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Fuck this house If you could hear the level of screaming I am. You’d give up growing & get the council to sort it out. During the holidays was a nightmare the amount of swearing from a 10 year old would make most people with manners be aghast. When she...
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If you could hear the level of screaming I am. You’d give up growing & get the council to sort it out. During the holidays was a nightmare the amount of swearing from a 10 year old would make most people with manners be aghast.

When she goes into one they scream & swear back so she’s no chance being autistic of becoming a better human as it’s already ingrained in her that’s swearing is nothing

She obviously plays up to it & bad behaviour gets no repercussions

She has a “ friend” who’s mum can’t cope & basically drops her on the door step & runs

They both are autistic & they get overexcited n run flat footed on the floor witch has no carpet

with 3 other kids in the household you can only guess what it’s like.

The screaming mind honestly it’s like she’s in the same room as me. 10000% no exaggeration even two people I played it to said so without me saying a word ; I played it to them so I could hear what others had to say without bias.

All in all it’s not right on the kid being brought up this way shouting & swearing back ; you kwim she already bites them she’s no chance of ending up non violent.

They can’t cope I get it but when swearing yourself is something you don’t notice when you’re in front of kids ; your not really brought up well yourself

She might have undiagnosed autism herself I think as she shouts crazy outside when arguing when I asked her one day to turn it down, she said I can’t help myself. I’m too angry. Pretty much Sounds like she’s got autism herself
 
Fuck this house
First off, you have a right to your peace. Aside from the noise, HOLY SHIT. I don't swear in front of my kid, I don't even say mean things about people. I would never stand for her swearing much less biting one single time! Hasn't anyone government-like noticed any of this?
Autism is WAY WAY WAY over used. Autistic is non-verbal, other things are on other parts of the spectrum but the "pan-autism" bullshit is just bullying people who aren't neurotypical like me. The weird kid who for whatever reason gets obsessed with lawnmower engines has a career ahead, not therapy!
 
One in three, at best, of us will deal with cancer. Be it simple melanoma you get snipped off or gut shredding fuck-party death ride. Cancer is such a thing to work on but the other side of the knife is nature freaking out that her 45 year apes are becoming 80 year apes. It sucks but then again the universe is almost better at extinguishing life than creating it. It is best to not feel existential void.
Some might say this is a dark realm where we all eat the flesh of animals and our top spiritual belief systems rely on blood rituals (Christianity) and warfare and hatred! Some might say we are the fallen angels that are trying to remember our purpose for being, while being distracted and fucked with constantly by the Matrix's weapons of mass distraction, disease and lust and all the ugliness. No wonder we all turn to the herb for helpful vibrations in this hucked out fuckhole of existence!
 
Car parade, Watkins Glen. I think you can race your own car for a fee.
@Captspaulding would be levitating on pure penis energy at this lmao.
 

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Still stuck away from home and away from my grow, pop might be able to come home from the hospital today. He blew a hernia and he was making balloon animals out of his insides. Sry but not sry I warned yall I have a sick sense of humor. They didnt want to release him until they could put a coin in the slot and get some change back and dude texted me almost midnight last night to proudly tell me he pooped.

Man its just been one thing after the next with him. Beginning of July it was clots, then while that was going on they realized he needs a pacemaker asap... put it in and didnt place the contact right so they had to open him back up. Then last week it was pneumonia and this week the hernia. Fuck, I always gave him shit all my life how he always went on about the Hoo-Rah grunt life in the USMC that he takes to an annoying level sometimes, down to the "call me Gunny" shit. But you know, watching him take this beatdown like a man, he really is a tough old Marine!

And mom, well she has Alzheimers and walks like Joe Biden, cannot be left alone anymore. But she is still mom in there as evidenced by our trip to visit pop last night. We were walking down this long empty hall, I felt a fart coming on so I said mom why dont you walk ahead? Then I checked downrange and fired for full effect. Mom stopped dead in her tracks and asked, Was that YOU?" And I giggled and started walking ahead of her when suddenly I heard the sound if a loud blotchy fart that sputtered a few seconds at the end.

And I dont know how else to descrube what followed. My dear old 82 year old mother and me in the middle of a hospital hallway, tears pouring from our eyes and holding each other up as a couple people walked by and it dawned on me that folks probably though we were overcome with unimaginable grief but in reality we were just laughing our collective asses off so hard that we had to hold each other upright. 😂 We act very inappropriately in hospitals and churches is all im gonna say.

