the rrock said:

slapnuts,hookers or cocaine>make your choice<

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LMFAO!!
Past my bedtime

no lie... another dream about gettin on tha thcpharm and diesel's jeep was in it; just didn't look like any of his fleet. then, something about a play on words, posting an indian medicine man chant n some shyt i already forgot so....
shit. forgot to pick up coronas! i mean... i just didn't want to expose em, twice.
it occurred to me... how's that saying go... vonnegut-

“A sane person to an insane society must appear insane.”



i mull shit over til it's diarrhea cause that's just me.
and i felt like yesterday's shellacking, while factual...
after i had a chance to chill... I'm aware of my risks to others and am ocd by nature. remembering mentioning I'm actually quite calm... not necessarily at my buddy's, but post buddy's... lemme point something out: the ladies i dove n front of for rock hounding... diving while ltr shopped... my lil valley, seemingly remains unaffected. i know it's every preposition i can think of... but i live in the largest population of veterans in my state. they all have ptsd because when one has it... one can sense it in others; least n my case and not just by saying- well, common sense: they're veterans.
ptsd, untreated n even treated, oft- leans to vice.
ever seen what a crackhead can do? ever seen Friday? of course; ur potheads. ever seen what a tweaker won't do, to get high?
these r often vices, of sufferers of trauma; like alcoholism... smoking... and all the gifts those toxins one does not require a license to purchase.
ever seen what an alcoholic won't fuck up? kill? ever heard of copd?
so if one is an old veteran in my locale... odds are, they've seen horrors, no person should have to experience.... and the ones i know, have vices... so when i see 125 of what i attest, would've been of the original 800 & who really knows, for sure...in NOL and people start calling it, the black death... did y'all know, they're sayin 40%, of deaths, attributed to under 60's? digest that. i shall return.

the rrock said:

slapnuts,hookers or cocaine>make your choice<

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All three please ! Lmao

i.e. new Orleans, in my mind, was a perfect example of drinkers, smokers... "partiers"... and taking a couple random opinions of the average ages... those folks appear at a glance, to generally be well under 65. 51% of my population, is over the age of 45 & those i know, personally... probably 90%, over 55; as y'all probably guessed. they're all stoic aholes, who loathe going to a doctor and contend the healthcare, is shit. my take: great humans; severely understaffed. the shiny shit i seen n the area: sparkly.
so while we only have 2 blacks, brave enough to wander as they will... when it hits our town... ain't gonna be no 1-2%...; especially, with rural resources n response times... nor do i think 6%... I'd guess, more around 10%. not to panic folks so... 1%, is unacceptable to me.
people, still play the lottery, don't they? we all think it'll be different, for us.
disagree? i try not to gamble and unless you don't play, ever... let's be honest: why buy the ticket, then?
so one percent of 16k... 160. i wouldn't say i know 160 people so let's just assume, EVERYONE in my phonebook, will die.
don't like that? ok... let's assume 160 strangers, will die. how do y'all feel about that?
then, let's just assume it's all strangers and only every loved one, the reader knows... will die.

which of those statements, is acceptable, to y'all?

