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...or, you could just use some DeMeTrious and talk to..., no, no: communicate, directly with the "Architect"... You would understand that this is just a passing dreamland, and a pretty shitty one at that. Wait until you "wake up" and understand the...
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...or, you could just use some DeMeTrious and talk to..., no, no: communicate, directly with the "Architect"... You would understand that this is just a passing dreamland, and a pretty shitty one at that. Wait until you "wake up" and understand the underpinnings of the infinite playground of existence, of which this is just barely a tiny, tiny, tiny blip...

I'll definitely be checking those channels out. I'm a lifelong student of the Perennial Philosophy, and I find value in all teachings that are valuable. The trick is, to gently blow away the chaff*, and sip at the pure water beneath. There is perhaps greater wisdom that comes from the negative, ie learning what not to do, from seemingly negative people, situations, events etc... We learn way more from [negative] experience than we do from words... You can tell a toddler 100 loving times not to touch a hot stove; but until they touch it themselves..... and burn their little fingers....

Bottom line is: thought creates reality. Want to create a better world tomorrow? Start by having better thoughts today.

You seem to be on a path that's very close to my own, as well as many others here.

Very cool indeed
well i wasnt going to go right into blastin 5meo while rolling deep on shrooms and smoking organic loud whilst smudging -for fear of looking like a mad hatter. Im new here remember. But seeing as you just ripped off the bandaid then yea those that rock the other spaces well have informed me there isnt a hair out of place, never has been. Since then my deep furrows of worry have gone, but i still get pissed off at idiots and shit thats supposed to flow easily but doesnt because of some dullard holding up the show..or similar. Nope i probably deserve to be here til i stop taking myself so seriously.
 
Megan The Stallion is my spirit animal..im just saying! Grrr and that shit should be illegal! How is any man supposed to relax knowing thats freely trotting about the plains! The bloke that saddles that horse better not let the side down..I MEAN IT!
 
The trick is, to gently blow away the chaff*, and sip at the pure water beneath.
This. I find internet personalities and lecturers are rather impressed with themselves. But here is the thing, you don't have to follow their entire trip, you can collect the stuff that works and move on.
Personally, I'm on this "Tone Cult". I'm the only member lol. But if you read the oh 7-8 book now series starting with Arc of a Scythe, there is a faction in the book called that. They meditate on essentially guitar concert tone of G♭/A# (their holy meditations include constructing an argument as to if the Tone is one or the other note lol) and the theory is that you are a song. When you go outside your "nature" you cause discord in the song and bad reactions; but it's based on being logically you. If say some guy hits on your wife at a bar and normally you resolve conflicts like "hey buddy, she's married, have a nice day" but this one time you decide fuck it, I'm going to be the bad ass... that ain't your song. You'll get fucked up somehow and not even in a fight but like, bad consequences will echo for a while. Ditto for good things and sticking to your nature.
If your song needs a new movement and verse, you have to do it musically with flow.
If that makes any sense to anyone.
Any critter "bigger" or more advanced than a human pisses me off because we belong at the top. Those things become food. How THAT is possible I don't know so probably I'm not going to do so well at that goal.
 
...or, you could just use some DeMeTrious and talk to..., no, no: communicate, directly with the "Architect"... You would understand that this is just a passing dreamland, and a pretty shitty one at that. Wait until you "wake up" and understand the underpinnings of the infinite playground of existence, of which this is just barely a tiny, tiny, tiny blip...

I'll definitely be checking those channels out. I'm a lifelong student of the Perennial Philosophy, and I find value in all teachings that are valuable. The trick is, to gently blow away the chaff*, and sip at the pure water beneath. There is perhaps greater wisdom that comes from the negative, ie learning what not to do, from seemingly negative people, situations, events etc... We learn way more from [negative] experience than we do from words... You can tell a toddler 100 loving times not to touch a hot stove; but until they touch it themselves..... and burn their little fingers....

Bottom line is: thought creates reality. Want to create a better world tomorrow? Start by having better thoughts today.

You seem to be on a path that's very close to my own, as well as many others here.

Very cool indeed
you wiil enjoy those channels i got a feeling. Like you say blow gently at the chaff!
 
