Vb2flat2surf
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So several may recall the days i had ongoing grows, posting solid pics, growing solid plants etc. Jumped up to 2 tents and life was good.
About 6 months back i gound my lack of motivation towards growing increasing, 3 grows died within short period, getting up to work was brutal and painful. Always tired, naceous etc
I had a feeling and actually knew with instinct, shit wasnt right. Im 43, built solid due to owning a landscape company 25 plus years. Guess wanting to maximize our busy year to make sure my family is well set WAS MY PRIORITY however VERY tough. Lucky my wife is a nurse, knows me very well and had me make an appointment. Come to find out i have Cancer that has spread into my bones.
I NEVER GIVE UP and damn if ill stop now!. I tie this into this forum because A. You guys have always helped answer cannabis questions and are a cool ass family to turn to for question. B. I am seeking specific strains if any oke has Reccommendation for medical grade strains that can get me through this journey. I hate modern day medicine and cannabis is my go to for mental health now and i have that aspect of life good with several strains. I NEED a Sative for PAIN. My body hurts however i wont give up working till i must. Also i need a strain for the mornings a wake trowing up again a sativa preferably. I grow killer super lemon haze (currently growing a huge plant) to wake me up, focus and actually deviates my mind from feeling or thinking pain.
Yes this all sucks but im a positive MF and I will NOT give up. Not looking fo an ounce of sympathy, as it was determine my 20 years of being a dying alcoholic to0ok a toll on my body before sobering up 5 years ago.I know its a strange post and one certain people wouldnt expect from me, but shits become real and i want cannabis to be a great spurce for alleviations vs doctors scripts till its mandatory. Any reccomendations from experience would be killer.
Much love fam
About 6 months back i gound my lack of motivation towards growing increasing, 3 grows died within short period, getting up to work was brutal and painful. Always tired, naceous etc
I had a feeling and actually knew with instinct, shit wasnt right. Im 43, built solid due to owning a landscape company 25 plus years. Guess wanting to maximize our busy year to make sure my family is well set WAS MY PRIORITY however VERY tough. Lucky my wife is a nurse, knows me very well and had me make an appointment. Come to find out i have Cancer that has spread into my bones.
I NEVER GIVE UP and damn if ill stop now!. I tie this into this forum because A. You guys have always helped answer cannabis questions and are a cool ass family to turn to for question. B. I am seeking specific strains if any oke has Reccommendation for medical grade strains that can get me through this journey. I hate modern day medicine and cannabis is my go to for mental health now and i have that aspect of life good with several strains. I NEED a Sative for PAIN. My body hurts however i wont give up working till i must. Also i need a strain for the mornings a wake trowing up again a sativa preferably. I grow killer super lemon haze (currently growing a huge plant) to wake me up, focus and actually deviates my mind from feeling or thinking pain.
Yes this all sucks but im a positive MF and I will NOT give up. Not looking fo an ounce of sympathy, as it was determine my 20 years of being a dying alcoholic to0ok a toll on my body before sobering up 5 years ago.I know its a strange post and one certain people wouldnt expect from me, but shits become real and i want cannabis to be a great spurce for alleviations vs doctors scripts till its mandatory. Any reccomendations from experience would be killer.
Much love fam