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#3,601

apathy

a volunteer

to heroes

breadlines

foodstamps

crooked smile

fucked up tires

ssdi denied

works

on walker days

in heaven

a burro

mocha

and a goat

who wants my shirt

and

wants

me

dead

-crooked

horny

smiles

with hooves

and a wicked

headbutt

 

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#3,602

know

royal blood

when

we

see
it

never judge a man by what they don't have

 

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#3,603

judge them

by what they don't have

 

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#3,604

money

would ruin


yous know

population

services

would ruin it

know where u reside

create

your idea

of heaven

it's been staring me in the face

suggest

story night

for

the

club

and i

will have a story

to share

with you four

these people love

to share

their everything

their charm

and nobody listens

like

your

mothers

- hi, taoni

-hello, momz

 

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#3,605

people will come

and

people

will leave






money

and a volunteer

will
have

a
job

give me

the impossible

next

 

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#3,606

it's not what they asked for

it

is

what they need

 

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#3,607

chores

fuck you diesel

remind me

chores

no time to flip

atm

7a.m.

mocha

burro

chris

ummmm...

neighbors'

mocha

sc the carpenter

oh my god

roaring

handrails

clamps

cane

drill

laser ummm thingy

ro maybe
no pain... ummm...

pick up spicy chicken

g

 

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#3,608

fuck i hate town

don't fuck with the help

diesel

is one

of

four

mornin mosh

rock

it's gonna b clear sailin, today

 

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#3,609

4hrs
is enough sleep
i need to chill

it's a new day

and iii

have a box to check

sea a man

about

a dream iii had

 

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#3,610

whoever did it

thank you

for prayin

for

four

i feel no pain

 

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#3,611

coffee's ready

 

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#3,612

mme taoni

please excuse my poor vocabulary

i need you to hear me

one more time

i should've said

preserve

not save

you need to trust me

these people need to tell me their stories
in Arizona
words and reputation

mean more

than California toilet paper

i could take this town

there was a time

i would have

these people need to trust me

to tell me their stories

Jimmy made one request of me
24 days-ish
before he died
alone
in a shitted diaper he never mentioned
as his head
bled out on the floor

people scratched their heads

jimmy shared hiz story with me
his heart

Jimmy was a friend

Jimmy was a stranger i needed
more than he needed me

Jimmy

i used to gamble

enough to know a win loss statement
costs more lies than even iii am comfortable with

jimmy

met a man

jimmy moved me in
trusted me to run up a $2000
tab
took out a loan he didn't need for himself
so we could play

jimmy

was a bleeder

night after dawn after 1159

after 0145

we had the best times
touring hells

Jimmy and i would copd ourselves unconscious
jimmy
was a bleeder
by nature

i know exactly how my friend died

i know hizstory

what a gift

his only request

was that his caretakers

get

everything

all he asked of me
after his $2000
loan
while i drank n smoked with him
buying ribeyes
porterhouses
chateaubriand
burned ummm fillets
crab legs
vip suites
Ruth's chris
and
lobster

never flinched

i paid him back and he gambled another 90k, on top of his half a house

thanks to that 10k wells Fargo
on my account

one thing only

and i failed him

as his xxx
and daughter... took...

everything

of course i played them all
his voicemail

 

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#3,613

i don't care who owns the mountain

your people must trust me

they must

tell me their dreams

and i know exactly where to record them

storytime

deepest conversation i ever had
winter
afternoon
60s

and gods
were
eavesdropping

plus you four

 

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#3,614

enjoy

 

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#3,615

g figures her cancer is back
it's not something my father wants to hear
so
let's pray my kidney
isn't a match issue
we share the same beating heart
afterall
got a poor review

shyt got jumbled

last time

they knew she was already on a 600+ mg equivalent
after removing her kidney
over a doctor who called her addict

they gave her percocet
and 2000mg
tylenol and
not lavetra something
prolly muscle relaxer
forget
it's #3
i think
faster
moves on
ummm...
she begged me
u know i backstock
u know i second guess myself

i turned over her prescriptions

she would wake
every time i took my pain pills
like a baby rattle
amongst cigs
lighters
and sparechange
her jailer
her satan
her love
the woman knows pain

worry
i wouldn't know enough about assholes and drug interactions; overdose
they made me watch

 

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#3,616

ativan

February
or may
talk about redlands
California

 

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#3,617

wind
tickling the surface
of water

 

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#3,618

restless spirits
whispering through the ponderosa pines
covers flap in the chilly breezes
darkness loomz
quoth the sparechange

 

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#3,619

fuck
chores
I'm late to the party
but i am watching

 

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#3,620

sigh
positive pressure
wtf
something is amiss

fuk

y is the inline off