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i think i... oh. i think i added notes n if this isn't it- forgot a new pic of um... notes i suspect actually matter.

 

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weird

tub stretch dirt outside call ltr

 

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feeding. can't do numbers, today. sorry.

 

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I've seen anxiety. i would prefer THAT. it's not THAT, but the overwhelming, sensational... i suspect, is parallel.

 

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i find being around a half deaf person who ignores the insanity, very calming and the things we do that occupy my mind- very calming. he's even more secluded than me. his view is unPARALLELed. i find it very calming and that i can take trail all the way without questionable gates, the whole way- very calming.

 

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ever read oh the places you'll go? remember the lyrics? plant a singular seed n my head and i like that book over and over and over n my head four conversations at once four diff people n imagine theid side before opening my mouth deciding what's a thought n what should n shount or even needs to b come out.

 

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live not like

 

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i fear migraines, more than hell.
religion, not faith, can be maddening.
maddening to people who try to live right.
maddening to people who didn't always make good choices.
maddening, to people who aren't bad.
maddening, to people, who are simply, human.
life provides balance.
even balance, can be human.

 

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the powers that b, obviously appreciate a dry sense of humor. i know i do.

 

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i a previous life, it would b entitled: ruled by guilt; owned by:SC (nod to mosh). um... today: #guilt

 

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guilt>MC2 = it cannot b out distanced by any motive.

 

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it's fortuitous, vocabulary: not genius.

 

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"for the nunz: drugs are the answers, god never game you"- 14yrs- 8th of shrooms. true story.

 

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duh... how long i been nutzo, now? this, is meditation! music, bath, stretching... dirt... bumpy stretching n music- scenery... I've been meditating. holy s. easier, from the outside, eh, fukrz?!
i need a success. will finish, or shoot carburetor, today.

 

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it's ok. it's not mine

 

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it's funny- um... diesel has actually been a party to the calming, with tunes

 

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o i gotchu, karma! now that i know a bigger piece, i can beat u, muthaf'a!

 

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knowledge is powa. powa ova FEAR.

 

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u really can fail 9999 times n just one lit, tunnel ending, can rock your world.

 

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the influences of my life:

my great great grandfather, was books.
my great grandfather's was war
my grandfather's was 2,
my father's was
mine, was movies.
my childrens' GOOG
my grandchildrens'... unlikely.
i know, but realism vs surrealism... it's not always going to be pretty. life's lil ironies... like my quite contrary...