SPARECHANGE
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i think we all had that friend. don't want to spoil anything... pfft... if i can find that groove, again.I totally understand the schizophrenia disorder on a personal level as an observation from life. Growing up I had a life long friend that was taken from me by this disorder.
me and Troy were buddies at a brother level. His father was a Vietnam veteran. I was not aware growing up next to Troy that his father was a paranoid schizophrenic. We did lots of drugs with his father. Sometimes when we would do certain substances his dad would totally loose it and we would have to get away from him because of the raging fits he would experience. Lilttle did I no at the time the results of the rage was caused from the medications he was taking for the schizophrenia.
as time passed, into me and troys high school years Troy became more shall we say withdrawn and distant from regular daily destructive activities that me and him used to accomplish.
finally one evening I was hammered wandering around town after a run in with the local sheriff, I stoped by his place. His mom was a sleep I could see his tv was on. I tapped on his window, he let me in. He was coked out of his mind watching tv.
I proceeded to partake in his activities with said substance. Not a word was said to me. Then finally he looks at me with the most serious crazy look on his face
“ The fuckin government’s in the TV man!!”
“There fucking watching me!!”
“Theres fucking cameras in there, there filming everything man”
“What the fuck am I supposed to do!!”
He was serious, I didn’t no what to say or do. I played along for a bit hoping he was just fucking with me.
Then he started ranting about some shit I couldn’t figure out. I just figured at the time he’d been up to long and was just fucked up.
I bailed on him figured he’d go to sleep sooner or later.
A week later no Troy, he’s gone locked up in a mental institution. When he got out I didn’t no who he was anymore, just like that Troy was gone.
It was a bummer man he was my best friend, just gone.
I never told his mom about that night I probably should have thinking back. But it wouldn’t have changed anything.
I moved on didn’t see him for several years after that. one day I went into a sharies restaurant he was sitting in the back of the place. I walked in the door in the front he sees me stands up and yells “Hay Diesel got any Coke!!”
I was like what the fuck, you on meds?!
He was and still is.
obviously, i have reading to do. ignorance, is bliss... and i have plenty, to learn n the garden.I totally understand the schizophrenia disorder on a personal level as an observation from life. Growing up I had a life long friend that was taken from me by this disorder.
me and Troy were buddies at a brother level. His father was a Vietnam veteran. I was not aware growing up next to Troy that his father was a paranoid schizophrenic. We did lots of drugs with his father. Sometimes when we would do certain substances his dad would totally loose it and we would have to get away from him because of the raging fits he would experience. Lilttle did I no at the time the results of the rage was caused from the medications he was taking for the schizophrenia.
as time passed, into me and troys high school years Troy became more shall we say withdrawn and distant from regular daily destructive activities that me and him used to accomplish.
finally one evening I was hammered wandering around town after a run in with the local sheriff, I stoped by his place. His mom was a sleep I could see his tv was on. I tapped on his window, he let me in. He was coked out of his mind watching tv.
I proceeded to partake in his activities with said substance. Not a word was said to me. Then finally he looks at me with the most serious crazy look on his face
“ The fuckin government’s in the TV man!!”
“There fucking watching me!!”
“Theres fucking cameras in there, there filming everything man”
“What the fuck am I supposed to do!!”
He was serious, I didn’t no what to say or do. I played along for a bit hoping he was just fucking with me.
Then he started ranting about some shit I couldn’t figure out. I just figured at the time he’d been up to long and was just fucked up.
I bailed on him figured he’d go to sleep sooner or later.
A week later no Troy, he’s gone locked up in a mental institution. When he got out I didn’t no who he was anymore, just like that Troy was gone.
It was a bummer man he was my best friend, just gone.
I never told his mom about that night I probably should have thinking back. But it wouldn’t have changed anything.
I moved on didn’t see him for several years after that. one day I went into a sharies restaurant he was sitting in the back of the place. I walked in the door in the front he sees me stands up and yells “Hay Diesel got any Coke!!”
I was like what the fuck, you on meds?!
He was and still is.
