gardnguyahoy
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Im in love with the way my northern lights smells. Its like sweet sugary dew
Thanks dude. I really appreciate it. Truthfully helps a lot to hear some positivityYou're an asshole.
Very nice bro!
You have no idea.
(Meaning how that statement regards me.)
I've felt that way many times and I've kinda aired some shit myself. Wtf bro, we're all here for each other, right? Life is a series of ups and downs bro, when you're on one end you're gonna get the other before long. We just have to stay on the ride.
Huh, me... doling out positivity. Huh. Some people I know could get mind fucked on that one. :)Thanks dude. I really appreciate it. Truthfully helps a lot to hear some positivity
Agreed.I would rather you talk about it ,then doing it my friend. @gardnguyahoy
i have lost two too many of friends that way,so please talk if you need to.
STR8
Yes pleas talk. I didn't mean to come down on you.I would rather you talk about it ,then doing it my friend. @gardnguyahoy
i have lost two too many of friends that way,so please talk if you need to.
STR8
I've battled depression my whole life, now I have this disease that depression goes hand in hand with, and I don't have the ability to do any of those kinds of things. It can be hard to get away from the mind in my situation, and mine never shuts the fuck up. Somehow I manage to keep things in check most of the time, probably better than I did when I was younger, I guess with sooo much time on my hands and not much escape I have to find a way to be content, there's just no other choice. Once you come to a definite conclusion in your mind that suicide is NOT an option you have to find a way to cope. It should never be an option for any of us, unless your health reaches a point where you have no life whatsoever and you are more of a burden than anything else THEN I agree with letting people go with some dignity if they choose.Yes pleas talk. I didn't mean to come down on you.
A lot of us fight depression. The worst thing for me is to sit in my own head. exercise helps go for a walk, run,hit the heavy bag anything.
Dude, if I started unloading some of the things I've done in my life, and some of the shit that goes through my head everyone would think I'm a bad person. The truth is some things that you do/ have done will always stick to you but, every day is an opportunity to be a better person than we were yesterday, and that's what really counts, what we do with that opportunity. As long as we're doing a little better than before, have a little better attitude than before, and not regressing, then we are on the right path. As far as what's in the head well, it's our actions that count, I think everyone has fucked up thoughts, it's a question of whether or not we act on those thoughts. We can't change who we are but, we can change how we see things and how we interact. Cheer up bro, in the end we're all in the same boat, just trying to get through this shit the best way we know how.The reality is im a bad person. If i went into it i could probably convice you guys too. Instead of facing my feelings like a man i popped a hash pill and pounded a beer. Im a loser just like my dad. And no amount of cheering up or encouraging words will change who i am.
Thanks again for everything fellas. I hope i see through this day without making the world a worse place then o already have
You ever need to talk come here bro. You guys that hang here don't know about my mom, but many on the farm do. She hung her self in the house with my lil bro and sis home. And would have shot her self but I took the gun away from her. But I couldn't stop it. So come and talk but don't give up and puss out.I didnt mean to offend. Just havent been this fucking down on myself in a good long while. Im stuck here in my home in my head and its not fucking easy today. Sorry dudes i shoulnt have even aired my brain. Stone i truly didnt mean to offend. Just one more aspect of myself that makes me a fuckin disaster homie.
Weed just seems to be making it worse.
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