livid. trying to b cool, not freak n b understanding that
EVERYONE has bad days
there's a reason i been isolating n avoiding family. enough bad news, to fill Fenway. tends to bum peeps out, around holidays so... piehole...
and that it may b equally difficult, for them to accept
been fighting serial interrupter, all night... momz...
a question was directed at me, without nounz, or elaboration.
an email, apparently, had the pith of the story.
momz was specifically informed of my crash avoidance n comms: same...
yet i was held accountable, for its contents.
Mme. interrupter, was as sure to interject, as she'd been, all day.
this was, "well covered ground"...
the byches, piped up. there came a pause...
i inquired as to whether they'd completed their dialogue, which accomplished, nothing...
i was informed, n condescended to, "you're being rude".
u fkn kiddin me? i was the one,... see above...
the question was, whether my gazillionaire, aunt, could b catered to, n have the responsibility n umm... stress of hiring labor and finding a truck, to move her vaca home... she also rode the back of my $50/sf, real estate, research and has... well, would've, had she taken my gratis time n advice n just put 30% down... doubled that in a yr, on top of seasonal, furnished rental, income, to boot. unfortunately, she paid cash and could've done better, investing in pot licenses, without ever opening a door... payin 10k, escrowing one fity, for 30 days, n sellin each, for 3 mil, minimum, 2 yrz, later, ea. i was a day trader, for a stretch... wasn't always, a tard. u can do significantly more, with 25k in skin n the game & banks, treatcha better, with 100k plus, in santa's murse. my aunt, has what she has, on the back of a hard working, man.
every time i do something nice, it's, "my ac was at 80, all month... did spare, hack the planet? u kiddin me? who bought n installed the nest? and when i broke shyt cause i tried to b handy... who paid the a/c guy to call me retarded? who smarted ur house u never use n then, "did spare leave my tv on, from his joint!?". i have better things to do, with my time, for a more appreciative, culture.
next question, "can u hire 3 non crackheads and don't u know anyone who's truck u can borrow?". I'm done... apparently, I'm rude. yeah, i wanna hang with u, when i don't have a grip on this, yet n ur such accommodating n pleasant, sympathetic, company.
she's trying to capitalize on the backs of these heroes, who are incapable of doing for themselves, whilst surviving off $800 a month, well below the poverty line... and I'm one of 6 pools i know of, in an 80mi radius n satan, lives next door. he did my roofing n pool cover...
look, I'm no socialist, but if u hung out with these people n saw who they truly are... u would feel a responsibility to... to... be of service.
not take from these people who, as children... our children... put their lives, in front of crosshairs n painted targets, for millions, they never knew and were unlikely, to meet. momz n auntie verity, can afford not to put ware, tare, dings n scratches, on a hero's, hoopty... they could buy, 10x over, conservatively. they never saw Cambodia, allegedly, though miss v has itinerary for nam, coming to a theater, near u...
yeah... I'd just assume they shoved a hundy in the sacked vfw's poppie jar, and walked away, in silence vs jack me, to exploit a community that deserves better than they received...
chalk it up to my last vegas, escapade, deplaning auntie, from mccarran n acquiescing to, "aren't you going to cover, OUR lisses, spare?". perhaps one shouldn't gamble with what they would not have... lost. judges? i ponied up and received a Corona, at the pink taco because i respect the family; especially, my late uncle... a veteran, no less...
i am livid and feel shamed, today. makes for an amusing, trek. will b back n the a.m. i hate cali.
i will try to make time, for the dailys. f... and to pick up the weinerdog, from saint momz. no... I've yet to hear the woman apologize... perhaps, ever... so don't hold your breath.
i wouldn't reward negative behavior, with ANY attention, much less, negative, attention. wouldn't afford the satisfaction. it's what she wants. she's not getting attention n it was disclosed: nothing, whatsoever, to do, with the momz.
nobody's perfect.
just human
I'm sure it's not easy to watch the decline, of southwestern, civilization, for her part. she probably just doesn't understand and probably just as disconcerting, for her. i can't watch my kids, suffer. i can't even watch my neighbor, suffer...
nobody's perfect
just human
hope y'all had a better day.
ain't crashed, yet
not for lack of chicken haulers n swift rookies, tryin.
watching... always, watching.
checked on the tire sitch... tried to take me for an extra hundy, per... no thanx. cali... go figure. had to wash my hands, after shaking, the "man's". i hope i got it all, off...despicable.
