For size reference, I'm standing on a 12' step ladder.........this is the last of my outdoor grow.....I left this in hopes of it surviving......it did not let me down....this last bit, I harvested almost 2 weeks ago, gives me a little satisfaction......
Dude some of the dumbest shit in my life I have had to deal with is because of “family”. We dont “bloods thicker than water” around here! I’ll wear the “im the real asshole” badge with honor! They can all eat shit! My kids wont know dysfunction like I did : )
Really sorry you’re having to go through that! Don’t know your situation but it sounds a little closer to home than telling a cousin to fuck off lol! Hope you find some piece and you guys can figure it out. Sometimes it takes a few days to really process the situation : ) one thing I’ve learned is dang it done argue when you’re mad! I say the most fucked up shit like im roasting a buddy back in high school lol! Give me a few days to calm down and it’s like a freaking Ivy League scholar wrote my debate cards! Hahahah! If you need to rant some more or vent you can always reach out!
Dude some of the dumbest shit in my life I have had to deal with is because of “family”. We dont “bloods thicker than water” around here! I’ll wear the “im the real asshole” badge with honor! They can all eat shit! My kids wont know dysfunction like I did : )
It was a nice, quick lil phone call with my mom....sis and bro are in town.....cool......I don't want ANY visitors this week......including me she asks.....NO VISITORS this week....
That was yesterday evening......we'll see how smart they are.....
But Thank You Bear, for asking and unfortunately, having to listen......my so-called brother stole from me a while back.......I haven't been able to keep traction since......not asking to feel sorry for me.....
I paid my brother $$$$$$$$$ to stay the fu k away......it's worked for almost 15 years so far......
It was a nice, quick lil phone call with my mom....sis and bro are in town.....cool......I don't want ANY visitors this week......including me she asks.....NO VISITORS this week....
That was yesterday evening......we'll see how smart they are.....
But Thank You Bear, for asking and unfortunately, having to listen......my so-called brother stole from me a while back.......I haven't been able to keep traction since......not asking to feel sorry for me.....
I paid my brother $$$$$$$$$ to stay the fu k away......it's worked for almost 15 years so far......
That sucks man! I think we all got one in the bunch and those with no siblings always find someone like that it’s a hard reality to see! But once you empower yourself it feels really good. Doesn’t always make it easier but the feeling confident about protecting your fam outweighs the guilt of not know if what you’re doing is the right thing that’s kind of how I look at it. Hang in there my man! Glad to have met you here on the farm! You guys and gals are all my extended family : )
I'm me on this site.....I'm not any different in person.....I talk more maybe.....maybe.....
I factually know that someone else has it worse than me.....and behind them, there's someone worse than them, etc......not that that is any better, but sometimes a vent before the boil prevents a burn......in essence, I'm unfortunate to have siblings that can't remember crucial memories......
Hey Bear......gotta say......as I typed this, I got lost in memories.....some good, some bad.....well go with the Metallica version.....but not yet......boutta week or so.......
First I ASSumed I lost Alien O.G......so I chopped her early and off to reveg.....I found a clone that didn't look good....I pulled it out, no roots, stuck her back in, watered, and 4 days had teeth.....wtf.....ok...cool.....
Then I'm realizing, I must have swapped clones of the same strain, but from different parents.....I'm kinda disappointed with myself....
I dropped clones....renamed Rando....
I've dropped a tray of plants.....all Randos...
I've never swapped names/cuts/strains/#s before.......
Kinda a big slip....! And yet the grow must grow on......
Lesson learned....kinda.....Wishing I knew how or when the discrepancy occurred....
First I ASSumed I lost Alien O.G......so I chopped her early and off to reveg.....I found a clone that didn't look good....I pulled it out, no roots, stuck her back in, watered, and 4 days had teeth.....wtf.....ok...cool.....
Then I'm realizing, I must have swapped clones of the same strain, but from different parents.....I'm kinda disappointed with myself....
I dropped clones....renamed Rando....
I've dropped a tray of plants.....all Randos...
I've never swapped names/cuts/strains/#s before.......
Kinda a big slip....! And yet the grow must grow on......
Lesson learned....kinda.....Wishing I knew how or when the discrepancy occurred....
100%..... regardless of what ever happens....head up and forward!!!!
Even though I've been f in off and losing plants because of ...?....neglect.....or miss judgements.....laziness...no....but whatever the reason, hopefully I can make up for it....I do this when shit like that happens....
Movin some plants around in..............wow........as I'm typing this, I have officially come up with a name for the veg area.......in the soon to be named area of vegetative state....
SkAlien O.G. .......this was the name I thought of when I first discussed trying to preserve/save some strains.....in case I lose/lost um.....in case I wanna drop um, but yet revive them....as they were......kindaish.....but it's Skywalker O.G. fem, hit with Alien O.G. fem, STSed, pollen....the Alien also hit itself.....and maybe a solo also, but she's yet to show....
I'm hoping Skywalker is jealous......she was my first STS plant that turned beautifully, but dropped no pollen....this Alien go-round, I learned alot from the Sky and the Alien, I definitely learned that for what I'm looking for and doing, spray one stem with STS, that way I can seed the whole plant, I can chop and rinse the male right outta there when I'm done, while letting the seeded flower bloom.....I have a shit ton of Alien pollen that gonna be wasted....someone asked for some pollen from her....I kinda persuaded against it....meanwhile, I'm using it.........so, @seedsower33 , I Apologize, if you're interested, you will be the 2nd to know there're ready.....and I can't say no with the pollen either.....no guarantees on the viability status......
No doubt growing is the one thing that mellows me out....kinda.....I still get excited when I'm up close and personal with these beautiful plants!!
I always seem to want more plants than I can handle.....I'm an addicted seed popper...and if I lose a plant, 5 seeds get dropped......just kidding, but almost not.....
After losing a couple nice plants, I'm hoping what I'm doing will allow me to at least save some of these genetics for later down the road.....
Your super humble guy my friend, I almost believed you when you said you just grew a few plants...my goodness, you got a nice little forest there. Nice!