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covered the code bit wrong words. i was drivin out. thought something... forgot. i was nervous; not myelf


what's next 5meh
6... right... 5ish- left. whdn i open this one, 5 left. bums me- drinkin, too much.
6... overweight... got it. 7... dunno.
8. toilet... might not b it, but diesel... those big, $20 rolls of roofing cloth... that b ok, toilet paper? anything else- leave a msg... peeps n some parts, think they need a healthy alternative, for their bums, to eat. will work for food?

 

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garden. my bad. forgot.
10. dunno what that means, but
i think when the floks upstairs, slipseat, i forget shyt; like a transition, or something. yep- forgot.

but

my take- and ltr disagrees; means he's drinkin the koolaid, known, or not.
lead
by
example

INTEGRITY

I'm sick.
g's sick.
ain't a big deal...
really isn't.

y not get every person at those fucking pedestals... SICK

show everyone, it's fine

u say fire won't burn

how would one do that

strike
a
fucking

match

get sick
lose ur man voice...
show em u aren't afraid rather than announce that on a day u worked... woman so let's just say 5... Saturday, after all; hope that Asian did a good job, on her toenails and she didn't go in for the stripper, glitter... so 5... hr to primp and get the salon, chem, hangover... hr to get there... 7... bypass line around the block... 1901, let's guess. test til 1930, conservative, guesstimate... leaves cause she's not us... stat... said she had results sat night. let's assume the lab won't call, past 2100 & yes, i heard the same 6hr thingy we all did, but... she's special, or didn't u notice in the fastpass, hov lane cause remember: hubby comes, too and that's another test, the public n certainly nobody in Arizona, will get... done... magically, in under 6 fucking hours. poor phlebotomist, prolly didn't get his 4th hr break and will probably b written up, for having his hot dog with everything, cold. sux.

over a fucking headache and slight, shingles, fever. what a crock of shit. i bet they pack tests in their sanrio, lunch boxes, too.

 

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u know... i doubt that bitch has em, anymore, but when a pot plant, say... uses the rhythm method n gets a lil more... hmmm... viscous, say... means u can knock her up. know what else happens
temperature rises
hence the term: gettin hot
are we gonna test every nancy, tom, dick n hairy because they're in heat
r u fucking joking me
what a waste
don't waste our fucking time being afraid of ur kitty kat, u friggin retards.

 

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i need a beer
this i y i hate people
say one thing
do another
fukin human nature

 

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larry laughs at his 20k views.
he said
how many r on this roof
yes, people watch
ask Hitler

but i am

mosh, d and cat would b... if they lived 10min out.
who cares what EVERYONE else is doing
i showed up
one is enough and the grump didn't need help
anyway
and diesel would know that
his bringing that second roller...
i know he knows I'll break it
but test me u old fucking fart
i know i can do this
and half the fucking time
we're not telling lies, over a pool table

and i don't think he liked hearing what i said when he said he didecare about what happens to EVERYONE else...

-ltr
i wasn't talking about my friends

and yet... he doesn't know the name of the man's roof we're workin on. it was his volunteer awesome lady, who called Larry the roofer. he knows her heart; her name... and
so
do
i
and u know what
oddly enough
i didn't require a pseudonym, to remember her name; extremely unusual. i don't typically call people by their real names because i won't remember em. i add my bit, when i know something personal, about the person n that's all i need to know.
works well because even if i call someone barney, here... i know exactly who I'm talking about and because he reminds me of barney rubble- I'll never forget his name... nor could i give em up, under duress... or polygraph. to me... he'll always b a flintstone, character. go figure

ahh

that's, "fall"...

ok so i been working night n day for a bit and been upset about the state of affairs, when i harvested a risky amount of mary Jane. g gets nervous and where else could she go... so... i lost it. all gone. yup. I'm sure it'll help alot of veterans, but... it's gone.
there's a reason i did not track how many grans, pounds, etc.
i don't want to know
my mind absorbs numbers and would quantify n calculate. i never want to resent anyone i help.
i don't want to look at them, like ptsd Steve n b bummed he won't return a reservoir i said was not a gift because i know exactly what they cost and that i could b teachin these people how to grow lettuce in a month, hydroponically.
i do not want to know the values because
what difference
does it make.
i saved 2gr
that's over a year, for me.
the rest must have fallen out my ghetto sled

 

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bout 3-400 doses... if i go two days... depends how rough a day. let's call it 15mo.

 

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i need dry ice

 

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I'd considered liquid nitrogen, but I'm too dewar, clumsy... no bueno

 

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standing there, lookin like a surgeon and invited in... from 8'
while grocery store flip flop u out
that's how cool this person is. no... i didn't dare.


so i c this- 60+ politician elaborates on how fearless he is
is he helpin the sick
mask n glove free
is he sick
THAT is how afraid the hypocrites AREN'T
i enter every lion's, den... lead... by example, assholes/jonah!