the r-naught doesn't care what precautions the avg civilian, takes. just doesn't. hence, the shut in, which actually doesn't scare me... because i just finished a ten year stent of it. to me, it's just Wednesday. any day i open/ed my door, was stepping into the lands of all things that kill so again, it's just Wednesday.
guess what... people with a modicum of training, if any, are passing out foods and supplies, to masses. they don't have the right masks, or gloves... because our good government, locked em up, just like the ventilators, I'd imagine. i still see medical professionals saying, "don't have, can't get", on mainstream, news... and as i order the shyt, myself... i know what it's like and open market, with no rent control... pfft... my shit's comin from china and estimate is 2mo... orders even being locked, n cancelled; singular...
got the buchner, from china... took one month, when mail worked. if ur mail... u can travel... just not people. luckily, this shit, don't live, 9 days on surfaces. 2mo, in my town... for nitrils... shit could arrive, melted. true story. but i digress... it's just the mask straps, that'll melt. nitrils... we'll sea. know- i didn't keep one pair, for myself... but i have the ones i used with grass... and some industrial, permanent ones, for the lab, til i can get the right shit.
I'm trying to justify n think through- what i been up to and none of the peeps, I've run for, r ill... YET.
what do i do for peeps? think drinking a bunch of isopropyl, won't kill? think I'm not careful? think i don't already live an ocd life?
sooo... if i had a mind to do something, being fucking crazy... i suspect i might do so, with a sane flaRE, in an insane world. the things i see and hear, drive me nuts, like : it's ma hood and they ain't even tryin. i would say, i might just be the lesser of two weevils so until these over 60, compromised people, start behaving sanely... I'm going to be my lunatic self and unless my government lies to me... the numbers tell a story, don't they: mohave county score: 40 cases, zero deaths.
my next question would be: what's the dry ice for? I'm speculating because i truly don't know, but i know how long it lasts... even in an anhydrous ammonia, situation and what's goin on with our liquid nitrogen supplies? anyone know? at least we got lots of dirt and earth moving equipment and the ability to fill holes, in our own backyards (true story). heaven forbid i ride with a swift driver... I've told g, for years: it's just my shell; just roll me out on the side of the highway n save the money.
now, i honestly try not to panic anyone so i underplayed, my symptoms. as i said, in the beginning, i was frightened. that should suffice. i was frightened, for my lovely g. for me... I'm not too concerned, until i can't breathe and have to tell g
-sc
i can't wait for a waambulance. it must be you... in writing, because i can't spare the air, to say so... and definitely, can't drive.
and I'm not 45 & up; g is... and she had it what... 19th, to last Saturday-ish. ain't doin the math... dunno the date of sat... don't want to. it'll freak me. she gave it a 10... thought she was going to die- her lips, not mine. bitch never once, asked me for one single, "would you get me some"... not once and burned sheets, while it causes her pain to do so, without being sick; seemed like daily and probably was. she doesn't think i use enough detergent... so she won't lemme do it. she's crazy.
i am well aware, what leslie the lesbian screamed, was 100% true... and when screaming, droplets go more than 6', if ur upwind... easily...
why was i the only one in minimally productive gear, when this conversation was had?
her people don't go anywhere? the kid's guardian, is high 50s, works in a grocery store, sees a veteran, over 68... was the kid in any protective gear, who schools there, daily? he shower, change n minimally gear up, while he's there?
then y am i the only one, avoiding em all and only, one in garb, holding one of few isopropyl bottles, in our lil town?
so who's crazy?
40cases ain't shit.
read ur financials?
they want to open shit up. it's obviously somewhat helpful.
still worried about wallets, over our futures... and i mean generations... and the treasures, within our oldsters...
call me crazy.
i just happen to give a shit about 1%.
all life matters. cept all things that kill... kreeps me the fuck out. so do the bugs n snakes, but mostly, the

ALMIGHTY

dollar

people will do anything, for vice

so close your eyes.

it's just a story.

just a dream...

it's about pot.

and i gotta decarb about a pound, today. i gotta b ready.

Moshmen said:

All three please ! Lmao

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selfish sob...
[rings bar bell, naked hookers and most likely to be a disease carrier contestants enter with a multitude of offerings, grapes and palm fronds, some, with propellers, some which propel... and some, in feather boas... a sound may be heard from a disembodied voice...]

it's on the house

nah... I'm just kiddin.

and as i mentioned, previously- with 3 morgues-ish and tourists, always watchin...imma guess they have better healthcare n faster response times... but just as good a people, doin a damn thang.

what's ur locale, look like? no need to post place name. surely, stats r available...

hopefully, nobody you know is sick... or dead... hopefully, nobody u dunno, is sick, or dead.

i know what y'all are thinking

shoulda got a tarp cape, with a zip tie.

as we grow, perpetually... imma keep ordering, as n if i can afford to... to c how the avg joe, fairs, getting supplies we should all have a right to, immediately... and will keep y'all posted. tomorrow, may not b the last time, average joes, need help getting shit they should already have.
our government, locked it up ... hoarded it... and the avg joe can't get any, without a lil sparechange so... be exactly that: your version of the same story... not having em can kill us and they're considering opening the floodgates. didn't work out so well for those, not on a noah boat, the first time and they'll extend licenses for what are referred to as deadly weapons... just not pot... which is renowned to kill, less... and no minimal access to seatbelts, but as norm's, finally closed... homeland security and blind trusts felt a bigmac, was worth one life.

