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u saw- mosh came on to me, right? i knew he was gay! should've gona out with him, n vegas... sigh... the one that got away.... [screams to the sunset... "why, god, why! i love you, mosh!"... lights a melancholy, cigarette. dreams of large, hairy, naked...
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u saw- mosh came on to me, right? i knew he was gay!
should've gona out with him, n vegas... sigh... the one that got away....
[screams to the sunset...
"why, god, why! i love you, mosh!"... lights a melancholy, cigarette. dreams of large, hairy, naked men... and dry heaves.]
 
this is more common, than people imagine. g watches oc housebitches, or whatever and they eat their own... like there's a quota and spiff program for being the worst enemy and largest, kunta kente.
i saw and was a party to this, through my tour of wedlock, hell. i have since come to the conclusion, i wasn't a good friend, at all.
someone, was venting, today, about a common, friend. when people pull this shit, today, i typically pull them aside, or ask them to "save it", one way, or another.
i don't wanna hear this shyt. if a friend... is trashing their bff... imagine what must b said, when one is not in the room.
remember... try not to do, or say anything stipid, because when we r talkin about other folks... or they're the last person you'd want to find out: they always do... it always hurts em and we r the ones, who end up being the aholes.
if they're your friend and u disagree- tell em, or zip it n be their friend. don't f your peeps, or relatives, unless they're that hot and you're already married so u learn your lessons, quickly... is the lay, worth losing your friend?

anyway... it's text cause me & phones so it all came, too late and they need to see my eyes, when i ask them not to attempt to diminish their n my friends in my eyes cause it absolutely backfires... i don't get to say shit, but i wish my other friend, had a more... hmmm... supportive, bff. nobody's perfect. are they perfect for we? if ur gonna bitch, after they leave... it's not they, it's we. we're lucky to have anyone, willing to spend life with us and shame on us, for rippin em to shreds.
the friends of mine, who've been around since i was a kid... know i have done this to them and have forgiven me.

I'm so lucky, in my friends.
 
when she rises

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people
i believe i have proven
i have paid
attention
to storytellers

my entire life

i learned how to listen

to watch

people

study

human nature

responses

predictably

is 4+4

for me

i was crazying

on a lifetime friend

it occurred to me

what i was saying

some of the shit

I've said

here

people r just people

what wouldn't a human do

without fear

of a self imagined

collar

hell

what wouldn't

civilized

human beings

do to each other

when given the

opportunity

without fear

of repercussion

pardon me

mr president

pardon me

chappaquiddick

Nuremberg

colonel angus

boat

what wouldn't men of power

do

by nature

instinct

Caine and abel

Kennedy

it's just like watching a movie

schindlers

for us

we're used to it

it's human nature

we will let them do it

we will watch

i know how this story ends

people have been telling u.s.

these stories

our entire lives

y'all know how it ends

too

how many people

2500

did u need to calculate Louisiana to bother

125 out of 800

ain't 2wks

ain't 1% of 3% of 320mil

how many people

have ever quantified

anything

beyond their fingers and toes

500, 5000, 50000, 500000, 5000000

how much

if one has ever counted

say

money

gets ur attention

i get it

beyond 1000
2000
5000
10000
100000

so we really have no clue

but r impressed

when we hear

big figures

how many traincars

of lumber from

bc

do we use

to print our money on

in a single day

a year

a lifetime

sounds significant

if one had

1,000,000,000,000

how many bullets

how many rolls of toilet paper

could one buy

with one trillion dollars

are you watching

are you

listening

none

look over there

how many rail cars

none

money isn't printed on toilet paper

does it matter

made some of us

look

over

there

it's just human nature

an illusion

a distraction

never

never

lost a poker tournament

a high school dropout

but i survived

i

know

people

i am lucky in my friends

i have you four

plus four more

the stories end the same for us all

perspective

it's just someone else

telling their

side

of a story

that we dunno...

so... like a book...

like a movie...

