Ahh, she wants kitchen remodel and bath:(
20+5 to 10. that ain't no lie. it was garden tub n wood berner, 2 x the house i could furnish, or pool in hell. i voted pool n toys. well... the kids r gone. half the toys r gone... and u ain't lyin. what we do ain't cheap n apparently, i just gave away most of it, when i checked the fridge (gave the other fridge to a vet who's broke. turns out, he's ltr's tenant. guy bought me a drink at the v, without ever knowing me and he, apparently, isn't in the habit of doin so. seen hoarders? it's a choice, but also a crazy, from my perspective. it was collecting dust n um guest beer n pot. he needed it more n my shyt that's freezer burning bread, now: is insured so... ).
um- but u know things aren't goin well. I'm gonna need to cash in n downsize. i don't do house stuff. it's become a mental thing, now. g feels she can't keep up... re- dusting blinds, today... i need to think: liquidity n mobility- with my possibility needing more education, g's possibly declining, more than anyone had hoped- we'll c... her sis in cali and aunt, half invested in cali- half az. i hear u go down for just a seed, in az... if i had to pick. fukn hate cali. rather live worrying about all things that kill, outside the doors n windows n just seal the f'er up, with lickdog... and no more shoveling snow n my life.
there is some horse town in az that appealed, for the price. mountain area... can't imagine it'd get much snow. ain't flagstaff. just cold enough n not to hot... more pines, i love... seclusion n big acreage i love. smaller, custom homes. cheap cheap. unfortunately, it's az and even further than her ailing relatives. not concerned with the momz. she does well for herself, stalking me around the western 7ish. think that's y she liked me horizontal, better, whether for needing assistance, groceries, or um... attention, for her? i miss the kidz 2, but independence means daddy did one thing right (at least, right ;P ). n then, as i felt atrophy, but pain, dissipating, perhaps she liked makin the trek, to n fro, nearly daily cause i asked her to come so I'd remain out of bed, testing my newly discovered, "limitations", when the rso/oil became a permeating, permanent, fixture.
u didn't ask a question, did u? shyt.
