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as the florescent bulb
continues to hum away
like an explosive threat
the darkened closet
where we hyde our
secrets
suspends
at
20°
only in sand

will be

the truth

revealed

 

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i dunno y master Ridley

chooses the music

until i hear

life play out

 

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and while all along

knowing what's playing out

passive aggressive

requires attention

and asks how to clean leather

while my lovely g

works to prevent staining a hero

over a loved one's

(those who remain behind)

oops

questionable choices

and critical mistake

 

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absofacto

rewind

in the first few stanzas

g is ill

stress

kills the immune system

my nightmare

i keep odd
unusual
hourz

and before it strikes

i was seeking a poem about the ocean

momz has a stain because dog unwell
chased off a shooter; our town: oscar wild wyld?

I'm mentally unwell

i miss little

forget everything

i am living life to the fullest

yet still get TIREd.

put the minds of the smart people u meet

in eye contact with each other

sit back and enjoy the show

 

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her eyes blue green hazel brown black red
see yourself in her image
her veins so powerful; massive

imagine pipline, crashing over itself

now imagine she was black

i wrote a longer page, as a child

even then, i struggled with its end, being a pianist, myself and having scene the demi seal movie... to end it, or not to end it with

will you die for her

some of the places i paddled out, were dangerous

sometimes

doing the right thing
questionable choices
can b dangerous

 

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yeah

we don't choose the music we

must dance to

but the gift

is being able to

listen to it play out

and hopefully

enjoy the day

eventually

 

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battling hyde

 

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in a bathtub

evolution

abs starting to stack

once more

a keg

n

trade

agreements

 

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jaftA

napthA

Simpson

bush

blaire

sea And land

cia

AIR AMERICA

PHIZOR

$8

2LB PASTE

BLACK MARKET

survival

now imagine they're white and heroes

r

rainbows

spectrum

gas

chromatography

 

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silence

is golden era

black plagues

Spanish

acquisition

 

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a lesser man

g needs me present

she is scared to c

us

here

i do my best in fracture
conflict inner
ummmm

i lose it and hyde

i love those she cares for

if for not

but i love her

and she loves them

good folks all

i lose my man

bow my huddled

hooded

hidden

silent

tears

shake my head NO

STOP

she leaves upset

i retire to

hyde

i could not blame her

if she left

her aunt n she

will b eternally secure

i would encourage

motion

she could do better

with aman

who is present

to kiss her tears

hold her hand

stand beside

the grave

with her

sweatheart graves

a series man

behind the iiii

of grave men

 

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30yrs

and still asking the same questions

and

second guessing myself

 

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that's y i asked ltr

whatever happened with ptsd steve

that's y

i held the same values

struggled

spirituality

ummm... love

fractures

crime and punishment

broken mothers

i wasted much

time

lost in the sand

being human

and no less

a man

apart

 

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battling mercia

and tired

-vikings

we r all

pianists

in a different

octail

but we all

still dance

filling cards

and souls

mind

- the joker