current season

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and old friend sc didn't speak to over the holidays, or his 60th, for... a great man with a beautiful soul and family, to share it... his beautiful wife ummm lost 5ish family members, over that month. more, to follow. only one I'd not met, if memory serves. his whole family is stupid beautiful, inside out, countrwide and they all come... this man treats friends as family members; always has. when i told him about I MET A MAN... the thing that stuck with him was not Nathan's soul, but he knows my lovely g, naturally and the fact that she is so memorizing n lovely... and skank knows it... that the man could see her, from 75 miles and did what he did, for my lovely g.

so beautiful, even "a blOndE man"...

 

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and this, i felt, was good enough to share. STOP...
it's morbid.
put it away til morbid says

GO

"I'm so so so sorry, for all your recent hardships.
i believe in the same as you. you will be together, again and i don't feel, "those", view time, as a factor... i believe they'll feel they've just arrived and will be elated to see you there.

i wrote something, recently, to one of g's family members and it seemed to have meaning, when words go... unnoticed, while consumed with grief. some of it may be a 2 century old, burke, ripoff...:

i know you know how it feels, when you need to pay for a seemingly, emerging situation... don't have the money and every moment, under that duress, seems like an eternity.
can you count the number of times in your life, when you felt so?

i remember, when my heart, was in the hospital, losing a kidney, to cancer. it was the loneliest week, of my life.
i remember the maggots, crawling in a cancer site, losing my grandparents, to same.

i remember watching the o2 levels, like a clock, as the digits, passed, by the second. each second, felt like an eternity, of disturbing, solitude.

can you count those times?

love, can make a grain of sand, in an hourglass, feel like an eternity, but it, too, will pass and it's not a half empty glass, which remains, as it can be quantified... it's full of invisible, yet tangible, love and the eternal grains, collected, in your heart.

g an i love your entire being; entire household, with all our hearts. even those we have yet to meet... and we will meet them, through the same opening and grain, you do. you wouldn't have it, any other way... i know YOU.

you are missed, as is your family.

always with love,

g, sc, weinerdog and co."

 

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I MET A MAN

yesterday

while refuelling the batmobile

i could see him

even

before piehole

i SEE YOU (what movie)

union carpenter

works intrastate

for his hearts

his wife is ailing

worse so

his bff

you've lost, too

i will help this hearts

ask a person as if

your life

depends on

the shape of their heart (sting?)

even the biggest

and heavily guarded

giant

will submit

and

will show

YOU

their underbelly

 

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seek out someone as u would ur next orgasm... ladies... u, camels, eventually need to scratch an itch, as well...

are they limping like u

hunched

like u

hobbling

slinged

bandaged

smell like u

the grass

or camphor

go ahead

ask em

listen

iii contact

make digital penetration

try a handshake

if not a hug

a stranger

now listen as if ur heart stops

when they

STOP

is there anything u can do

edification does not require

fed legislation

nor does education

nor improvisation

scare u

return to your farmer

psuedo

secret of nymh

 

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because we r

and we are

ALL



human

diamonds r a cynical business

regardless of origin

faith



i hate reruns

cyclical cyclical cyclical

 

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asylum of

plagiarism

parody

and

paraphrase

so to speak

to parrot

macawslaw

scared letters

for the

sick and the dying

heroes

macALL


they live in your heart so long

you must will them to another scarlet
fine friend of downed n drycleaned, comforters

 

[1diesel1]

Those a/t all terrains suck balls

it's hard to tell w/o white light and gremlins, but um... so i took another example, with more obvious liming.
y'all know i run lein lean? um... and t2&4 have been flushing, 2wks-ish... um... as u can c, i don't get the um... umm... "anorexia", one sees the world over, nearing harvest and i dunno whether it's an aero thang, or what, but y'all know i flush the shyt out of em and they never look as they're supposed to, since goin aero... and ummm i dunno what to think, truly.

@... shyt! aqua's hydro and the last thing i need to b tuggin at his coattails, for... at this time.

@1diesel1 any thoughts? the end results r great. right stench. right effects... but i never get to c fall colors and i don't always have 800 fried tips n didn't always um... i forget... um... oh- no veg em and N surplus em. still don't see "fall"...

if the pics don't show it, only a diff tank, is makin song requests. that's the one u can really tell and i left as a sample so i wouldn't have to dig out white lights. i know what's up wit dat so ignore that.

ocd defol has always been a lil overboard, but never to this extreme. that's... hmmm... no, to minimal old growth... no mobil leaves to speak of... i never thought to differentiate... do/did... do sugar leaves ever go anorexic? like i said... ocd is typical, but when i was soil... i had fall and um... don't even remember whether the sugar retained its chlorophyll, to the end... ??? the kids were there... i would not have had the time to ocd to this extreme, or even close.
i can't recall any book, ever making the distinction, in this... ummm... context (literally)...

obviously, Mobile nute charts n they might actually answer that question, but uh... again, not exactly, in this context.

you want fall colors?
Drop your temps week 7 to 68f
Certain strains will naturally change with higher temps.

 

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how can cyclical and perpetuity and and infinitely
coexist

 

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Those a/t all terrains suck balls

you want fall colors?
Drop your temps week 7 to 68f
Certain strains will naturally change with higher temps.

the leaves, not the bud

u swap out the wranglers

don't make me go nuclear n start at ground zero

 

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if u could b any mineral

any metal

any stone

what

merchant of venice

test of mettleurgy

measure of man

clever malleability

 

[1diesel1]

if u could b any mineral

any metal

any stone

what

merchant of venice

test of mettleurgy

measure of man

clever malleability

Phosphorus

granite

stainless steel

 

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imagine

SINGLE CAB

5' driver

bench seat

weird about givin up
the controls

never heard a yes r no

always heard silence in hesitation

phase 2

6'3"

knees in dash
tonguetied to glass n ash

this

is not a

makita

this

is my answer

to a true test

and serious miles

"g
sacraficed the hoopty
u can bring dozer
NOW... (segue)
we gonna make it"

of course

[+20
felonious
mph]


Google's response:
"speed trap speed trap speed trap"
...
oops

beartracker 101? bueller?
i gave mine to someone who could afford the call of duty edition
it's in a better place
now

 

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burns, underwater? oh... magnesium
ignition on contract of h2o?
no... powdered ummm k?
hmmm... tell!

water and ice

ummm... cannabis oil still sticks to it

strategic

 

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ohhhhh... iii LIKE... your pick

what tunes, today, diesel?

video?

"never found as a free element, on earth"
intriguing

big time demands n responsibilities

if it were the measure of a man.
ATMOSPHERIC PRESSURE!!!

that really intrigues crazy me

 

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diesel's a meth cook in the off season

red...

 

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where did it say boo about violet n black

thought so... on the salt...

cubic, crystalline structure. cool. never seen that.

diagmagnetism... learn something new

every day, hopefully
ty d!
plus, we're all heads... "ummm ... what?"