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[SPARECHANGE]

I totally understand the schizophrenia disorder on a personal level as an observation from life. Growing up I had a life long friend that was taken from me by this disorder.
me and Troy were buddies at a brother level. His father was a Vietnam veteran. I was not aware growing up next to Troy that his father was a paranoid schizophrenic. We did lots of drugs with his father. Sometimes when we would do certain substances his dad would totally loose it and we would have to get away from him because of the raging fits he would experience. Lilttle did I no at the time the results of the rage was caused from the medications he was taking for the schizophrenia.
as time passed, into me and troys high school years Troy became more shall we say withdrawn and distant from regular daily destructive activities that me and him used to accomplish.
finally one evening I was hammered wandering around town after a run in with the local sheriff, I stoped by his place. His mom was a sleep I could see his tv was on. I tapped on his window, he let me in. He was coked out of his mind watching tv.
I proceeded to partake in his activities with said substance. Not a word was said to me. Then finally he looks at me with the most serious crazy look on his face
“ The fuckin government’s in the TV man!!”
“There fucking watching me!!”
“Theres fucking cameras in there, there filming everything man”
“What the fuck am I supposed to do!!”
He was serious, I didn’t no what to say or do. I played along for a bit hoping he was just fucking with me.
Then he started ranting about some shit I couldn’t figure out. I just figured at the time he’d been up to long and was just fucked up.
I bailed on him figured he’d go to sleep sooner or later.
A week later no Troy, he’s gone locked up in a mental institution. When he got out I didn’t no who he was anymore, just like that Troy was gone.
It was a bummer man he was my best friend, just gone.
I never told his mom about that night I probably should have thinking back. But it wouldn’t have changed anything.
I moved on didn’t see him for several years after that. one day I went into a sharies restaurant he was sitting in the back of the place. I walked in the door in the front he sees me stands up and yells “Hay Diesel got any Coke!!”
I was like what the fuck, you on meds?!
He was and still is.

i think we all had that friend. don't want to spoil anything... pfft... if i can find that groove, again.
i, too... feel complicit, in what I'd heard, "on the street", yrs, later.

teaser- his lil bro, burned their house down, with a bottle rocket.... that's where their childhood, fired up...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I totally understand the schizophrenia disorder on a personal level as an observation from life. Growing up I had a life long friend that was taken from me by this disorder.
me and Troy were buddies at a brother level. His father was a Vietnam veteran. I was not aware growing up next to Troy that his father was a paranoid schizophrenic. We did lots of drugs with his father. Sometimes when we would do certain substances his dad would totally loose it and we would have to get away from him because of the raging fits he would experience. Lilttle did I no at the time the results of the rage was caused from the medications he was taking for the schizophrenia.
as time passed, into me and troys high school years Troy became more shall we say withdrawn and distant from regular daily destructive activities that me and him used to accomplish.
finally one evening I was hammered wandering around town after a run in with the local sheriff, I stoped by his place. His mom was a sleep I could see his tv was on. I tapped on his window, he let me in. He was coked out of his mind watching tv.
I proceeded to partake in his activities with said substance. Not a word was said to me. Then finally he looks at me with the most serious crazy look on his face
“ The fuckin government’s in the TV man!!”
“There fucking watching me!!”
“Theres fucking cameras in there, there filming everything man”
“What the fuck am I supposed to do!!”
He was serious, I didn’t no what to say or do. I played along for a bit hoping he was just fucking with me.
Then he started ranting about some shit I couldn’t figure out. I just figured at the time he’d been up to long and was just fucked up.
I bailed on him figured he’d go to sleep sooner or later.
A week later no Troy, he’s gone locked up in a mental institution. When he got out I didn’t no who he was anymore, just like that Troy was gone.
It was a bummer man he was my best friend, just gone.
I never told his mom about that night I probably should have thinking back. But it wouldn’t have changed anything.
I moved on didn’t see him for several years after that. one day I went into a sharies restaurant he was sitting in the back of the place. I walked in the door in the front he sees me stands up and yells “Hay Diesel got any Coke!!”
I was like what the fuck, you on meds?!
He was and still is.

obviously, i have reading to do. ignorance, is bliss... and i have plenty, to learn n the garden.

this, or any source, post newly discovered, grass intel?
i don't use enails, but when the next anything, comes out, it'd b nice to get an alert n not just light fires, with ed's, obsolete, pages. makes me feel like a notsee.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

