking, it was easy as fuck for underage kids to get loaded. I spend alot of time the next day cleaning my mess up.

To this day I can't drink no fucking Jägermeister anymore. The taste of the drink, taste of the puke, the smell of it... just the worst shit imo.
The smell makes me sick.....even just smelling red bull on someone's breath makes me ill. Ive never drank either.....just my son's puke in the grout...
I was a teenage alcoholic as well....father died at 9....got lost in life about 12....drank like a fish at 13.....I remember drinking straight whiskey....the taste was god awful....but still drank it...I had issues throughout my Navy career....everyone drank....a happy sailor is a drunken sailor. Later years in Navy I did end up in rehab....have done well ever since. I believe my problem was I was a problem drinker....problems in life was covered with drink. Now I have no problems ...I drink...a couple.here and there....no more issues.
 
The ladies are doing well..
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Two nights in a row someone mentioned a movie on here and I ended up watching it. But I won’t bite anyone in my sleep tonight, I think??
Although last night I got up for a drink of water and had to chose from a litany of cups, I think I chose wisely because my face didn’t melt.

So we shouldn't mention "Deliverance"?
 

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Oh yeah, as soon as he gets his fucking ass up, I’m gonna be having a conversation with him about all the times that I almost killed myself drinking too

Like the one night when I was driving the Mustang on some winding country roads in a downpour and I got real lucky because my car slid off the road when I came up to a turn that I was like that’s a fun turn, but totally momentarily forgot that it was fucking raining cause I was wasted jump the car about 7 feet in the air and landed right in between a telephone pole and a tree was able to back the car out smoothly and drive the rest of the way home like a fucking church mouse eyes wide open white knuckling and sober as a judge after that and that was only the third time I’ve done something that stupid😜


It was the best though because I smashed both of my catalytic converters closed
Was in an accident....alcohol related....I wasn't driving.....1981. We were in a custom Chevy van. One gal dead 14y/o, one gal paralyze to this day...left side...15 y/o. I cracked my skull, broke all ribs, broke both collar bones, ribs cut my liver, kidney.....had a 1% chance if living. All because my buddy....drunker than hell....we all were.....slid on some ice at 30 mph....and hit a tree. Problem was there was a spare tire on the ground behind the driver seat.... it flew backwards and ping pong'ed....
 
Damn bro, that must have been a real mess. As if a hangover wasn't bad enough, waking up in these kind of situations makes it even worse. I guess if you would want to lose all your dignity, the quickest way would be to become a boozehound early on. Thank god I decided to be a stoner instead. Until I was in my mid 20s, drinking alcohol became very rare - still I sometimes managed to have too much somehow. You can also develope a real low tolerance over time. In my case I seem to become nearly allergic to alcohol after being sober for a couple of months.
I woke up at some gals house....after a bender....couldn't remember how I hooked up with this gal....she woke me and said let's go eat. Went down the steps and right into dining room where dad and brother were sitting at table in front of there plates and mom telling us to sit down and eat.... I got sober real fast....you talk about dignity...the looks I got from dad....lazors...not a word was said about it...
 
I woke up at some gals house....after a bender....couldn't remember how I hooked up with this gal....she woke me and said let's go eat. Went down the steps and right into dining room where dad and brother were sitting at table in front of there plates and mom telling us to sit down and eat.... I got sober real fast....you talk about dignity...the looks I got from dad....lazors...not a word was said about it...
And you've been married ever since? 🤔
 
And you've been married ever since? 🤔
No....walked out after breakfast....freaky. I was at works days later...one of the gals i worked with said she heard I was with her cousin......with a smile on her face. Jeez...it was freaky....glad there wasn't a shotgun in the story...🤣😂🤣😂
Me being a father myself, I don't know how her dad didn't jump my ass...
 
Welp, the boy went ahead and got himself alcohol poisoning with a bunch of Irish car bombs and fireball to chase it all down
After I decided to leave these assholes and go home, they decided to leave the bar and go back to a buddies apartment, where there was refreshments on tap yeah well knucklehead went ahead and screwed the pooch and popped his. I’m never drinking again cherry.
Ended up having to go to the ER jackass…..

Good times

Anyhow, good morning folks. I hope everyone’s doing good having a decent weekend so far I feel great zero hangover.😂

I have much better update shots of the bunker later when the lights turn on, but things are starting to come together and flower👊🏻🤡
Had to leave the laughing emoji on this as it sounds like me😂😂😂 won’t hurt the boy well maybe will for a day or 2 fireball hey🤢 I’m down with jager bombs but that fireball is terrible😂👍 least there were no fights n shit that really wrecks a good night I say I’m never drinkin again every time I drink these yea I lie to myself 😂👍
 
Dude... soil stripe, hydro stripe... someone come up with a patch and awards system... some could be like little $3 "cured fungus" "cured mites", big ones for regions maybe... idk what are people's input?
 
Lots of sex toys are built on the egg vibrator but I don't see why oyu couldn't build a few into a screen system and let it shake trich off all day.

I'm thinking that looks like success, how bout you? That little bee has been busy all morning. Check out that satchel of pollen he's carrying around. He reminded me of a Harley Davidson rider with oversize saddle bags.
Nature is awesome. Seems we are way behind. As simbiotic humans
 
Dude... soil stripe, hydro stripe... someone come up with a patch and awards system... some could be like little $3 "cured fungus" "cured mites", big ones for regions maybe... idk what are people's input?
Listening! What should be on stripe dia earth, peppermint, everything has a predator my wife says maybe daddy long legs are the pest control. cause lady bugs make a dent and pred mites do good but ain’t $3
 
Dude... soil stripe, hydro stripe... someone come up with a patch and awards system... some could be like little $3 "cured fungus" "cured mites", big ones for regions maybe... idk what are people's input?

If you endured carrying a grow across the finish line battling moths and mites the whole time, then goddammit you deserve a badge in my book!
 
@Captspaulding i had an interesting night Saturday night myself my adult kids went to a concert n afterwards came back home all blind drunk so was I well a good buddy of mine from yesteryear called in with the best xtc I’ve had since I was 18 well I was ping in hard so the daughters boyfriend asked for 1 I said she pretty wild shit long story short I spent 2hrs on the couch consoling him with his eyes rolled backwards poor bugger couldn’t talk or walk I tricked him into believing that the worst of it will only last 45 mins and I shit u not 45 mins later to the minute he come good told me his had heaps of it before well I broke him now his never doin drugs again so I count that as a win kids these days can’t handle her 😂 me I’m a Fkn idiot n can’t wait for the weekend floating around in love with the world I will be again 😂 Australians we a different breed good times😂😂😂👍 need to clarify his 23 not a kid that sounded bad😂
 
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