DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

[SPARECHANGE]

Forgot to get water

Was focused on teddy

Forgot to return Walmart jumper Jean's

And boots so I don't have to suk dik for drugs

Momz was cool with the expense lookin at my flipflops n torn Jean's as usual

She can't c em now

Cause she wasn't very nice about less money than the water bill

Kookoo

She knows what panicky attacks r and that I chill mine

She doesn't see it cause I call it freaking out

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Obviously

A woman who has panicked attacks n gave em to me in her x chromosome

Would never freak out or b human

 

[SPARECHANGE]

This guy will have to hire me to figure it the fuk out...

We know his nature

There's nothing he won't overlook to get it



It's y it took me a year to get to his Parkinson's wife he shames by leaving her n the car 30min

At my home

When she's the only one I'm interested in

 

[SPARECHANGE]

So their lil medical club

Would c us in jail

For inferring they're killing us

And proving

I'll make ya live a full life

Look at mine

I have to work through the night

Without raising my vitals

Unless I do something stupid

N give mine away

 

[SPARECHANGE]

So currently

I'm using endorphins for pain

Laughing at the industry n medical profession

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Never let em c ya comin

 

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I mentioned g's ruining today's experiment by not labeling or journaling

I provoked her so she'll journal by texting me when she knows I'm driving

Wouldn't occur to her to check internet

Too

Anyway

It's her private journal of raw feelings

It's y I prevoked her text

It's her guilt we're driving her with

Told er

Wastes my time

I just needed her to journal

I prevoked it

I should apologize

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Ltr asked what's legal now

Can I sell

Nope

But they can pay my utility Bill's for me to grow

Think he's about to offer 400mo

For my virility Bill's

I may choose to start growing into spring



Ltr always says

Take money up front



I just guessed

Mosh figured bout 400lb.

I just need internet n fuk ever

For now

He heh... the pic

Palm of my hand

I'm his new bf

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Honey minimal

Lil aloe plant with veg oil on it

Removed after 1min licking

Will leave him

Believe he had like mmm 4he turnaround

He's out front where he was

Time for hamy superfood

Activated

Kiefed

First...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Wonder if he's anemic

 

[Dwcmagic]

hello, I am sparechange. this is my girl, ginger.
we have both been on legit pain management opioids, for a decade.

I believe I know cannabis oil as well as anyone and if you know something, I'd like to share ideas with you.

she's withdrawaling from a 405ish mg equivalent, on methadone. it is, in my opinion, the most difficult opioid beast, to battle.

we are journaling our research, in hopes to help someone else.

much of our interaction will bore you to death.i never know when something minuscule, today, will b of profound value to me, tomorrow so bear with, please. I am acutely shy so please don't be disappointed, when I don't respond.

I have various theories n ideas. I welcome u to become a part of this and if we connect without me freaking out, I'll try to walk u through tailoring yourself, with a handful of cultivars.

I find that cannabis works on a triple beam type scale. temperatures time pressure
form of intake and the bodies filtration systems, matter. as I say it and am aware various temps do different things for us... I could b exploiting temps at time of intake, as well.

anyway, she's bypassing withdrawals. originally went cold Turkey. her doc hooked her up, again, making my part, more challenging.

she is volatile, but being aware of it n separating the beast from the individual, is important. it's not personal. it's methadone. it's opioids.

I'm just over a year, opioid free. I'm down about 90lbs n kept it off. I lost at roughly 1.5 lbs, per day.
she's flown 60 lbs and I have learned to separate cage and stabilize her vitals through and from her pain, regardless of level.

we can do better than opioids. ginger will show you. I will catalog her progress. if she can kick for good... I will make her my wife in one year.

opioids, over long term legitimate use, will cause just as much damage as an illegitimate user, over long periods of time... if not more... because my pain doc and insurance gave me exponentially more than I could've afforded without becoming a street walker, or pornstar.

