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iambic pentameter

in a garden

4
upon four
flawless
candelabras
structure
foundation

my
-Larry
the roofer

 

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bc's
go figure
nice people
good people

the lack of umm umm
punctuation and um
um
capitalization
i c it too

how
a
child
might right

ever sean
freedom writers

when a Canadian
asks how one is doing
oft
hajis
nice
good
people

a Californian
i had never
experienced this

when a Californian
says
how ya doin

they r typically
rushing somewhere
in gridlock

pissed
o
f
f

translation
fuck
ewe

we don't even look at you
you
are not even there

but
fuck you
anyway
a taste of newark
in the air

a Canadian
sand nigger

will stop on the sidewalk
turn to address one
look one eye to iii

and wait for one's response

that
is
community

those people
genuinely care
they are willing to
STOP
for infinity
give
a stranger
criminal
racist
womanizer
addict

their time
their sand

those are our people
and we all
encompass
mankind
where we are
the places
we'll go
and
this
is
who we are and where iiii+4
come from
hopefully
where we're going
take nothing for granted

we
CANNOT AFFORD BIGOTRY
inhumanity
immorality
exploitation

always watching
your ability to leverage
is folly
inexistant
extinct
endangered species

welcome
turn off your alarms
make yourselves comfortable
disarm yourselves


leave your baggage with me

with 3 & 8 pound weights
i could use the exercise

do me a favor

tell me a story

ladies
feel free to disrobe
boys
lemme show you to the glory hole


-courtesy sniff

shoulda told em to take a deep breath
eh, ladies

still want em to disrobe
now

meh

maybe later
i have a headache

a few
mighta got by
human

even superman
has kryptonite

ahhhh

 

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it is my growth journal
my breadcrumbs
something
for someone else
i am tracking something

and thcfarmer
is my people
and this is where i come from

my idea of heaven

isn't that something

 

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people doing
for people
your money
is no good hear

my idea of heaven

 

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i am that good

my cocktails r THIS CLEAN

it's around neg 60

i am not religious
you have always known me ser
spiritual


honey
how much alcohol did u buy

whatever was right

we have alot of people to help
and you know that
and
we
gottalotta
pot

doesn't that raise red flags

baby
they know

i must go there for the ice
they know

people sea more than ya think
people saw someone
taking candy
from a stranger

nothing more

make em laugh
make em breakfast

they saw a
.79 cent snickers bar
and a funny
shy
guy
nothing more
people know what they see
when they sea it
people can be blinded
by your heart
your light

and they
were on
overload

 

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it's 0420
cop shocks
10 cartons of cigarettes
no miles to drive
134grams+that 2gr charas
oh yeah
I'm an oil man
and i arrived
put together
and ready to rock

-flowers in the attic
but you'd never know it
unless you shhok my hand
and saw what's behind
my iii

 

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quoth the raven

return to sender

 

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and aquaman's tds/ec,
is enroute
allegedly

i didn't forget
it just freaked me out

i forget the temp rating
of the glassware
oops

 

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well, it ain't broke so...
thought i read it
prolly in the q&a section

Borosilicate glass - Wikipedia

en.m.wikipedia.org

 

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borrowed time

hundreds of miles
deidra
drugs drugs drugs
met some fellas
brought my own
met another
10x10
of cigarette smoke
huffed gasoline fumes
bj's and
broken hearts
betrayal

-loppy
fractures and borrowed time

a decade later
shopping for second home
a house with a swingset
a child
money grubbing whore
hooch
and
a handful of miles
from borrowed time

 

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i figure around 18% thc... so cross fingers for 24gr
grade A
farm fresh
humid, in those egg houses

 

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maybe 1/4 of the mix, was 2 strains, allegedly, at 30ish%. we calculate, conservatively to minimize
disappointment

 

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look at the moon
are we all in the same place
same time

;D

many, cannot c the moon, at this moment
but it is there
obscurity
omnipresent

 

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alot less
redundant
when one only writes one.