we got to know people

you're reading this

you're still here

it's one story

told by us all

we don't have to hear

see

smell

touch

taste

or feel it

to know it goes on

to know how it ends

and yet

we'll watch

and wait

and admire his tricky

illusions

he just paid 30 pieces of silver

hush money

and he bought himself

another month of power

so we would watch

and let him do it

i know you four

because on a test

i asked one question

would we take something

if we didn't feel

what we were doing

was good

worth

more than

do you remember how y'all

answered that question

so if you were president

and you felt you were failing

felt you couldn't do it

with integrity

i already know your responses

you already know where I'm going

with that

because we've read it

seen it

been there

done that

we know people

how people are

and y'all still show your

underbellies

still

put your fath and trust

and have been burned by

devils

more times than trump can count

and you never kept track

forgiveness

to me

your round pegs

all four

you know I'm crazy

and you're all still here

i could be manipulating you all

mosh would send a fence

diesel would fix my anything

the ladies

never stopped holding my hand

never

rare

rare

all of you

tell me you don't know how the story ends

tell me you believe what our leaders are saying

i know i poke fun

as scifi 3k theater

because

it is parody

it is comedy

it

is

human nature

good night
 
trying to go to bed

not my call




when did i mention suicides

the market crash

people jumpin out of tall buildings

in a single bound

trump

what

one two

days ago

finally touches on it

common sense

heard the great depression stories

duh

must've come up

somewhere in the world

4+4

mortgage payments

think people who remember being bailed out

are going to pony up

people who didn't get bailed out

think they don't remember

think they'll pony up

sooo

when we go to cash an illusion

to buy the toilet paper

we're out of

first aid

defense contractors

think the banks

will pony up

didn't i mention the dow at 13

what do you believe

how will the month

that

story

end

George of the jungle

hits that tree

every time

we know

because we simply watch

knowing

and we will let him do it

kakakacrash

don't mind me

I'm crazy

it's just a story
 
think they don't know

have they not shown a history of

knowledge

hidden

swapped

for

opinions

lies

optimism

is that human nature

under the power of fear

could we even quantify

how many

died

for your our their

rights

gonna start googling?

does it matter

obviously not

we're going to panic

more

and we will hand them

those little devils

the keys to the kingdom

the intimate power

power over fear

it is the largest value i can imagine

one

the power of one

you

are

we

and he is about to steal

because we have been allowing it

and we will let him steal

priceless

one

democracy
 
takes my breath away

like flu

makes me pay attention
 
Hope & happiness is inside every individual... if they choose it
 
diesel was going about his business

doing nothing wrong

yes
got it big word
which one
democracy or the aforementioned

he stopped anyway

was stopped anyway

why

to both

quarantined

14 days

for going point a

to point z

whom are we kidding

united

what borders

free will

freedom

the right

to have rights

unalienable rights

diesel stopped

diesel was stopped

it's a free country

and

he told his news

and

we

watched

said

did

nothing

smoked

drank

breathed

isn't that something

it's done

it's done

it's already done

too little

too late

why

r

we

silent

human nature
 
i can't keep up

why a book in such an innocuous place

why would they let him

why

so people would pay attention

flu

just another number

a message in a strange place

why

takes our breath away

doesn't it

little red man

so people

would pay

attention

how many people have died

for democracy

free will

he wants me to say one

I'm freaked out

does

it

matter

does

one

matter

are we willing

to

bet

the

lives

of the people we love

how bout

just

one
 
I'm not ur guy

I'm not suicidal

trust me

i dunno wtf

he's talking about
 
how many times

has one said

used the term

rolling in the aisles

rolling

in the grave

would that not be

the dead

rising
 
the graffiti of our time

a message

in a bottle

strange

place

how would one send something

through time

to exist

through

time
 
he wants me to use a word i can't remember

ummm... parasites

no... blood... um... virus... ummm...

if i Google I'm fucked

diseases

p

shit

sorry

anyway

they evolve over time

ummm... pppp... i forget n
his point is something

something ummm

oh a message that evolves as humans do

ummm ummm ummm

shit nope... forgot

pathogens?
 
I'll take

things delivered in briefcases for 500

if we cannot carry it with us

it'll come to us

a message in a bottle

that'll take our breath away

so we pay attention

life

or

death

pay attention
 
kill it

sell it

use it

on each other

what won't we do

without gravity

balance

float away

pay attention

if it doesn't

kill us

first

human nature
 
so it survives

evolves

becomes something else

so

we

get

the message

cattapliia

may have something to share
 
what does that even fucking mean

listen

be quiet
 
ok but

the connection

Monsanto

bayer

something about bayer

pesticides

y did they come up

why do u give me pieces of puzzles

from decades earlier

why i would coincidentally

know little about little

and u bring this shit up

out of nowhere

all at once

when u know i forget stuff

what does Monsanto

and sued poison

child looks at a bottle of bears

why would u bring this shit up

out

of nowhere

and expect

me

oh fuck you

fuck you
 
no fucking way

no fucking way

no fucking way

if one does not grow a pesticide company's corn

one loses the ability to feed ones family

how does one patent

life

some connection

i can't keep up

ummm... nope... lost.

something

maybe Germany

yellow stars

grow and eat our pathogens

i don't fucking know

I'm lost

messages in minds books movies viruses

the graffiti of our time

i got back on track

but I'm still fucking lost

I'm so exhausted

imma try to sleep,

AGAIN!!!
 
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