I believe cannabis helped me to repair the schizophrenia, delusional n psychotic symptoms, opioids gifted to me..., only better.

consider: you have a 140 IQ... opioids drop you 30 IQ points, said a pain doc, when I once asked him...

so for ten years, I had to learn to adapt and live with only 110ish intelligence.
what happens, when we lose the use of a limb... we adapt... so long term opioid users, learn to operate, dumb as the average joe...
eventually, rising back to the original 140; using other areas of the brain, to adapt and compensate... so when they get off opioids, they get that 30 point boost... taking 140, to 170... plus the bonus for knowing how to more efficiently adapt. hence, a 140 IQ, over long term opioid use, becomes more intelligent than average, overnight, with around a 25% boost in intelligence.

makes me wonder if we could do this with ur average schizophrenic, or brain damaged, individual

anyway, I'll just b logging her progress

I can't tell u what to buy cause it ain't on a shelf

but

I can tell u how to make it

for yourself

Sir i wish you and Ginger all the luck in the world. My wofe and i both struggled with opiod addiction from legot painkillers, we both still take suboxone and have for 7 yrs. Cost vs consequences of being sick, i will gladly stay on it til i die. Opiates are the hardest addiction by far to kick. Here in Ga 60 suboxone generics cost about $150 a month. Methadone clinics will break you, been there do that. If you and Ginger truely want to be married, just continue being sober, it shouldnt matter how because being sober together is a wonderful feeling, it shouldnt matter how. Weed is helpful, ive had times that i smome just weed and try not to take subs. It works for a day or two then it gets rough. I wish you all the luck though, its the hardest habit in the world to kick.....other than cigarettes. If ypu love her, dont put stipulations on it. Theres gonna be hard times, they will pass. Trust me i know!

 

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Here's a badass conspiracy theory

When I stopped being able to confirm stuff when the research around me n cannabis went cold

If u realized a single plant available to masses

Could replace every pill on the pharmacy n supplement n analgesics shelf

And u were a Pfizer or cvs

Or rehab

What would u do

Besides b unemployed

Stop using pot for research


Cause if it only took me a year

How long has Bayer been pumping heroin/the wrong plant

Got alot of pills to bury u with still

 

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Sir i wish you and Ginger all the luck in the world. My wofe and i both struggled with opiod addiction from legot painkillers, we both still take suboxone and have for 7 yrs. Cost vs consequences of being sick, i will gladly stay on it til i die. Opiates are the hardest addiction by far to kick. Here in Ga 60 suboxone generics cost about $150 a month. Methadone clinics will break you, been there do that. If you and Ginger truely want to be married, just continue being sober, it shouldnt matter how because being sober together is a wonderful feeling, it shouldnt matter how. Weed is helpful, ive had times that i smome just weed and try not to take subs. It works for a day or two then it gets rough. I wish you all the luck though, its the hardest habit in the world to kick.....other than cigarettes. If ypu love her, dont put stipulations on it. Theres gonna be hard times, they will pass. Trust me i know!

Let me walk u through this shit!

Tailor it to u

Even if all u do is smoke

I believe I can save u money and extend ur lives!

Maybe help ur Mrs get off

No withdrawal symptoms cept her bitchiness

U don't want your mrs comin at u with a butcher block do u?

I hear ya

She's the only one who think she won't marry me

It's not a big deal

She's still here

She always has choices



I just go to great lengths to slim them

As u know

Addicts have to choose it

All good

90% down every other

I stopped asking

This individual did read the entire thread

It ain't about that

No ultamatims were given

She could go

I could've gone

Makes more sense when one reads it all.

Anyway, this individualz heart is in an anxious place

Lemme tailor u

I don't want ur money

My cell n email r in here somewhere

U stopped to help

We're right on track.

Perhaps I may b of service?