and I'm the crazy one.

go figure.

it's funny because i lie often as i need to, like everybody else so when i told my lesbian, "It'll drive up my kid's n my life insurance policies"... the first thing many think of is, "he's got more cake and is clearly, better off, than me". her response, during a screamer of, "your crazy, get a grip", &, "what can we do for SC", (meaning, u need help, man", convo was, "i don't even have life insurance & i have the same, mental systems you do",...
i don't have life insurance, besides the 10k, the Teamsters provide, if that even still goes, collecting early... i just know how folks r and meant to put her at ease, redirecting her thoughts to wallet. call me a liar.
it was not my place to point out, that her droplets, in my presence, never have a barrier.
ltr wants a mask he can drink n smoke through... a month in... how long u diy fuckers gonna wait on sending me a few... maybe, enough for EVERYONE in the world who wishes to have one... make ur millions. send me a freebie, for

my

larry

the roofer

i notice when i get one kinda weird, my hands come out around my waste, palm open n down, like I'm tryin to sense something; some vibes, or something n try to b unseen by the world cause I'd freak if i saw someone, like that and if I'm trying to do ANYTHING... any stim, will make me literally lost so eyes can close, hands can go over ears to focus on one thing... wtf am i doing.
remind ya'll of anything?
autism, perhaps?
and if i had it, nobody would say boo... but as i am... "is something wrong with that guy?".
how would that make you feel

and if an entire bar laughed at one

is it something one would choose

and if you're acutely shy

then what

i have to force myself to walk out

my fucking door

and i have this coming

believe me

it is my privilege

and my honor

least bullets ain't flyin

i need to chill

and with fruit

rotting

i thought

y is milk being dumped

why is oj that used to be $2

$6

if it's all ur gonna get, may as well make the most of it?

so when governors

get gouged, or can't get

how long before they take the powa just so they can get the right kinda mask, they should already have access to.
least if a neighbor, hoarded em... I'd have someone to get em from...

i never seen the guy, before, that i recall, but i liked what i heard from the Republican (of no consequence, to the story) gov, of Maine, yesterday. cool guy. hope he smokes good pot. do politicians get randomed? cause some of our peeps behave, like crackheads.

it's my belief that people learn compassion

in simple things

such as

a hug

don't see alot of hugging going on

thought i read somewhere once

people can die

from lack of contact

nah

just kidding

babies aren't people

at what age

does one become a person

hopefully

babies

people

practice

social distancing

396... I'm catching up!!

DreamsOfDiesel said:

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guess diesel missed that episode... out in the buttgravey forest.

dod makes me want to do what i want

family still doin good? your hood doin ok, too?

DreamsOfDiesel said:

I recently quit using hanging fly strips for gnats when I got 1 caught in my hair, wont work without ponytail now either lol

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they make a product for this, i saw on YouTube. looked like hydroton to my blurry eyes, but it had a very specific name.
i think it's the guy with about 10, 1000wt hoods and about as many plants, in what appeared to b a converted garage. never could find it, again and now that i don't wanna open my own teepee... ain't watching YouTube... cept when i sit indoors
and get bored.
and trust me
[whispering]
diesel doesn't like me doin that
anymore.
so i try not to
close my eyes
wait n see what's in store
definitely not masks n gloves
but with no money
better options
for truck stop whores

what was the question

DreamsOfDiesel said:

I recently quit using hanging fly strips for gnats when I got 1 caught in my hair, wont work without ponytail now either lol

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peanut oil?
mayo?
trimjobby?
i don't even want to imagine

I'm sure i got hung up on stuff

cause it's my way

pretty sure i blocked out

most of my soil days

i should toss some lings

outdo, under the pines... lil to the east cause 4pm tends to b the hot hrs and ain nobody goin outside to look. meh... more aggravation... nm.