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Howdy fellow med users.....
So I've recently been going through some emotional issues and have come to terms with the fact that I'm not just upset/angry/depressed, that these issues have been a string of lifelong consistencies.
Luckily, being an only child/single parent home for much of childhood, I forced myself to keep things in (not good) but learned to deal with issues and be much more than functional in life. I've realized that my manic tendencies have helped me accomplish a great deal in life, but at the same time have ruined almost every relationship I have ever had and of course very very irrationally. But I won't dwell necessarily on my personal ups and downs. Recently as my life has been changing, these things have become more evident to myself, close friends and some family. And as most with some sort of mental issue, I've always refused help as I "feel" I can work through these issues myself. Some family I have discussed this with have suggested seeing a psychiatrist in efforts to get proper medications..... I simply do not believe in prescription meds... period. I am NOT suicidal in the least, but fit every other criteria and do not need a psychiatrist to confirm this or try and reaffirm this and throw meds at me.
I have always found mmj to be very helpful and is the original reason why I began smoking. My irrational, aggressive tendencies faded and I was a much more upbeat productive member of society. A decade later I still smoke mmj (legally now), but due to life, my issues have gotten worse and I have found that not all meds work the way I need them too.
Some are too much uppers for a manic, I go nuts with energy, my mind races even more than it already does but I get nothing accomplished.
Some are too lethargic, and I sit around and pass out.
I also find, many are simply low tolerance strains that do little to nothing for me at all.
I'm most def manic, but have start dealing with depression the last couple of years.... any similar farmers with these issues?
Which meds work for you and still leave you productive and upbeat?
I mean sometimes I'm even too down to medicate...which sucks....cuz then it just sprials down.
Any thoughts on helpful meds?
I love how OG does me, but would love to have a garden full of variety that I know can help my symptoms- which means I can help others here in the CO too. Which would make me feel even better.
And don't let this post completely mislead you, I do have many normal periods where I can enjoy ALL smokes!
Thanks ahead of time farmers...
So I've recently been going through some emotional issues and have come to terms with the fact that I'm not just upset/angry/depressed, that these issues have been a string of lifelong consistencies.
Luckily, being an only child/single parent home for much of childhood, I forced myself to keep things in (not good) but learned to deal with issues and be much more than functional in life. I've realized that my manic tendencies have helped me accomplish a great deal in life, but at the same time have ruined almost every relationship I have ever had and of course very very irrationally. But I won't dwell necessarily on my personal ups and downs. Recently as my life has been changing, these things have become more evident to myself, close friends and some family. And as most with some sort of mental issue, I've always refused help as I "feel" I can work through these issues myself. Some family I have discussed this with have suggested seeing a psychiatrist in efforts to get proper medications..... I simply do not believe in prescription meds... period. I am NOT suicidal in the least, but fit every other criteria and do not need a psychiatrist to confirm this or try and reaffirm this and throw meds at me.
I have always found mmj to be very helpful and is the original reason why I began smoking. My irrational, aggressive tendencies faded and I was a much more upbeat productive member of society. A decade later I still smoke mmj (legally now), but due to life, my issues have gotten worse and I have found that not all meds work the way I need them too.
Some are too much uppers for a manic, I go nuts with energy, my mind races even more than it already does but I get nothing accomplished.
Some are too lethargic, and I sit around and pass out.
I also find, many are simply low tolerance strains that do little to nothing for me at all.
I'm most def manic, but have start dealing with depression the last couple of years.... any similar farmers with these issues?
Which meds work for you and still leave you productive and upbeat?
I mean sometimes I'm even too down to medicate...which sucks....cuz then it just sprials down.
Any thoughts on helpful meds?
I love how OG does me, but would love to have a garden full of variety that I know can help my symptoms- which means I can help others here in the CO too. Which would make me feel even better.
And don't let this post completely mislead you, I do have many normal periods where I can enjoy ALL smokes!
Thanks ahead of time farmers...