This. I find internet personalities and lecturers are rather impressed with themselves. But here is the thing, you don't have to follow their entire trip, you can collect the stuff that works and move on.
Personally, I'm on this "Tone Cult". I'm the only member lol. But if you read the oh 7-8 book now series starting with Arc of a Scythe, there is a faction in the book called that. They meditate on essentially guitar concert tone of G♭/A# (their holy meditations include constructing an argument as to if the Tone is one or the other note lol) and the theory is that you are a song. When you go outside your "nature" you cause discord in the song and bad reactions; but it's based on being logically you. If say some guy hits on your wife at a bar and normally you resolve conflicts like "hey buddy, she's married, have a nice day" but this one time you decide fuck it, I'm going to be the bad ass... that ain't your song. You'll get fucked up somehow and not even in a fight but like, bad consequences will echo for a while. Ditto for good things and sticking to your nature.
If your song needs a new movement and verse, you have to do it musically with flow.
If that makes any sense to anyone.
Any critter "bigger" or more advanced than a human pisses me off because we belong at the top. Those things become food. How THAT is possible I don't know so probably I'm not going to do so well at that goal.
Ha, you nailed it. The thing the circus midgets tell you when you cross over is, "Hey, you're here! Do you remember your song? You have to remember your song!"They are quite annoying with it, especially if you just crossed over to escape for a bit and not learn anything. But that's just, Cymatics and harmonic frequencies etc, that's what crop circles are for...different vibrational frequencies that unlock portals of communication with them...shhhh. We just have to replicate the vibration frequency that is shown in the crop circle... .5meo told me that too.
 
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My "should have tried harder". We met playing clubs in Syracuse, she got a law degree and played big stages and is collecting real gold out there like a grammy in Germany (I guess it's per country) and I had a total chance if I went all in.
I didn't, I quit music in public and didn't go for it. She did. She's amazing.

Actual celebrities? Idk I don't have a crush.
 
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My "should have tried harder". We met playing clubs in Syracuse, she got a law degree and played big stages and is collecting real gold out there like a grammy in Germany (I guess it's per country) and I had a total chance if I went all in.
I didn't, I quit music in public and didn't go for it. She did. She's amazing.

Actual celebrities? Idk I don't have a crush.
Gosh, and she's a proper spirited beauty bro! Fuck why are we always such dicks when it comes to commitment? This is my most ouchy loss to date. Hedda, a Norwegian voice actor, I met while travelling in New Zealand, showed her some of our best places..showed her some of my best me too. We followed each other around from NZ to Spain to Norway to France. So much deep unconditional love from her, she would have travelled to the moon for me if I'd asked her. But we just couldn't get it to work because I was a cheating, lying cunt who didn't appreciate what I had until it was long gone. Now she won't even talk to me. I'll feel that burn til the day I die, maybe even after then.
 

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Oh crap I went on a date with Molly and a couple of her solo shows, some making out, petting. Never got that far she was travelling. We're friends (married goddamnit) but it wasn't going anywhere. I was there when she went from part of the band playing guitar to her own career and we talked about a lot of nuts and bolts music production. I'd say some of her songs sound like they do because I helped but it's not like I was a major influence. I settled for life in the highway department and boozing like a devil, generally not growing in any which way. She married some guy from a decently popular band like a Hinder or Seether or something. Three Days Grace? idk, he's got talent.

EDIT: Molly D'Agostino btw. All American Rejects, Blue Man Group, Trans Siberian Orchestra, Panchello, then solo. My kid loves her stuff.
 
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Getting crowded again🤣
 
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Young plants in 1 gallon pots of coco. These were supposed to go to a buddy next city over. He had second thoughts so they're mine again. I send him these pics too🤣 That'll learn him.
 
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The Captain’s Journey: The Chaff and the Hermit


Long ago, in the time of emperors and warlords, a mighty captain of the Emperor’s High Guard was sent on a diplomatic mission across the empire. Proud and hardened by battle, he carried with him the Emperor’s seal and the certainty that he commanded both fear and respect wherever he went.

But fate is no respecter of rank.

One day, traveling through unfamiliar country, the captain lost his way. For days he wandered, without food or water, until his strength began to fail. His armor felt heavier with each step; his sword, a burden.

At last, he stumbled upon a small farm, where a peasant was threshing wheat under the sun.

“Peasant!” the captain barked, “I am a soldier of the Emperor! Bring me water at once!”

The peasant calmly left his work, went to the well, and drew up a bucket of fresh, cold water. But before handing it over, he scooped up a handful of wheat chaff and sprinkled it into the bucket.

The captain’s eyes burned with fury at this insult. Yet he was so thirsty that he seized the bucket anyway. As he drank, the chaff forced him to pause, to blow aside the floating husks before each sip. Slowly, little by little, he drank until his thirst was quenched.

When at last he lowered the bucket, rage returned. He drew his sword to punish the man for his insolence.

