im on day 31, not sure if i feel any better, but i guess i have no choice but to keep going hah. but damn, 15 years of damage i guess i deserve a long withdrawal time period and all the bullshit and drama it makes for my self, i hate drama bty just to damn mellow. laughs.
it is nice not looking at the clock seeing if its time for my next pills.
also nice not waking up needing that pill every morning to feel normal whatever normal means.
but i am waking up sick, same shit.. but hopefully that goes away.
other than that im still me i guess.. minus dealing with my own thoughts and the chemicals in my brain going back to semi normal
pretty sure my brain is fucked for good.. all the pills was do me no good, ruin my health, and made me have a high tolerance for herb.. talk about a shit end product. hah
next year i can laugh at this shit i hope.
bowl up!
chris.