I'm catching up and if i don't lose it... imma come make fun of u.You want to see death I’ll post later today! Plenty of necrosis going on here! Sux but it’s life and could always be worse! Lol
it gets better, with 8 hitz of Egyptian eye.I’ve seen a family member lying in the middle of the yard naked talking to Jesus like he was standing right there, and that’s the mild part. So yeah wouldnt wish that on any human!
yeah... i never wanna b a gurl, either. they definitely, have it ruff. just b another day, for mrs d, if u were in the same boat. I'm sure, if u jones the carpet, u could find some ceiling popcorn to smoke with ur carpet commando, rug burns n find the necessary, energy. that, or quit pot ;P .I’m having a difficult time here being house husband and wife all at the same time!!
She’s on the couch for 2 more weeks and 3 days, aaaaahhhhh!!!!
Laundry, dishes, vacuum, clean, clean..............CLEAN!!
Toilets, shower, sweep, wash, wash wash wash wash wash wash...........
Feed the dogs feed her was was was poop was windows hydrate her-):!8(& s?)&:1
mosh has some useful, company, he's happy to loan out, "for a bud".I’m having a difficult time here being house husband and wife all at the same time!!
She’s on the couch for 2 more weeks and 3 days, aaaaahhhhh!!!!
Laundry, dishes, vacuum, clean, clean..............CLEAN!!
Toilets, shower, sweep, wash, wash wash wash wash wash wash...........
Feed the dogs feed her was was was poop was windows hydrate her-):!8(& s?)&:1
btw- we're RUNNING, from your place, in spirit.I’m having a difficult time here being house husband and wife all at the same time!!
She’s on the couch for 2 more weeks and 3 days, aaaaahhhhh!!!!
Laundry, dishes, vacuum, clean, clean..............CLEAN!!
Toilets, shower, sweep, wash, wash wash wash wash wash wash...........
Feed the dogs feed her was was was poop was windows hydrate her-):!8(& s?)&:1
u want me to report him, d?Ur s good man though D I’m sure she appreciates it.
But don't forget to wash the Jeep please
not a chance!Sorry @SPARECHANGE, you want me to stop cluttering up your thread just say the word. I’ll clean it up if you like:)
ah it’s my attempt at my own medium and make fun I got thick skin! LmaoI'm catching up and if i don't lose it... imma come make fun of u.
it's the new medium? I'm not gonna say shyt.
pot... ;Pwhats in the jars
I'm talkin to a guy named builder u prolly saw... whatever bat poo he used... it's workin. intuitive guy. new, but smart, as a whip. done serious homework. he knows plenty, i don't, I'm sure. just seems like he retained everything he read.N
ah it’s my attempt at my own medium and make fun I got thick skin! Lmao
Watching !I'm talkin to a guy named builder u prolly saw... whatever bat poo he used... it's workin. intuitive guy. new, but smart, as a whip. done serious homework. he knows plenty, i don't, I'm sure. just seems like he retained everything he read.
To late she think she’s on vacay or something ? Lol really glad she is havin a good time we don’t get friends to often, couple times s year! We live the hermit I don’t need no stinkin friends here in fl. Went from one extreme to the other,u know how everything is workin, perfectly and a valve cover screw, drops in?
remind u of mosh's expansion into mrs mosh, territory? i bet mosh has a prince Albert n has to sit to pee, now, too.
i just killed diesel's o.t. let use obscure that from Martian, eyes. ;P
not gonna give any more grief. experimentation, just gave me an extra harvest, every yr, over growers, like YOU ;p ... and i have that half p of kwrap, to show for my hubris. then there was the rh, the heat... ocd defols, forgetting to turn gas on. i miss anything? put on a STICKER, gold star. it's how we learn and improve. don't think u ever batted an eye at my luxurious, nitrogen storage facility.
plus, u tell EVERYONE, it's ur second-ish grow, anyway. i set the bar low, for g, as well, that way, she's never disappointed, when she's recovering and 3 weeks of dishes, detergent, dusting n dog shit, pile at the door... she's never, disappointed; I'd sure hate to let her down, especially, when her 3 friends, come visit.
it's sets a poor precedent.
diesel, should go out on strike, before he gives our ladies, any ideas.
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