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i met a man

she brought me what i needed
when i needed it
of course i forgot her name
auntie's neighbor, lady

she brought shytty vodka and 19.88 irish cream
and
2, CORONAS!!!
O
M
G
did i require a fargin drink!

 

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raped as a kid
beaten as a child
a whore
first
5
on my honor

i said

you
are
human
too
and you
have a story
to tell

you pull weeds for a living
bullshyt
i
am
a
writer
thanks to @1diesel1
& u four

let me tell your story
in a strange place
because that
is
just
the human
iii
am

and your jacket
i refused
is priceless;
precious to
we

tell me a story

or
iii
will not
stop telling
you four
one

 

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i told her a story

her granddaughter called

wants to know who was in an ocj
in cali
in 2019
&
for what

i chose to work
neck down
i hyd
i
am
not
stupid

my crazy makes the strangest connections
and i
have a story to tell
your granddaughter

i used to track my jimmy
when he'd go intrastate
mia
with county jail
attendance sheets
and drunk tank occupancy signs...

 

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she would not take money for the booze

my idea of heaven

she returned home
with the same jacket
only 3mo heavier
for her
lovely jim
she changes jim's life
perhaps she'll c the man she once loved, once more

i don't want her money
she paid
with her heart

I've known my share of hookers
madams
and um um... um... royalty

and as y'all know
i
know
Royal blood
when
iii sea it

my idea of heaven

isn't that something

 

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help a stranger
people

buy them a frosty beverage

and perhaps you
two
will
find
yourselves
drinking with royalty

 

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still on pg 82
freaked
too
sea what's been written

it is the birthday of one of you fours'

happy birthday

my artist friend

happy birthday

 

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anyway

when i apologized for my crazy
and being different than i was
whenever she remembers me from

- don't stress
now
you
are
interesting

isn't that something

 

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she returned from wherever to remind me
the poepoe
watching
always
watching
and where he's parked

i hope he makes it home,
tonight

to spend the most amazing Christmases
with houses
full of family
full of pigs

because
i
was
raised
by fuzzy
fun
pigs

biggest bunch of drunk drivin
raging alcoholics
with the best illegal fireworks u ever saw
and bitchen dual engine ski boats
humans
just
like
we

prolly n the 50s
winter
dark
it's cold out

those two
need to tell stories
i already know how it ends
i don't need to b within
i have u four
for company
and a heavy
carhartt
so to speak;
recreational
and y'all know i love my marlboros
value
worth
safety jackets

isn't that something

 

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it's funny
u know

chip... likes his classic mustang
and leaving his signature
on asphalt
in front of bars
genius

so... i got some signs at a hobby lobby

somehow
i felt
it was meant for this angel
and perhaps
not chip

and it is skidmarks
which reads:

sorry occifer
i thought the sign read to do so

and it is a slippery slope

so to speak

we've all been there

i do not fear the fuzz

they
r
humans
too and
dear to me

even told the pig i saw at hobby lobby n uniform and i reminded him
with his undercover buddy
he was picking
up


don't forget about Valentine's day
(store was nice to me
add on sale)

or u will b the one
n need
of protection)

I'm working

b safe

dood
tatts
i know human vice
when i c it

know royalty
when u drink with her

 

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chip
as my frozen Corona bottle now is
is nice to me
i wanted to return the fav
what and whom i owe
the man's a millionaire
the sign was $6

he apparently
leaves his own sign
she

needed it
more

chip
will understand
chip
bottle
royal blood
i may b goin blind
but iii
am always
watching
always

 

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here's yours
bday grower

neighbor returned
heard part of my edition

can't tell whether she's offended

y'all know i would never

my bad
perhaps she really is drunk
offended
or sad
it's cali dark
i could not c
her iii

nothing
but love
and as winter is coming fanz snow
nothing before the word, "but"... means
anything
nothing
but
love

saying bud
means
i wasn't wrong
I'm not the only one
writing from
a 10x10
closet

u cannot hyde
royal
blood
don't b gay

 

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one cannot spell garage without
arg!
argggarg! napalm! isn't that something


i c some new faces
i wrecked my thread, long ago, and yet, not... it's not a thred u want to follo

 

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funny

diesel's ren n video
started playing, at the most
inopportune time

almost like he's always watching

isn't that something

 

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focus
focus
one
hook up the tv
someone
telling
already know
end
tvtvtvtv
shhhhh!!!
urgh

people get strange when they choke
one needs to remain calm
grab a fist
hug
roll
up
done
end of story
not worth...
urgh
tvtvtvtv!!!!
stop!!!
cyclical cyclical
hurricanes
focus!!!

 

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apparently we're leaving soon...
sigh
focus
i suppose with a hug
we were meant to b here

 

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jacket
5 cokes
n hugs
Indians n cupboards
decades old training for nights whole life
signs...

isn't that something

fuck
me
and
god dam
TV's

they abandon their tech
not a bueno way
to encourage
return biz

diy guys
n
espańol flies

 

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we've all been there
one
needs to remain calm
iii needed to b here

 

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always
watching

 

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the body naturally relaxes
when one loses consciousness
falling, relaxed: injuries, less likely
and autonomically... one tends to eject
blockages, returning to the land of the living

i know for a fact
aunti wanted to die
perhaps she, too, should don some glasses
mine... is chipped...

 

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like iii said
i
break
everything

everything
i touch