But the peasant, calm as before, said,
“Sir, what I did was not an insult, but a kindness. Had I given you clear water, you would have gulped it down too quickly. In your condition, it could have killed you. The chaff forced you to drink slowly—enough to save your life, not end it.”

The captain stood frozen, sword in hand. What he first took as offense was, in truth, compassion. Shaken, he sheathed his blade and continued on his journey in silence.




The Hermit’s Lesson


Days later, the captain heard of a village high in the mountains where a wise hermit lived—one who could teach of heaven and hell and all things between.

Still humbled by the peasant’s lesson yet curious about matters beyond this world, he sought out the sage. Following a steep and winding trail, he climbed for half a day until he reached a simple hut. In front of it, on a worn grass mat, sat an old hermit bowing in prayer.

The captain strode forward and demanded,
“Old man! Tell me of heaven, of hell, and of everything in between!”

Without opening his eyes, the hermit said calmly,
“You are an ignorant fool. A loud, blundering oaf. You’ll never understand such things. Leave me at once.”

The captain’s face turned crimson. To be insulted twice—first by a peasant, now by a ragged hermit! His hand went to his sword. In a rage, he raised the blade, ready to strike the old man down.

The hermit never flinched. Instead, he raised one finger and said,
“This, my son, is the path to hell.”

The words fell like a hammer on the captain’s heart.

Realizing the hermit had risked his life to teach him, the captain’s anger broke. He dropped his sword, fell to his knees, and begged forgiveness, tears streaming down his face.

The hermit raised the same finger once more and said softly,
“And this, my son… is the path to heaven.”



Epilogue

The captain rose, bowed deeply, and left his sword at the hermit’s feet. He descended the mountain not as the Emperor’s soldier, but as a student of life—no longer so quick to anger, no longer so certain of what was insult and what was gift.

For he had learned:

  • That mercy can hide in the humblest disguise,
  • That pride falls faster than a sword,
  • And that the roads to both hell and heaven lie not in the world around us, but within our own hearts.


I do not remember where I heard these stories, but I believe they're worthy of sharing. I'm paraphrasing from a shattered memory. Please forgive me for any omissions or if they're not true to the originals.
 
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*The Captain and the Chaff

Long ago, in ancient China, an emperor sent the captain of his high guard on a long diplomatic mission across the empire.

During his journey, the captain lost his way. Days passed with neither food nor water, until at last he stumbled upon a small farm where a peasant was threshing wheat.

Parched and weak, the captain told the man of his ordeal and demanded water. The peasant calmly went to the well, drew up a bucket of fresh, cool water, and brought it back. But just before handing it over, he scooped up a handful of wheat chaff and sprinkled it into the bucket.

The captain was furious at this seeming insult. Still, desperate for water, he snatched the bucket and began drinking—but the chaff forced him to blow gently before each sip. He drank slowly, one mouthful at a time, until his thirst was quenched.

When at last he lowered the bucket, anger returned. He drew his sword to punish the peasant for his insolence.

But the peasant stood calm and said,
“Sir, this was no insult, but a kindness. After days without food or water, had I given you plain water, you would have swallowed too quickly. It might have killed you. The chaff made you pause—forced you to sip, not gulp—so that the water could save you, not harm you.”
Wisdom
 
Oh crap I went on a date with Molly and a couple of her solo shows, some making out, petting. Never got that far she was travelling. We're friends (married goddamnit) but it wasn't going anywhere. I was there when she went from part of the band playing guitar to her own career and we talked about a lot of nuts and bolts music production. I'd say some of her songs sound like they do because I helped but it's not like I was a major influence. I settled for life in the highway department and boozing like a devil, generally not growing in any which way. She married some guy from a decently popular band like a Hinder or Seether or something. Three Days Grace? idk, he's got talent.

EDIT: Molly D'Agostino btw. All American Rejects, Blue Man Group, Trans Siberian Orchestra, Panchello, then solo. My kid loves her stuff.
You might be glad to know she is listed on YouTube as Molly D, Ago...and she has put on a smidge of weight. Sometimes, petty things like this can make us feel better about our rotten lot in life!
Still though she is talented and beautiful...wondering now if her song "My sweet burning heart" is your doing?
 
I honestly wouldn't know which songs, we'd go over parts and I'd send differing mixes and chat about the songs... but they have a couple titles over time and I'd have to go search. But that's why I say I wasn't like an influence we talked shop a lot.
We still talk lol. She was going to incorporate my water charity but it didn't get going. I still talk to like most of my exes.
 
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