An older guy here posting from east tennessee area, hoping to meet some like minded people of my generation an share the pitfalls an successes! All of the kind of washes together as years past by an people come an go. Actively setting up second location which has been a financial nightmare! Lose this spot have to use this spot but........... Yet you do what you do an figure it this way, "If I can get away with it here, I can do it anywhere!" type of attitude.

Divorce some years back with one child an so I'm stuck here! Never been stuck before? Just finding it hard to deal with emotionally. Yet though, East Tennessee has a lot going for it, weather is good, you get the seasons but not drastically cold or hot like say NJ or Texas. I brought up the idea of moving out to Colorado with my son of 16 an he wasn't real "Cool" with that idea. So I'm here an will stay till he goes to college in a few years. Plus after my divorce my newly ex's mother calls me up an ask if we can "Be friends again since I no longer married to her bitch daughter! LOL" It is what she said an the second question was did I have any smoke since I don't have a wife to say NO. So the next thing I know I'm growing, didn't like the quality out there an kind of knew how to grow, wink wink.

Yet I fear that this may be my last decade I'll be able to expierence, others as I remember in decades have had some good decades that I can look back on an say I have mostly positive memories, yet this one I fear is the one I will not remember but be remember, so I figure why not strive to have the largest grow possible that they will find me in likely dead from stroke or canscer which ever. Buried a lot of friends this decade of my life an know mortallity is knocking on the door so why not enjoy this decade? LOL, like my ex sister in law saying "Isn't that girl of 21 kind of young for you????" as I reply "Hell NO Bitch" she cheaper then the exes, an a lot more fun!

Yet I am beginning to sense as I talk to other people of my age this is fairly common to say the least. The way I see it, the older generation of the 50's is gonna pick up the mantle of being the best of the best in growing of our favorite herb. Just my sense of how it is going on around here.

Best to you all!