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SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

i don't remember the song that was playing
yeah, now I'm hallucinating a bit um... when i went for my pup's, ashes... but when i hear the song, i remember where i was on what stretch of universe, one time i heard it. music moving airwaves time machines

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

#3 & his infinite connections and ummmm tangents... i couldn't keep up, if i wanted
u wouldn't believe me
anyway

oh... he's got the keys/free reign, right now. not drivin... figurative

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

where is that fuckin towel

just because u don't hear about it
doesn't mean it ain't happening

so I'm in the shower
who knows
look down
cloth n foofoo chick thing

n many of thises thoses n thoses

and i thought to remind EVERYONE
EVERYONE'S woman, or every man's, "bottom"... or woman's..., "bottom"... or trans', "whatever... bird of love"?... has this... excess... goin on in their shytter. shyt i just found out this kwrapper even has one of those... that opens... literally... yesterday... who's with me? how many open, but not empty... toothpastes... fuck products n the kwraaper, in general... that shhhhe, has multiples of... not even empty, before using the next.
most countries don't have running water, much less, hot... on demand... think they'd b pretty psyched, to have a bathroom, to have their first bathroom product, to feel safe, leaving it in.

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

i know i know
canned business
collect the those those and thoses
under our noses
and redistribute em
the people who would notice they're arrival, much more than their departure

i don't wanna make a living
exploiting those
less fortunate
anymore

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

so how does one make a living with a view from heavens kwrapper
when EVERYONE locked out has a personal view and courtesy sniff, of hell... u unlock the door
step out to all things that kill and offer assistance
to the first poor soul u smell

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

-bathrooms on airplanes
can b
the shitz
u don't have to b sitting
and one definitely
does not
have to b nearby

do
not
envy the business traveler
nor pilot
i hear it's a real shitshow

Cattapilla · Feb 18, 2020

I'm happy you woke up.

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

i know the bytch put these here
to say
ur ocd
these were all
over
the car
but the glass is not half empty
my people
i look at this and i say
i know what I'm doing today
but it's deeper than that
i see
the cigarettes i filter air through today
are so that my lovely g
can one day
smoke marlboros
again
yes...

deep...
meaninwas a stack o pax
pic didn't upload. prolly 6 open pax, where one my put snax,
n between car resting, bax.

SPARECHANGE · Feb 18, 2020

Cattapilla said:
I'm happy you woke up.

my next thought was, "but from what? sleep deprivation, or... THE MATRIX". u harvested, woman! whip it out! let's c some b porn, otherwise... i will have to leave my lane n get my swerve on, on ur thread :D .

Cattapilla · Feb 18, 2020

I haven't harvested the second kush yet, giving her another week, but I've had high adventure in my Banana Kush, Tangerine Dream & Alaskan purple thread. Mango is hanging in the closet, it's been about a week and finally when I pass it's starting to smell like weed, and not hay. Dive in.

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

bryan... my late, best friend's son... who's son, i knew not to break, the moment he took his first breath... who has borrowed my car, used my own gas money, to get laid, been drunk on my absinthe, who was two feet tall and half a pound, if he was a whole and could relocate your jaw for you, if u lost it... could paint the most beautiful, canvases, our roommate, for a time so talented, Disney, ask to send him to japan, to play as their peter pan... so smart so clever... died, a tranny, transient, apparently, burned to death, in a vegas, house fire, last night. how lucky we were to know bryan and his human, family... let me just focus. it is a gift... who else, of the family, would i have, tell bryan's aunt n my jimmy's smokin hot, lil sis; the lovely lorna... i will have her in tears, before the day is out.
chores to do
box to check
coffee's ready
oh, yes... you had to know
I'd b needing a cup of hoe

isn't it something
everything that goes on
under its watchful eye
and the sun just sits there
doing nothing
doing everything
just keeps
tic
talking
byebye
it's is we...
the players
and entertainment
who do so
for such as the sons

