usstoner
- 1,106
- 263
I was up to 200mg....I had a really good doctor...lol...it's not funny I was a drug addict...guess I still am. it's a daily struggle I've quit xanax and lortabs...but taking pills for 15 years is hard to get of off methadone I'm almost there...good times ahead.From?
Right on brother, could not have said it better myself. And for those of you that may be chained to the pill bottle, know this, there is HOPE!!! As bleak and dark as it can get dont ever, ever, ever give up and remember that you are NOT ALONE......... PeaceWe've walked the same path, cur dog and jumpincactus.....
Obviously...... the first thing that needs to happen is to WANT to and be DEDICATED to kicking. That is the biggest hurdle, IMO. The brain is the most powerful force there is if you can harness it's power and focus the energy where it needs to be to make such a physical change.
Cannabis helped me in a big way to get through the entire process. It took some of the edge off. SOME. What a ride though... holy fuck. There is definitely a real and opposing dimension to the "high" that cannot be avoided. You definitely pay in the end for all the euphoria along the way. I've never been sicker or felt worse...all of my own fucking doing. A definite low in my life. Being a puppet to pills is a sad existence, for sure. I see far too many folks i know who still eat those things daily and kid themselves that all is well. That wall is always out there and you WILL hit it...I don't care who you are....
Much respect to those who have made the jump and freed themselves!
Hey Sparky @usstoner Cactus man has your back bro........Lots of good healin karma and well wishes coming your way. ;) Not to compare dick sizes but know this, I got as low and dark as one can get without pulling the trigger. If I can clean up, so can you bro. Believe that!!!I was up to 200mg....I had a really good doctor...lol...it's not funny I was a drug addict...guess I still am. it's a daily struggle I've quit xanax and lortabs...but taking pills for 15 years is hard to get of off methadone I'm almost there...good times ahead.
200 is a lot o fairy liquid.good luck with the last 20.nearly there now bud.I was up to 200mg....I had a really good doctor...lol...it's not funny I was a drug addict...guess I still am. it's a daily struggle I've quit xanax and lortabs...but taking pills for 15 years is hard to get of off methadone I'm almost there...good times ahead.
Well sed bro.Hello. I myself have witnessed cannabis help people addicted to say heroin or any opiates ( I fall into this category) transition back to what normal life is, and replace the opiates with cannabis. An addict in active addiction is either chasing, using, scheming to get dope, passed out, or locked up detoxing wishing and willing to do anything for it all day every day...for me I was on suboxone for the first 18 months of my journey. Slowly weaning my self off the biuprenorphine which is an addictive drug itself but in my case it was the lesser of two evils, sub helped me distance myself and break the physical habits while my head cleared, by the time I was weaning off the suboxone I was back to "myself" the fog had cleared heroin no longer had a grasp on me and nothing was worth using ever again but you want something to alter your mood etc. and using cannabis really helped me cope with the absence of drugs, depression, struggles of day to day life and the problems I like all addicts had created as a result of things id done while I was using. I have a lot of remorse from things I put my loved ones through...in the past my longest stint of sobriety was 3 months...I'd work the steps GO to na meetings etc but marijuana maintenance is what na/ aa calls it and its a no no ....but in my experience it really can help if the person wants to be clean ....cannabis has so many medicinal values that can, and has replaced dozens of prescription meds. I have remained clean 2 years and have never. Felt better. Also use cannabis daily. healTHCare sorry its rambles jus jotted a quick reply
I dont recommend itI fear ever trying heroin because I know I would love it.
Dude that exacty how I feel. I have an addictive personality so I don know if I'd be alive to be honestI fear ever trying heroin because I know I would love it.
Thanks brother...as of today me and my wife have been clean for 40 days...wow it's been rough but we made it...I did she'll out 500 for her to get on suboxone but after her appointment we decided to just get clean...I'd like to thank God and good friends for the help and support...thank you...and Godbless.Hey Sparky @usstoner Cactus man has your back bro........Lots of good healin karma and well wishes coming your way. ;) Not to compare dick sizes but know this, I got as low and dark as one can get without pulling the trigger. If I can clean up, so can you bro. Believe that!!!
If you ever need to talk about anything or just to vent if it keeps you from picking up again, I proclaim that I will be your online sponsor. You are not alone. Much love sparky........
Remember tho the support doesn't work if you don't reach out. Respect!!! +++
You made a awesome decision by not getting on dude. I've been on it for 3 years and now I'm ready to stop taking it. I've heard its rough but nothing a little MJ can't handle. We've been thru way worse in our lives. Granted it did save my life from eventually popping one to many 30's but its time to be 100% cleanThanks brother...as of today me and my wife have been clean for 40 days...wow it's been rough but we made it...I did she'll out 500 for her to get on suboxone but after her appointment we decided to just get clean...I'd like to thank God and good friends for the help and support...thank you...and Godbless.
Damn right @Mr BeeKeep up the good work usstoner.before u know it youl be at 400 days.good luck to all you guys who are struggling with opiates.still doing so myself.but we,l boot its bawz wont we fellas!?
Hey bro, good to hear and congrats on your 40 days clean thus far. I wanted to share a little advice that may or many not work for you both. Take what works and leave the rest.Thanks brother...as of today me and my wife have been clean for 40 days...wow it's been rough but we made it...I did she'll out 500 for her to get on suboxone but after her appointment we decided to just get clean...I'd like to thank God and good friends for the help and support...thank you...and Godbless.
We use cookies and similar technologies for the following purposes:
Do you accept cookies and these technologies?
We use cookies and similar technologies for the following purposes:
Do you accept cookies and these technologies?