i mean to shame no one
embarras no one

i hope they pop up their side
no matter
a very inspiring grower
u know i had to share
my side
of the tracks.
what an amazing person
i met a man

i just spent an hour
writing you
my battery died
it is forever
lost

one is worth
the life another lost
doing so

let us assume
you know my mind

and iii
will simply
continue

i dunno what i believe in
perhaps it's simply my crazy

i asked for prayers the other night
my crazy has been logged on my thread
since it began
rather
since i recognized it

i view things in different ways

one arrived a stranger
look how many strangers
came to one's aid
one doesn't even know these
people
look just how many
arrived on scene
with life saving training
to help a stranger
and one's money
is no good
here

they don't want
anything from you

fear and intimidation
fear of the unknown
misanthropy

you have exposed yourself
your heart

you inspire me

soooo beautiful
such a big heart

what color are your eyes

mine are blue

isn't that something


i was in the shower
i lose time
could've been seconds
could've been hours

felt like a few grains of sand
when one is holding the hand of a
loved one
watching o2 sensors
like the second hand
on a clock

an hourglass
filled with grains
of sand

one second
one grain

when we find ourselves in hard times
financial
for instance
each moment can feel like an eternity
a moment, a day, years
later
things change
life
provides balance

can you remember the number of times
you felt so

can you remember each love lost
their fingers
hands
the color of their eyes
the scent of death
the salty taste of each tear
did you hear them
what did those tears
sound like
do
you
remember

each change in oxygen level
each grain
each breath
each
tear

and after the financial
duress
the hardest day of your life
it felt
well then lucky you
the rest
is gravy

remember how many times

how about the loved ones
each grain of sand
an eternity
tic
toc
infinity
in a grain of sand

and while one may feel
they are forever
departed

not so
just somewhere else
you will
see them all
again

and as time has no value
anywhere but here
to your loved ones and you
it will feel as though you've just
entered your heaven
in unison

i asked for prayers
vulnerable
exposed
naked

however long i was reflecting water
it felt like minutes
and
iii

felt

something

on
my
life

i felt something

i
was
in tears

and i walked to my lovely g
laying in the darkness
redneck xmas lights
ambient
present

i laid next to her

i have never
lied
to my g

not
once

iiii
i
i
felt
she would think me a liar

i don't do
hooga booga

she
does

i did not feel
she would believe me

and i said

touch my face

i had to know

if she

could feel something

no

i said

honey
don't ask me any questions
we and your family
are going to an amazing place

i will believe
ANYTHING
you say to me
RIGHT
NOW

i thought by her body language
she
had
seen
or felt something

no

for days
i
told
no one
not
one

my family n friends r aware
of my crazy

what
do you think
would've happened to me
if i
had
said
ANYTHING

OH
MY
GOD

not one

you know
who would you tell, if you didn't know
you
were
crazy

what color
is that person's eyes

what does their breath smell like
how do their tears taste
when you kiss them

do
you think
they'd believe you
or
padded cell

i hated people
i
am
a shut in
my windows
my doors
lead
to all things that kill

i have lost my mind
my train of thought
i must away

one
thing
only

begin
each day
with intent

one thing
only

help a stranger
take nothing
expect nothing
in return

i promise you
you make a habit of it
your troubles
will
evaporate
and you
will be overcome
by realizing
you departed
with so much more than you brought
to the table
eventually, you'll stop counting

mind what one commits to
it can be overwhelming

know
when it's time
to ask for help

you have never failed
not
once

a life is a book
read it
back
to front

it can b lived
one time
one way
only

you have never failed

life provides balance

sometimes the trail we take, feels like
a questionable choice
it isn't
you never had one
really
all one's failures
links in a chain

if you came upon a stranger drowning
and it was beneath you
you couldn't reach
all you have
is
this
link chain
if not for the chain
the trail
your "choices"
how would you save them

you're not here by accident
it can't all be coincidence
i dunno what i believe
even that fella who stuck round
pegs
in round holes
wasn't left behind
i need to experience things for myself
to learn
i did not choose to b this way
i do not believe my parents would fault me for such