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

huh... it's funny
for all the stories is hear and tell
for as many as i hear them from
and as much as they mean to me
just as we continue our journey
around the son a few times
we feel as though the loss of
even estranged, loved ones
is a personal, hurricane
and yet, not even one
butterfly
is likely to flap its wings
over the monumental
loss
of this inconsequential human
[pretend you're as troubled as if I'd called him another... provocative, grouping of letters]
i am telling y'all
this human
was a literal
genius
and while your heart
may have sunk for a moment
his has stopped
forever
and just as my starving artist
has survived a neighboring, bomb
one of four
so has the sun
felt the silent scream of
my friend's son's
volatile
heart

does one not see the fire
in the sky
this is my lovely
young Bryan
waving
byebye
and by and by
my lovely Bryan
now watches over us four
something else

isn't that something

we will c this man
again

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

i can't deal with the garden
today

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

he would've been in his early 30s
he has a sister, mother, baby mama, son two aunts, four nieces and nephews. i don't know who he whispered, "I love you.", to. i do not know who whispered, "I love you.", to Bryan, in the end... nor do i know the color of their eyes. i believe bryan's, were green, if memory, serves. he was a ginger, kid. freckles freckles, here and there. freckles freckles, everywhere. this, would b the boy, who's shyt, i cleaned in waves and currents, hand and knees, between dry n not so dry, heaving, to keep my friend, from having to see what his son, had done. worth it! Bryan, was a good kid. don't always have to witness it, to know it goes on.
we tried to get Bryan, to come to us. he wasn't ready. it's been a year, or so, but truth b told... even though the son of a bitch (you'd have to know the mother, to appreciate this) was hitting on me, in his letter, from the pokey- i kept it. he had drawn some of his art, on the pages. he knew me better. i knew him better. it was code, "i know where to find you... when i am ready"... it was his way, of pushing me & g away- so he wouldn't hurt us. 90 miles... I'd have driven, infinitely, further.

and still... Jimmy's ashes, dangling... must b the hundredth time, I've given his daughter, my address, and we gotta pretend, now, is the appropriate time, to deal with this... my wants... sigh... imma guess, there's a 200mi drive request, soon to follow... in trade for ashes, I'll never see. y'all know... i will do, whatever they ask of me, that doesn't put anyone, n harm's way. didn't say i wouldn't resent it ;P . millennials... whatcha gonna do.
he beat his kids, though... i know he did... and i met his father
i knew Jimmy
i know his people
i know exactly where he came from
humans
and i know what i would not say of the dead
which made these people
thisand thattaway

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

in n out of my jacket
in and out of the garden
spinning and spinning
in and out
smoking and
where do i begin
i just want to go lay in bed
i have two flips
two flushes
two tanks
two clones
that'll eventually push over their collars
i have incomplete processing
I'll need more ro
more iso
more ice
means going to town
i have 6 hours
and yet
Bryan has none
gramma has non
dozer
has
none
a pound in the freezer
half in a box
god knows what in the closet
god knows what
in the vats
and i
have a box to check
did i mention groceries and gaping holes
c what i mean
sometimes it helps
if one of four
begins at the ending
and begins
with a box
just fill in the blanks
yourselves
tell me a story
your story

i must away
dear four
i must away
four
i
have
shyt
to
do
and y'all know
i feel like shyt
anyway
so
off
we
go

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

diox
ice
we stop mid processing
we... remember the solubility lessons
supercolded
lots left we experimented
we say
finish what we started
more dry ice
diox
ummm... flip please hold
clones
gimme another day
ummm... flush... no choice
nother day
groceries
town
g
time it right
check electricity demands
dam flow rate
river speed
have the groceries
at the marina
5min before she is due
give the doc 73min
to overbook
not account for flat tires
3 in a week
then... have em ready... at the doc.
so to speak
u can do this
focus

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

the spare hanger
ummm...
airflow
separation
til these diy aholes
invent me dual use, spreaders- in n outta teepee...

55rh
not snapping. prolly should check
imma guess 14-16%, on the bigger buds. will verify, for u. 12%, won't snap, either, for u snappers, out there... not talkin bout larf so hush.

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

my bad. forgot they didn't get clipped, same day as previous, flatmates.

hit 18%, screamin, on smaller, shyt...
i panicked... stopped crushing bud, when 18+%, fired off. no point n doin further damage. i should... split em apart, better n where's that hurricane, g stole!

SPARECHANGE · Feb 19, 2020

whatever, it's still, preferable; not vertical, but what good would p.m. do me, if i don't open em up

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