I like to show my gratitude my own way

U know who ur real friends r

When they offer to give u a ride

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Fukn profile yourself right here

I'll puke my thought back as always

If it sounds good

I'll tell u how to do it n the secrets of pot

Cause Walgreens isn't really in a good place

To burn their inventory

It ain't on a shelf

Lemme help u live longer please

Profile every ailments u have

Except the 12" penis dunk

U might need to c a specialist

I was thinking to go into porn to provoke a feeling of independence for g

Just broke my weight loss record

Haven't been this weight since jimmy n the divorce

Everyone is always so unhappy

With themselves

I saw all the yesz n walmapart today

When they fucked me again

If not ginger

If I wanted to get laid

Wouldn't take more than 30min

Nope

I'm whole without a woman

First time n my life

Ginger gets to choose

As she comes off opioids

She fascinates me

She leaves

My expenses drop precipitously

No matter if I or she goes

Nope

It's her or it's

I could give a shit

I don't have time with all the research

As the story will show

Ain't worried about what she does

Just hope she makes better choices

Regardless of my shit

She'll live longer off opioids

She's better off n lighter than I found her with a priceless story to tell



When it occurs to her

Cause I already told her

She doesn't hear me

She'll do just fine

With r without me

Nope

Just enjoying every moment I have with her

Least in the guest room I know she's ok

N not suckin dick behind the taco bell of in a peterbilt

It's the best I could do for opioid on simpson

N still figure she'd choose the intervention she ravenously denied

I went along with it til I tricked her into "choosing" to admit it

If she chose the life of a whore

I'd simply do my civic duty n report the opioid theft

N let her, "ultimatim" the life of a whore for herself

I don't do ultimatumz

She gets to choose

N since she chooses not to read her mouse maze here

Y would I bother to mention the obvious

She knows what she's done

I know what I have done

What we choose to do has consequences

She's lucky I keep her from herz

Consequence of taking something I'd have given her had she asked me to taper her

She had to choose

As we all do

Those who followed from the start

Know as well as I do

The damage opioids did to her brain

I can repair enough...

But u never know when oj will take itz till and give u a vitamin h

Pain in the rear

So we all make choices

I'm well aware

She could kill me at any time

She's worth my time



Thanx for stopping by n takin the time

I appreciate and love u for who u are

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I've had a nap

Feel like chillin anyone?

I have time to get weird

If anyone feels like dancing

Gary went silent when he heard I'm broke

We know there ain't much to take from a broke dick

Now... he'll talk to Larry n tell em whatever

Bet he never mentions my utilities were off

And we'll do the warehouse

Or we won't

Y would I need his shiny lil toy

I'm just trying to get the lovely g out of bed

And I have time to occupy

So

We make 2400 into 70k with capsules alone - without my original derivative proven product n an area preexposed n drenched with it

Screaming for it already

Or...

Who gives a shit

He's only speaking to me because he thinks he has something I want

He does

Access to mrs parkfor30minsinz

 

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So I don't do untimatims

Otherwise I could have gary imprisoned for his choices



Just too much trouble

Hez a small fish

And I am a minnow

 

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Ginger was going to show me some texts

I said ginger

She's a part of this

We need her raw feelings documented

From a motherz pov

U need to not read her journals or you won't b objective

It's noise

There's nothing to figure

We're all human

She's on anxiety meds

They're raising her vitals

Even on it

It's not cool

So let it go and leave her be

No love lost between u two neighbors

 

[SPARECHANGE]

The research confirmations went silent

They know

It'd make every drug on their shelf moot

They've made it illegal to innovate

If ur not in their lil club

And they make themselves feel better about it

By making it illegal to speak to gagage innovators

Who used their notes to accelerate a learning curve

And if they didn't know

It's my original idea

To anticipate and avoid the need

Rather than the profitable symptom chasing

And they really f'd up

When voters made it recreational

They don't have the power of the people

The power of a god

 

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It's y I'm not gonna bother with kratem

Another aspirin

Another pet rock

Money corrupts good intention

Isn't that something