 

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garden. my bad. forgot.
10. dunno what that means, but
i think when the floks upstairs, slipseat, i forget shyt; like a transition, or something. yep- forgot.

but

my take- and ltr disagrees; means he's drinkin the koolaid, known, or not.
lead
by
example

INTEGRITY

I'm sick.
g's sick.
ain't a big deal...
really isn't.

y not get every person at those fucking pedestals... SICK

show everyone, it's fine

u say fire won't burn

how would one do that

strike
a
fucking

match

get sick
lose ur man voice...
show em u aren't afraid rather than announce that on a day u worked... woman so let's just say 5... Saturday, after all; hope that Asian did a good job, on her toenails and she didn't go in for the stripper, glitter... so 5... hr to primp and get the salon, chem, hangover... hr to get there... 7... bypass line around the block... 1901, let's guess. test til 1930, conservative, guesstimate... leaves cause she's not us... stat... said she had results sat night. let's assume the lab won't call, past 2100 & yes, i heard the same 6hr thingy we all did, but... she's special, or didn't u notice in the fastpass, hov lane cause remember: hubby comes, too and that's another test, the public n certainly nobody in Arizona, will get... done... magically, in under 6 fucking hours. poor phlebotomist, prolly didn't get his 4th hr break and will probably b written up, for having his hot dog with everything, cold. sux.

over a fucking headache and slight, shingles, fever. what a crock of shit. i bet they pack tests in their sanrio, lunch boxes, too.

Sparechange is special:)

 

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ok so people r living in fear
cops waiting for calls they're afraid to go to
medical... same...
hmmm...

besides mosh's gvt contracts n the mail for his resort condo, in turks and caicos ... I'm sure he'll enjoy it...
and black bag, quarantines needin steel, even still...
I'm thinkin publicly traded, home security companies, might b an intriguing, investment...
y bother mentioning the firearms companies... you'd already b too late to the party.

 

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new faces

I've lost my marbles

prolly don't wanna c this

if nothing else

turn of that god dam clickin noise

b respectful and cool to the help

i hear he's a lil short handed

 

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the diggs r dripping with isopropyl and priorities, of course...
the lady of the house, would like a steamer and... comet

whilst we have salads and a soup can... is n the garbage.
i would b condescending, to bother to mention it... AGAIN!!!
obviously, this grates, on my nerve.

 

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i did not hoard

i suspect this to b another misstep

but... i lead, by example

there's nobody, taking up the rear...

 

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i cannot eat, or drink... comets...
don't think i haven't smoked it...
my bad...
sorta...
iso... doesn't that disinfect? don't i comprehend distillation
don't i own cases, on an average day
do
we
really
need comet

i know I'm low on corona

 

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open market...
lemme take a gander at common supplies i would stock, anyway n c about this hoarding n gouging n c whether i even get any of it, before april... open market... we'll c
I'll donate em to those i know who staff, Arizona hospitals. fuck it... cept the iso and a couple few, of ea.

 

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but they're buying on the open market... sure... they'll punish owens n minor, who just sold em the only med supplies, on the block... from a company they just blindly brought class a, voting shares in.

 

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iii which shine

why is it

what is it y'all preay for

whish for

why is at

se must take your site

for y'all to have a little

vision

imagination

what is it you wish for

didn't sound like toilet paper

have we asked for the world

sanity

we cannot simply ask for

one with everything

it would blind your mind

and drive y'all insane

without a little shine

we cannot have all

and more

and think we'll still be

normal

fine

not yesterday

not tomorrow

and no other time

no matter how many lifetimes

we receive only one soul

it's not something one buys

one may not be borrowed

so life our life to the fullest

lest we not see the truth

understanding anything else

is bullshit

 

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words to live bi

words
of wisdom

words of wait

i regret fucking you last night

ignorance is important

letters put together

integrity matters

who do they believe

they're speaking to

do they even know the time

iii do

so yesterday y'all fucked me

tomorrow iii'll do

whatever yous like

did you even realize

today has gone unaccounted for

so which day do you believe

he awoke in a bad mood

wor ewe werried about our lives

did you say stay

don't go

did ewe offer ideas

a bigger shield

a more expensive tarp

do ewe even c we

r u even listening

larry the roofer may be a carrier

larry the roofer may die tomorrow

regardless

what about you iii and him

the piano plays for everyone

regardless of when the music stops

so be careful what ws say

be careful what we see

because i sea everything and you hear

we may have missed today

will we even here next year

words of wisdom

words of gravity

words of wait

and see only love

not say what we hate

-shoulda been hee yestadaa

 

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so worry about

what we don't about

where is the soup

when is the coffee

masks gloves and soap which bubbles

must've forgotten

THIS mornjbg

raspy and raw

no need to say sorry

iii am human to

mind passing the cream

iii might just seeM crEona

and forget what's a lil hazee

it's all just a dream

iii still smell grass