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modlíme sa za vás: mimed, aquaman, beach, 710 &
you four

 
since when
are you
religious

iiii
I'm just lookin at stuff

hyde!
 
-quoth the raven
 

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caterpillars
here
and
there

caterpillars
every
where

i would not could not

anywhere

i like
kitty cats
and
side by side
can am





four
ewe
 
oh
the places
our Caterpillar
will go
 
when in rome

being the only driver
to bring a laptop
in the dessert
of lot lizards
and 150 rose
craigslist companions
amidst churchgoers
and married
child fathers

just like the child
carrying a dictionary
after school

just like an
awkward child
burying their
heads in hurricanes
and webster
to mitigate
the monsters

i suppose it was the trust i liked most
wasn't ordering girls off the
world wide web
for myself

just as one may
sit in a vfw
and spend
$100
on 3...
$4 drinks

and you four
sharing yourselves
your hearts
your dreams
good
or
bad

i suppose it's your trust
i enjoy most
exposing your
prayers for mothers
sisters and brother

i suppose it's your trust
i enjoy most
the hearts and
still good
souls
of you four

last two nights
i dreamt
of sharing with
you four

i suppose it's the trust
i like best

none of you
laugh at we
or deidra
naked

my poor
dear deidra

never
a money
grubbing
whore

not even for dope
not even to sparechange
a
money
grubbing
whore

not
ever
to me

i suppose
as we spooned
in our chonies

yes
i admired her
Balinese
thththaaa thong

not once
not ever

didi it occur
to this womanizer
which one do we fuck first

she saved my life
as best friends
so often do

i suppose it was
her trust i liked best

a drug addict
a criminal

when people are nice to we
and have no reason in the world
to be so
i know exactly
to the 6 pence
whom and what
i owe

not once
not ever

i suppose it's
the trust
i get off on

i suppose it's the trust
of you four

-my naked deidra
forever in my heart
in a dark
closet of secrets
secrets to die with
secrets to keep
shame on we, sirs
shame on the unconverted
womanizers
abusers
manipulators
divorcees
and humanz

i suppose it's the trust
i enjoy
most
times four
 
met plenty of royalty
in my life
running
and sleeping
in sandy
culverts
hiding from water
sewers
utility vaults

casey walters
was her name
intriguing pedigree
sister, blind
father
jetboat champion
royal blood
in a handshake
eye to iii

EVERYONE
wanted
to fuck casey
her father
was nice
to an addict and criminal
i know he could see it in my eyes

casey
was nice to me
casey
was my friend

it would never occur to me
to fuck casey
or Casey's
royal father

and we hid from
whomever we had to
in sewers and vaults

i suppose it was
her father's
blind sister's
and her
trust i wanted most
when reputation
preceded
these people were good to me
with no cause to be so

i suppose it's their hearts
so vulnerable
i
admired
most

you cannot hyde who
we are

i know a lie when i hear it
i know your tell
when you
herald it
out on life's
expwy

i suppose it's your
trust
i
admire
most
and the hearts
of 4...+4 more

WE
CANNOT AFFORD
BIGOTRY
I DO
NOT
CARE
HOW RICH WE THINK WE ARE
WE CANNOT AFFORD TO HURT
OUR WOMEN
CHILDREN
MEN
BOYS AND GIRLS

i don't care who we are
humans or not
it is not something
humanity
purchases
we

i did not say
i did not pay
just never
a craigslist
money
grubbing
whore

it is not always the eyes
of the person receiving
payment
behind a
"choice"
to trade in flesh
now we know
now
those who partake
those who violate
trust
morality
now
you
know
exactly what you owe
6pounds
6pence
in for a pence
in for a kilogram

i
was not
a good person

if one believes
this is altruism
it
is
not

i know what
and whome
i owe

and it will require
the rest of one's life
to make
the first
and last
installments

plus you four

i suppose it's your
trust
i
enjoy
best
 
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Dude, are you ok? 🤣

Honestly though, it's all a bit much isnt it? Would love to follow your diary, but most of it is pages and pages and pages and pages and pages and pages of unrelated, random, un-interesting weirdness 🤭

Sorry, but I do have to unwatched now lol. Woke up and checked notifications..... pages and pages and pages.... I'm sure there are many posts from others that got lost in there ☹

Good luck man! Call me back in if you need me!
 
whatever oil
was in that cap
obviously, it was in the cocktail I'd had
in the last week. never felt a buzz
slept like a baby
I'd figured if there was that much in it
it was leftovers from September; chasing
individual, symptoms, at that time
sometimes
even to this day
when we feel we have our shyt
together
life injects
bonus rounds
more than we need
never enough
how much do you want
let'z us
define
need
necessity
sleeping like a baby
hoping for a buzz
and yet
exactly what i
prayed for
category 5s
deafening
silence
focus

i needed to be hear
to
sea you four
plus four more

i am not looking
forward
i am not looking back
i needed focus

to finish making something
for someone else

i am a manipulative
calculating
money
grubbing
whore

and i am
paying with a debit card
my way into heaven
i already reside in
i am buying and paying for
hero hearts

i could not serve my country
drug addict
criminal

but give me the impossible
and i
will find
a way

back to you four

i needed to b here
neighbor bill
in my face
every day
life in a rearview mirror
I'm not looking back
my balance is due
i have so much more
to buy
to pay for
plus you for
i gotchur back
-dave

my idea of heaven

isn't
t
h
a
t

something

YOUR TURN

tell me a story

we are all
pianists
simply human
thank you
for this
d
a
n
c
e

i knew you four
would be here

-need
vs
want
 
that's just what one does

isn't that something

thank you

bigguy

one of four

y'all heard the man

always watching

ready

24/7 policy

always watching

that is what friends do

that

is community

always watching

i owe the bigdogg

and i never forget a kindness

that's not one single mean bone

that

is concern

all good

bigc

all good

4cubed
 
the iambic pentameter

somehow

calms

helps

focus

structure
 
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