Oh yeah... grow stuff. I was being a worry wart with the wife over my Ice Cream Cake mom, she had gotten super hungry super quick for potassium and caught me off guard (Do they do this when they get seeded?) and so on Monday when I had to pack up quick and leave I had fed her a tea of compost, wood ash and molasses, crossed my fingers and left and by looking at the pic below it looks like I was able to stop the progression. This is the mom Im watching because dad has the same awesome side branch Christmas tree growth.
Farts are funny at any age!
I have a colostomy bag that I have to de-gas,
from time to time, to keep it from popping.

This is the rankest smelling gas you could ever
imagine.

It's a habit to let'r rip just before going into my
Dr appointments. It's funny as fuck to see the
look on peoples faces when they walk thru a
"cloud"🤢... Even outside 😝😝😝

Oh, also, I have zero control of when my stoma
decides to fart, and it can be quite boisterous
and embarrassing at times in public. When this
happens, totally unexpectedly, I just do the
proper thing and quickly move away from my
caregiver and ask her what the hell is wrong
with her? 😱😂😂😂😂💨💨💨
Fuck this house

If you could hear the level of screaming I am. You’d give up growing & get the council to sort it out. During the holidays was a nightmare the amount of swearing from a 10 year old would make most people with manners be aghast.

When she goes into one they scream & swear back so she’s no chance being autistic of becoming a better human as it’s already ingrained in her that’s swearing is nothing

She obviously plays up to it & bad behaviour gets no repercussions

She has a “ friend” who’s mum can’t cope & basically drops her on the door step & runs

They both are autistic & they get overexcited n run flat footed on the floor witch has no carpet

with 3 other kids in the household you can only guess what it’s like.

The screaming mind honestly it’s like she’s in the same room as me. 10000% no exaggeration even two people I played it to said so without me saying a word ; I played it to them so I could hear what others had to say without bias.

All in all it’s not right on the kid being brought up this way shouting & swearing back ; you kwim she already bites them she’s no chance of ending up non violent.

They can’t cope I get it but when swearing yourself is something you don’t notice when you’re in front of kids ; your not really brought up well yourself

She might have undiagnosed autism herself I think as she shouts crazy outside when arguing when I asked her one day to turn it down, she said I can’t help myself. I’m too angry. Pretty much Sounds like she’s got autism herself
When I was a kid you only threw 1 tantrum.

Got your ass beat (even at school, by teachers)

Never threw a tantrum again.

Worked pretty good.


I cussed really bad when I got out of basic training,
until my big brother checked me up and told me to
pay attention to how often I used the word "fuck"
It was a lot, but never in front of children or
respectable folk. I actually toned it way fucking
down after that. Jk....😄

I am however of the (George Carlin) mind that there
are no bad words, if used when and where
appropriate.😂

I honestly don't know how any adult could hit or
harm a child. But by God, some of those little
buggers deserve a good old fashioned ass beating
now and then 😆
 
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First off, you have a right to your peace. Aside from the noise, HOLY SHIT. I don't swear in front of my kid, I don't even say mean things about people. I would never stand for her swearing much less biting one single time! Hasn't anyone government-like noticed any of this?
Autism is WAY WAY WAY over used. Autistic is non-verbal, other things are on other parts of the spectrum but the "pan-autism" bullshit is just bullying people who aren't neurotypical like me. The weird kid who for whatever reason gets obsessed with lawnmower engines has a career ahead, not therapy!

Yeah I don’t think it’s all autism
Dunno bud they are sneaky & rush the kids to there grandparents when they get repair visits witch she seems to want done more often than the whole street

Thing is unless they hit her I can’t contact child social services as it’s not “ against the law “ to swear

I could the council but they would visit me & she has smelt it & would bring it up & getting busted 10 years ago the council would take notice so I can’t say nadda while growing
 
Mine hasn't ever even been yelled at aside from one time when the hoarder tried it. You could hear him in the next room, you could hear me in the next country. No more raised voices in the house after that.
 
