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Roun here shrinks are hard ta come by at least in tha ways of havin some inkling of intelect. The population profile demographicaly doesnt support a benifical demand for well versed (educated) professionals. Us hillbillies are jus too poor an stupid an inbread. If you're out here an in the psychology field, yer either forced by the state to facilitate treatment to appease the welfare program's ideology of completeness. Or you're collecting "lab rats" fer the medical companies' stat sheet for their new wonder drug(s). I've seen them all. Kinda hard to have a "breakthrough" when there is no sight of or any form of intellectual intercourse. They gotta push you in the right direction. Make ya see the things you dont wanna see. So.. its been a few yrs since I been ta one. Had a guy fer a bit that I thought (outta niativity) was a benifical resource. Only to find out he was studying long-term effects on seroquel. Government backed might I add. Pushed that med like it was crack. But yer gonna push wat's payin you. The only option I'd have is ta go shoppin fer one in KC an thats over an hour each way. An I grew up thar (in tha hood mind you) talk about anxiety flashbacks. Ya might as well admit me. Lol (not really). Im a "white boy" an trust me I dealt with the repercussions of 200+ yrs of oppression in the first 18yrs of my life. I had no understanding or knowledge of the term as a youngin. Sure felt it though. Got my ass beat on a regular. Wonder why im deemed crazy? Ya had two things you could do.. fight or run. An im pretty damn good at both. Dont know why im goin on about all this. I guess cuz I'd like ta see a shrink again sometime. Talkin an listenin ta yerself is the true therapy. Now....
Back to the weed. I would love to try that there White Widow. I heard its quite good. People bring/smuggle various varieties across the "flatland gauntlet" called Kansass (damn jayhawkers). But I've never had the pleasure of meeting her. Id also like to try that darkstar. Being a single father (poor as hell) I cant runnoft ta CO an experience the medicinal variants. So I git what I got. An I have had so many problems with this creation its ridiculous. She is a grafted N1 Durban (watever that means) rootstock to a OG banana kush (wat that means also I haven't a clue) cutting (actually chewing. The boys' rabbits got loose in the house) crossed with a Durban Poison that hermied on me. I only got a couple seeds an of them three popped an only one threw out fem characteristics. Good thing by fate alone her clones have never had a pair of nuts found on em. I cant wait to find a good male so her youngins can become REAL plants. This lil lady it truly somethin special. Ive had people get floored on the water leaves alone. I wish that some more scientificly endowed individual (has the financial and legal resources) could git her ta grow easier. She is a bitch ta grow. I kill probably four outta every five of her clones somewhere along the life cycle. An ive been told I could make a palm tree grow in Antarctica. Failure shore does humble a man.
DAMN! I know it obvious I ain't had no sleep. I just wrote this book here an ain't said a word about nothin. Just fuckin ramblin on and on. Think im gonna go tinker on sumptin in the shop. Y'all be blessed now an "GET SOME SLEEP!"
Back to the weed. I would love to try that there White Widow. I heard its quite good. People bring/smuggle various varieties across the "flatland gauntlet" called Kansass (damn jayhawkers). But I've never had the pleasure of meeting her. Id also like to try that darkstar. Being a single father (poor as hell) I cant runnoft ta CO an experience the medicinal variants. So I git what I got. An I have had so many problems with this creation its ridiculous. She is a grafted N1 Durban (watever that means) rootstock to a OG banana kush (wat that means also I haven't a clue) cutting (actually chewing. The boys' rabbits got loose in the house) crossed with a Durban Poison that hermied on me. I only got a couple seeds an of them three popped an only one threw out fem characteristics. Good thing by fate alone her clones have never had a pair of nuts found on em. I cant wait to find a good male so her youngins can become REAL plants. This lil lady it truly somethin special. Ive had people get floored on the water leaves alone. I wish that some more scientificly endowed individual (has the financial and legal resources) could git her ta grow easier. She is a bitch ta grow. I kill probably four outta every five of her clones somewhere along the life cycle. An ive been told I could make a palm tree grow in Antarctica. Failure shore does humble a man.
DAMN! I know it obvious I ain't had no sleep. I just wrote this book here an ain't said a word about nothin. Just fuckin ramblin on and on. Think im gonna go tinker on sumptin in the shop. Y'all be blessed now an "GET SOME SLEEP!"
