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Best Part Of Being An Insomniac Is...

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Best Part Of Being An Insomniac Is...

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bill murray



feds are watching


ima be fresh as hell if the feds watching


bud melman
 
#162
garcia
1982

Letterman teaches Jerry Proud Mary
Jerrys ashtray is watchin





top ten ever




don rickles
 
#164
one more rip for 420 sake and off to bed

Jsd dry
 
#166
Been a minute since I checked in. Anyone up? Okay. Then is anyone asleep? Allrighty then.......
Beuler?.... Beuler?.....
Finally! Got rid of tha kiddos fer most tha summer! Now its time to cut loose. Nothin ta stop me naw! No breakin up fights. No gettin up early. No mouths ta feed sept mine. No clothes ta wash. No soccer practices. Nope naw i can finally focus on me.
Hmmm what to do first?....,.
Let me see. Hmmmm? Wat ta do?
Wonder wat the kids are doing?.... Are they safe? Bet theys sleep in. Fact they'd better be. Wonder if I should call? Nah I'll call in tha morn. MAN I MISS MY BABIES!
 
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Sorry about cross posting this in a few threads but we want to get the word out to help people with PTSD.

The MAPS (Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies) will have a booth set up at "Participation Row" in Levi Stadium BLUE #4 parking lot. Look for the "blue and white balloons" to find us. The BLUE LOT 4 lot will open at 3 PM.


(1) We have a camera crew and are looking for any people with PTSD or medical conditions to give video testimonials on how MDMA, Weed, LSD, Mushrooms, etc have helped their life- or simply talk about how they hope MAPS mission to cure resistant PTSD will succeed. Their last research study had a 83% cure rate of war veterans with severe PTSD with a therapist led session taking MDMA (aka Ecstasy) and talking thru their trauma.

(2) We are looking for volunteers to simply hand out the flyer (see attached PDF), we will have tens of thousands of flyers printed out and simply need help distributing them to heads before the show starts at 7 PM!

If you cannot find the MAPS booth, PM me I will give my mobile number so we can connect.

BlueLot1



More Info:

https://www.maps.org/research/mdma

http://www.headcount.org/fare-thee-well-interview-series-rick-doblin/

Thanks!
 

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#173
Man tha Dead! Now they can cure PTSD in about two tracks. LSD, Those were tha days!!! People'd say too many hits yer either dead or nOt coming back. I say B.S! Ive done haffa sheet befer, all at once an i think it allowed me ta reprogram my social abilities. Lert ta talk ta folk directly n tha like. Helped with my spellin an writin. An it sure took away my accent an gav'it ta y'all. Use ta hava partner thats bro ran books an books of purple blotter to KC. A book cost me a $175. Talk about retun! Id git roun $3-5 apiece. No lunch money? No problem. Sometimes I'd git out in tha timber and "Book A VACATION" Fer a week or two.
SPEAKIN OF TIMBER. Anyone know when tha rainbow people migrate ta the forests rount here? Wan'in ta see if Lucy's Still Drivin. Miss them days. Member grama tearin inta them hippies fer not shovelin in their own shit holes. She put a sprain on her ankle steppin inta one. Think tha stinks wat pissed er oft tha most though. Wee you!
 
#174
Best thing about being an insomniac is only 2 more sleeps till Xmas :) nah I feel for you guys man I lay awake every night thinking of the stupidest things going.through full scenarios in my head that mean absolutey nothing and this can go on for hours but I'll always fall asleep in the end and have more than I need....I feel for you guys who just can't switch off at all it must drive u insane a times....there was a period when I couldn't fall asleep and was having real trouble....so I went on YouTube and found these videos of different hz frequencys which really helped me drift off...it was 8hz and 432hz I think and deep sleep music...if you've never tried it give it a shot it might just help u out a bit :)
 
#175
@ghettogrower Thanks fer tha sympathy man. Insane is not tha word. Absolutely Crazy to tha point of physical shut down. Then to wake in a panic cuz yer disoriented and not sure where you are, where tha threat is, if theres one, what is still a dream or reality. Hoping that your not hurting someone. Its scary shit. Sleep is a fight. Tha anticipation of wat it will be like waking back up is a murderous worry. Many times over, tha initiator for tha insomnia. I wish i had an answer that worked every time. PTSD is no joke. Have ya ever woke up ready to snap tha neck of a hostle tryin to slit your throat, only to open yer real eyes an its tha love of yer life. Someone you couldnt think of even hurting. How do you think they feel snuggling up to ther man dozing lovingly, only to be thrown across tha room in an instant and pounced on, to be finished off with an invisible knife pulled from an invisible sheath on an invisible belt. I hurts so bad not to be able to lye next to tha one you love for fear of waking up. PTSD causes PTSD. So i just stay awake as long as possible. Smoke as much as i can and sitting up in my recliner, if i can git there, fer a couple winks is enough for me. Yeah after three or four days, three hours sleep feels like a lifetime of rest. You get used to it. Ive tried subliminal methods, lights, frequencies, alcohol, prescribed pills, none of them maintain any type of regularity. Pills are dangerous cuz some can keep you asleep while you are fully functioning to the rest of the world. Ive had many scares and many embarassments. Waking up on yer porch, sun coming up, nice cup of coffee, fire ass doobie half smoked. Look down and yer neckedd and alone except fer tha neighbors in tha apartments across from ya. Sad part is who made tha coffee and rolled tha doob? Matter of fact. Where'd tha weed come from? I was out. Wish i was making this up. Anywho. Yep out in tha sticks up on tha ridge is where i think i need ta stay. My way of keepin y'all safe. Besides i wouldnt be able to catch them damn gophers and cutworms attackin my garden if i slept at night. Lol
Bless yer grow fellers! Allright! Where tha hell did my pink lighter go? Soserthc1!?
 
#177
Lol we all got our demons ta fight ol' boy. An we pick our own battles. Adapt an over come. Or die tryin. An tonight there are two less gophers eatin my onion sets. Or wats left of'em. Lol thanks but id still lose tha damn thing. Now fer a bowl of trimmins n oil to celebrate victory! Fer tha time bein' anyway. And i fount my pink one by tha way. Know where it was?.. Tha darn thing was in tha last place i looked. Imagine that! Lol
 
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Yeah it breaks yer heart. We love each other at a distance in a sense. Im just blessed that she might not understand, who does, but she loves me regardless. My pink lighter died. So now i got a lime green one like soserthc1. coincidence i dont know. Dont remember ever buyin it. Oh well.
yeah PTSD causes PTSD. Thank your local And federal government fer people like me. They cause it then turn their backs on tryin ta fix it. Hope they can hide us away in tha county hotels an we kill each other oft or go out with a bang in a stand oft so their rookies git real time experience.
 
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