early on, in the first few years of taking oxy, the insurance company was really shitty about paying for my oxycotin, oxycodone etc. you never knew what was gonna happen when you went to pick up your poison, err pills. id go pick up my RX and you never knew if there was going to be a problem. if there was one thing i hated the most about going to the pharmacist.. it was the uncertainty if your meds were gonna be filled. its not fun either, way worse than withdrawals because you are not thinking i want off this shit. like iv mention before, each year i had to wait up to 7 days for them too approve me for X amount of time.. which was never the same, random as fuck. when id have to go through this shit.
that lasted several years before they finally got there shit together.
no never mind i was so young. so, i was being judged even more so probably.
also i was thinking about the the sheep mentality and how some doctors will take advantage of it.. im sure that is why i lost my gallbladder i was having gut issues.. they said that fix me.. it did not.
i wonder how many people who are on oxycotin have lost there gallbladder too.. that would be a interesting stat.
haha and i hate stats. i had a shitty stat teacher ( i had good programming teacher tho. r.i.p neilson ). i went into that class with the wrong state of mind hah..
what i think is true, but not so good if you want to get through the semester in one piece.
anyhow "stats do not lie, liars use stats" that way of thinking fucked me for that class. .i hated all the stupid tricks you could to skew the data in which ever way you wanted too. and no one saw a problem with this.. there way of thinking that it was ok bugged me. always got.. well its not a direct lie the numbers add up, hah yeah when you cherry pick the formula for your own agenda.. blah bad memories just popped into my head over the word 'stat' i suck.