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i didn't even know the club which who was robbed
had
more than 1 side to at least four walls... and i got n get to handle each n ever whatchamacallit's, memorial.. and y'all know: i break everything i touch. gave me one hour... u know how heavy
how many
i only have an hour to give and i figured- fuck it... if he thinks I'm hiding on the dirt n streets to sit on my laurel n hardy's, and play with my... feets... so b it... i raced home, grabbed a dolly n modern day, canvas, radio flyer... would've required more than 2hrs, otherwise... with a serious, cardboard box, deficiency... man... 20-30 min to done, including my tool putaway, from the railroad ties, i leaned against n broke- gasping, for filtered air.

test me, again, bytches: smarter, not harder... the impossible... 30min, ahead of schedule n then some. ltr, seeing me broken, one beer n me, by 1400... askin questions i... felt, unavailable... i suspect he knows I'm workin night n day n then, at the other club, too. not sure how it'll end... he doesn't really like club#2.

 

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pk... now i have a sense of scale for u
u know those ummm... ummm... means industrial, but not... trash, prison type strength, bags? yeah... any other weekend i have taken the trash out at the end of shift, glass... only... first time i taken more than one n both, were full. kamakura n some other oh gin... 2 kindsa beer fireball? can't b sure. some pricey shit i don't recall n no... i don't do hangovers. still, my estimation of drunk. sorry.

 

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yup... drawers being outta wack because the honest individual i gave the bill to, for
-tomorrow's tip jar... fuckin forgot... sigh.
forget what i was sayin.

 

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i had 4 hrs, to figure it the fuck out...
second, two: done.

 

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i was supposed to have a ride home...
ltr fucked me... pupwas hungry

 

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and the beds, offered, implicate, impune, or dishonor
no thanks
i travel, with 3 jackets
back, was full of a fool's, tools

 

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yup

 

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sp... oops

 

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i don't remember steel pedal cars
having
windshields
n
NEVER
neither saw, nor imagined
this
particularly
model

 

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and a ringadingding

 

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plus a tranni and blind man and i love lucy and my carni and I'm forgetting something-

 

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well whatever
i was
good
i
worked
so hard
and something else, but am lost. ummm. nm.
obviously, not humble, today. i worked THAT hard
every ache, was a gift and today, i feel no pain, coincidentally;P

-true story

i wouldn't take yesterday back, for
my
life

 

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and a new place, of yesterday, heard about g...
made something, off menu, for my lovely, stranger.
no
shyt

i mean how many times n one's life, besides movies... does one get the privilege n opportunity, to do so!

 

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253 lbs

 

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yup
still
drunk

and the last time i had had kamikaze's, it was Newport beach
benihana's
karaoke night
sushi
and it was summer 1990
and i know this to b true
because
i was not old enough to drink
and it was warm enough for the arms dealin
lifted skirt
pink thong
to b bouncin on my lap
while my future xxx
n black thong
n whatever 1" coverin,
material
to drive

 

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bristol st n./finch?-ish

OHHHH..., that
money
grubbing

WHORE

 

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i had the best pool game
of
my
life
and scratched the banked 8
made it
and lost
the one who broke
never got a turn
and yes
i one
made the 8 on the break
in comparison
that was nothing
and
gods damn it

nobody

was

watching

but the gods

 

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yellow and red make orange

and

ignorance

is bliss

 

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-hyde

we
are
not
going to talk about this