You want to see death I’ll post later today! Plenty of necrosis going on here! Sux but it’s life and could always be worse! Lol

I'm catching up and if i don't lose it... imma come make fun of u.
it's the new medium? I'm not gonna say shyt.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I’ve seen a family member lying in the middle of the yard naked talking to Jesus like he was standing right there, and that’s the mild part. So yeah wouldnt wish that on any human!

it gets better, with 8 hitz of Egyptian eye.

rip jimmy... some gay fem cop, used to loiter, when i was allegedly a druggie's, one stop shop. he showed up at the end of a shroom, pillow. actually, he was dangling, out my shotgun, window, tryin to get to the cop, g was escorting, back to the shack, post o.c. bar. he had a couple fmla days, on the calendar so... lil bit of columbian this... lil bit o shroom crystals... cop, too... next thing, they're goin at it so hard, it sounds like she's using the baton, on jimmy, walls, bangin, like there's a lil rough trade... a sound a dying fletch f fletcher, makes and possibly a jackhammer, against the wall. so g starts pounding back, like it's banjo time, in deliverance, proper.

next thing, it's 3a.m., in anh hillz n the super conservative, indian docs, upstairs, ask if i can bring the 2 naked peeps, back in, from chasing fargin cottontails. sigh...
real accommodating, couple, though, should u ever find yourself, in an emerging, nair situation.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I’m having a difficult time here being house husband and wife all at the same time!!
She’s on the couch for 2 more weeks and 3 days, aaaaahhhhh!!!!
Laundry, dishes, vacuum, clean, clean..............CLEAN!!
Toilets, shower, sweep, wash, wash wash wash wash wash wash...........
Feed the dogs feed her was was was poop was windows hydrate her-):!8(& s?)&:1

yeah... i never wanna b a gurl, either. they definitely, have it ruff. just b another day, for mrs d, if u were in the same boat. I'm sure, if u jones the carpet, u could find some ceiling popcorn to smoke with ur carpet commando, rug burns n find the necessary, energy. that, or quit pot ;P .
i thought RUSH, with single white female, did a phenom job, including those rug burns n assplay. just threw up n my mouth, just thinkin, "back". i would do sam Elliott, myself. i just want the handle bar stache, so i can go to g and say, "how'd u like to ride this!" bam!

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I’m having a difficult time here being house husband and wife all at the same time!!
She’s on the couch for 2 more weeks and 3 days, aaaaahhhhh!!!!
Laundry, dishes, vacuum, clean, clean..............CLEAN!!
Toilets, shower, sweep, wash, wash wash wash wash wash wash...........
Feed the dogs feed her was was was poop was windows hydrate her-):!8(& s?)&:1

mosh has some useful, company, he's happy to loan out, "for a bud".

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I’m having a difficult time here being house husband and wife all at the same time!!
She’s on the couch for 2 more weeks and 3 days, aaaaahhhhh!!!!
Laundry, dishes, vacuum, clean, clean..............CLEAN!!
Toilets, shower, sweep, wash, wash wash wash wash wash wash...........
Feed the dogs feed her was was was poop was windows hydrate her-):!8(& s?)&:1

btw- we're RUNNING, from your place, in spirit.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Ur s good man though D I’m sure she appreciates it.
But don't forget to wash the Jeep please

u want me to report him, d?

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Sorry @SPARECHANGE, you want me to stop cluttering up your thread just say the word. I’ll clean it up if you like:)

not a chance!

 

[Moshmen]

N

I'm catching up and if i don't lose it... imma come make fun of u.
it's the new medium? I'm not gonna say shyt.

ah it’s my attempt at my own medium and make fun I got thick skin! Lmao

 

[SPARECHANGE]

whats in the jars

pot... ;P

it's been a while. if it was bright yellow, urine... nah- good oil, still in iso, or ummm... 190 undenatured, but prolly, iso, cause i saw darker, jars. i wash, twice n shove em in the fzr, til i have a few. the dark/hunter green-ish- would've been 3rd wash, stuff, for topicals.the lighter/less green, was from stickin the green, in the sun and lettin some chlorophyll, gas off. it degrades, as u know, but chlorophyll... undesirable, if at all possible to lose it.
u wanna try doin it, my stuff scares clinics and the family dog. happy to share anything I've learned. actually, most of my best tips, were peer shared, to me. it's all I'm interested in, at this juncture.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