It's not all bad. For example, wome...
No, best to stop with the first sentence.
Ahahahaha! Yea dont go there...i live with one..oh my lawd..demon spawn!..Yep its a hellscape thats for sure!
If anyone is interested in stripping back the bullshit, I would highly recommend the scholarly YouTube channels of MorgueOfficial and Esoterica for hours upon hours of enlightening work about where we are, who we are, and where we came from, derived from old scriptures, apocryphal books and ancient writings and texts. I don't know about you, but the more I know about this shithole, the more empowered I become to change it for the better.
 
The sorry state of my grow room... Anyone need a job? lmao
Hopefully it'll only take a few hrs to get things in order. 👍

And yes that's 2 bags of s-s-s-so-soi-soil... There! I fkn said it
out loud! 😂😂😂
 

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Ahahahaha!
Having torn through all kinds of history, I take the ancients wisdom with a grain of salt. They did amazing, absolutely brilliant shit! I am convinced that around the Rise of Greece, the formerly unified world stopped talking for a while. That's the only reason for a "new world". But lots of it is like come on man, they also died from really curable shit at age 40. Plus they tended to lie, a LOT.
 

Oh this would be perfect for arsenal stamps, some of them are tiny or lightly struck.
 
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Carly after kicking out the NL5 bitch lol she's just just showing preflower, inside the tops and budding sites changes are happening. She also gets the side light love back and so much the better because I barely trimmed her, moderate training and the plant itself spread so nice I didn't have to.
 
Having torn through all kinds of history, I take the ancients wisdom with a grain of salt. They did amazing, absolutely brilliant shit! I am convinced that around the Rise of Greece, the formerly unified world stopped talking for a while. That's the only reason for a "new world". But lots of it is like come on man, they also died from really curable shit at age 40. Plus they tended to lie, a LOT.
To the victors go the spoils, I guess. Spent 20 years travelling (contract growing used to pay very well indeed 😇) to catacombs, sacred sites, layline crossovers, Henges, taking Ayahuasce for thirty days in the amazon with a feared and respected shaman, kayaking up dark rivers into foreboding forests all in the name of a ceremony aka psychedelic Raves/ mesculin led drum ceremonies, feeling the drying death of a desert wind, the rot of a rainforest trying to eat you, the san pedro finally kicking in on the last step of Macchu Pichu and the long long long walk out etc etc etc Humans..nope ive given up listening to em for the most part. Well, when it comes to the real heavy shit, I prefer to listen to the words of entities like Imhotep and Thoth.. yknow the type of enlightened ones who try to help because, like us, they suffer from"feelings"! Funny, the hats we wear during our journey isnt it? Now I'm a stay-at-home dad with ADHD, ASD, CPTSD (pretty much the whole fucking alphabet), doing my best to hunt, fish and garden so my family has the best food to eat, while I deny my body is falling apart at the seams from grafting a little too hard, with everything. I guess those folks back then were much simpler in some ways and super clever in others. Or perhaps the good knowledge was held back, like it is now, as a means of controlling the masses and creating fear to be able to do so effectively. After all these years i just use my intuition instead of my ears or eyes as my gut is the best bullshit gauge i own.
 
Ahahahaha! Yea dont go there...i live with one..oh my lawd..demon spawn!..Yep its a hellscape thats for sure!
If anyone is interested in stripping back the bullshit, I would highly recommend the scholarly YouTube channels of MorgueOfficial and Esoterica for hours upon hours of enlightening work about where we are, who we are, and where we came from, derived from old scriptures, apocryphal books and ancient writings and texts. I don't know about you, but the more I know about this shithole, the more empowered I become to change it for the better.
...or, you could just use some DeMeTrious and talk to..., no, no: communicate, directly with the "Architect"... You would understand that this is just a passing dreamland, and a pretty shitty one at that. Wait until you "wake up" and understand the underpinnings of the infinite playground of existence, of which this is just barely a tiny, tiny, tiny blip...

I'll definitely be checking those channels out. I'm a lifelong student of the Perennial Philosophy, and I find value in all teachings that are valuable. The trick is, to gently blow away the chaff*, and sip at the pure water beneath. There is perhaps greater wisdom that comes from the negative, ie learning what not to do, from seemingly negative people, situations, events etc... We learn way more from [negative] experience than we do from words... You can tell a toddler 100 loving times not to touch a hot stove; but until they touch it themselves..... and burn their little fingers....

Bottom line is: thought creates reality. Want to create a better world tomorrow? Start by having better thoughts today.

You seem to be on a path that's very close to my own, as well as many others here.

Very cool indeed
 
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