dam u rh!! dam u!!! there is no god. I'm not checking tracking... I'm not checking tracking... lord, when is that dehydro, comin!!! imma start walkin... or paciing... both. there'll... i should leave. I'm leaving soon. lemme get this done. the rh is freakin me out. pm and my xxx, haunt my dreams. i don't want g to see me like-
jesuz! ltr's phone has been on the fritz, since he proved to them, he has ptsd, too and um- means 2 trips to his place, a day... um... yeah- so i got home, last night- well u know how great i been feelin, thanx to richard, mr & um... ummm... and the lovely g, I'm thinkin y is she over my solitude/tub and i think- ohhh... she looks sooo hot n peach- & i think she's flirtin with me, til she f'n farted n then, i c she's either trying to waterboard, chewbacca, or save his life n she births this big, nasty gorilla and I'm thinkin: dian fossey, would name thus, if she were here... and of course, making my daily bid, for a happy ending, i kicked her out n broke "that little piece"... since when did they stop comin apart?! i thought some ahole, used locktight, again... n places, it doesn't belong. how many times, has that thing, in other tubs, yanked apart, at exactly, that junction! argh arfg! here we go, again... how the hell, was i supposed to know that? I'm still not sure, it's not supposed to, "LOOK LIKE THAT, DEAR... WHAT'D U DO, THIS TIME! ISN'T IT OVERLY, INSURED... ??! DEAR.!!! (IT'S HER WAY, OF CALLING ME, THE C WORD ) SHOULDN'T U JUST CALL SOMEONE, PLEASE, RIGHT NOW, BEFORE U DO MORE DAMAGE? THEY EVEN GONNA COVER THAT, NIW?"
i have a hard time, askin for help, especially from gun toting, vets. um... i need to learn, plumbing... it's not for lack of trying. I'm sure YouTube has videos, nonpot, too. umm... i have issues. she's probably right. if i pay someone- what will she get her new friends, for xmas?
story of my life.