N

ah it’s my attempt at my own medium and make fun I got thick skin! Lmao

I'm talkin to a guy named builder u prolly saw... whatever bat poo he used... it's workin. intuitive guy. new, but smart, as a whip. done serious homework. he knows plenty, i don't, I'm sure. just seems like he retained everything he read.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

u know how everything is workin, perfectly and a valve cover screw, drops in?
remind u of mosh's expansion into mrs mosh, territory? i bet mosh has a prince Albert n has to sit to pee, now, too.

i just killed diesel's o.t. let use obscure that from Martian, eyes. ;P

not gonna give any more grief. experimentation, just gave me an extra harvest, every yr, over growers, like YOU ;p ... and i have that half p of kwrap, to show for my hubris. then there was the rh, the heat... ocd defols, forgetting to turn gas on. i miss anything? put on a STICKER, gold star. it's how we learn and improve. don't think u ever batted an eye at my luxurious, nitrogen storage facility.

plus, u tell EVERYONE, it's ur second-ish grow, anyway. i set the bar low, for g, as well, that way, she's never disappointed, when she's recovering and 3 weeks of dishes, detergent, dusting n dog shit, pile at the door... she's never, disappointed; I'd sure hate to let her down, especially, when her 3 friends, come visit.

it's sets a poor precedent.
diesel, should go out on strike, before he gives our ladies, any ideas.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

mosh, i made it this far... g's still drippin... i gotta play the odds, here. I'm figuring u give lousy head so, I'll c ya tomorrow n try to remember, to start on ur... probably, 10 pgs back n keep my piehole, shut, til the end. best bet at... ohhhh... ok... ideally... yes... but i HAVE to get those clones, trans's. seedling, goes, too! it worked! mostly, 1 vertical root to that and the resnips, that originally, had awesome n full diameter, roots.
gn, fellas.
diesel, i didn't even know, mrs d was down. i try to keep my distance, from whiteboy... just cause they're good sports... i don't need to take advantage. but love, seein ur bporn, when i do!

 

[SPARECHANGE]

i dunno y, when he said curled on the bed... i stopped readin- it upset me, on d's behalf so i didn't read the rest. so this... is how retarded feels. that's y the 911, to mosh, earlier. still can't figure whether u were kiddin, but was glad mosh rolled in, for d's following, comments.

hopefully, we all get to sit next to each other, in hell. I'll bring some cold ones.

 

[Moshmen]

I'm talkin to a guy named builder u prolly saw... whatever bat poo he used... it's workin. intuitive guy. new, but smart, as a whip. done serious homework. he knows plenty, i don't, I'm sure. just seems like he retained everything he read.

Watching !

 

[Moshmen]

u know how everything is workin, perfectly and a valve cover screw, drops in?
remind u of mosh's expansion into mrs mosh, territory? i bet mosh has a prince Albert n has to sit to pee, now, too.

i just killed diesel's o.t. let use obscure that from Martian, eyes. ;P

not gonna give any more grief. experimentation, just gave me an extra harvest, every yr, over growers, like YOU ;p ... and i have that half p of kwrap, to show for my hubris. then there was the rh, the heat... ocd defols, forgetting to turn gas on. i miss anything? put on a STICKER, gold star. it's how we learn and improve. don't think u ever batted an eye at my luxurious, nitrogen storage facility.

plus, u tell EVERYONE, it's ur second-ish grow, anyway. i set the bar low, for g, as well, that way, she's never disappointed, when she's recovering and 3 weeks of dishes, detergent, dusting n dog shit, pile at the door... she's never, disappointed; I'd sure hate to let her down, especially, when her 3 friends, come visit.

it's sets a poor precedent.
diesel, should go out on strike, before he gives our ladies, any ideas.

To late she think she’s on vacay or something ? Lol really glad she is havin a good time we don’t get friends to often, couple times s year! We live the hermit I don’t need no stinkin friends here in fl. Went from one extreme to the other,
In Michigan we both volunteer god everything I coach high school sports if ya neede a t-ball coach id do it! Ya needed help with ur roof ask mosh, you need a job ask mosh, and when we moved here we just spend our time together ! InsteD.

 

[Builder0101]

You around?

 

[1diesel1]

Lol, wizzlteats

 

[SPARECHANGE]

i love the acrid dank of portsmith, in the morning. found my way back.

sorry, m