as a parent
i know
there is nothing
my kid could do
to want to
WATCH HIM FRY for an eternity; no matter how twisted

fear and intimidation
is a human "tool"
oft
abused

is it free will
or extortion
is extortion
free will
is intimidation n fear
free will

i believe in gods
couldn't say which
i just know i am human
just like we
and I'm on the trail i am
supposed to be
at all times

i view "footprints" differently
i feel they mean... alone, or carried
someone has been there before
and made it through

i would be deeply honored, if you'd paste your heart
on my page

a collaborative book
which tracks madness
growth
and breadcrumbs
no one
will have to pay for
to hopefully help
those who track
footprints

garden
bad day
you are welcome
never ask
not ever

leave your baggage
i need the physical therapy
and it's alot to carry

pay your life forward
check a box
help a stranger
you'll have the most amazing journey

i said a prayer for you

fat cones kill
but even we
living amongst all things that kill
may learn something
a fat cone skill

i wish you the very best in life
in your garden

i will
see you
again

did you
feel
anything

ask your significant other
to
kiss
your
tears
ask them
what they taste like

tell me a story
what color
are
their eyes

if one has ever felt an adrenaline rush
you know...
it
was like
that

my mind is a hurricane
i
had
peace
stillness
silencing of my winds

i
had
focus

there was nothing
just
focus

and it fealt like my heart condition can
fibrillation
fluttering
adenozine
244bpm
you're killin me
p s v t

and i knew

no
no

THAT
is gods
pickle tickling
my heart
adrenaline
focus
one
thing
only
32psi

i
felt
something

couldn't to this moment
tell you
what i believe in
but you're gonna b great
all
goin to an amazing place
life
provides balance

if yesterday was shyt

just imagine how great
tomorrow will b

i cannot thank
you
enough

for showing me

i
am
not
alone

 

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bath time
peeps r hurting
i still have chores
i need to realize
it ain't the isntapot
more people r hurting
it's bigger
fargin baches
stinking
batches
of reefer

i need to chill
the...
out

i need focus
today
winter is coming
home
too roost
time to pony up
winter is coming

nothing to where
noware
to hyde
not
any
more
longer
sometimes
it's just more

 

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that's right- a womanizer
karma
balancing the scales
and i only got 20+ lbs
fatter
ain't bush, diesel
sock
r something

who needs a spare!
talk nasty for the luv master
hindsight
is 20/20
makes me gag
every time
i don't think we should try that...
vsop, anyone?

yup... that
was me
probably oct 2018

i no longer look that way
thank u
mr Simpson
did it matter

let these disgusting images
inspire ewe four
an example of what not to do
opioids r poison
iii
was a scourge
a poison
noxious gas
toxic
a waste

no
more

do not wait
educate your friends and family
i welcome you
to share it
to whomever you feel
may benefit
multiple strain cocktails
people

I'm not perfect
i am fallible
we are human

@1diesel1

let's make sure these r ok, please

i can crop/whatever

 

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THE SITUATION

speed finishing t1, entirely. either it has pure seeds, or it doesn't. I'm over, straight sativas. used to b my fav. ain't here, for the buzzes, but who says one can't have a lil fun, while workin.

t3... sigh... the cbd glue tide x atf; unnamed... hopefully, seeded. not for certain, that's what i crossed with. will have to verify. i know ling ling is exactly, that. just flushing with tap ph'd... gonna cost me to redo, in 2 days, anyway. should solve the problem, with the cloner, backups.
I'll get crystal shotz. t3 is all over the place, finish wise... another oops. the boys were right: those pistals r done. my bad. the rest, r alive n well. gonna gimme great, lighting ootions. i really need the red, centered.

may not have room to start seeds. depends on what i do with the godfather og. I'm thinking to collodial n let em stay... burst...


ps- been usin the duo on slow cook.
i can tell it backs off
i have some homework to do...


the long term heat, is no bueno. below cannabinoid cookoffs n terps, however, long term degradation, is screwing me, with these 8+ hr bake timez


hanging, tomorrow...
if u don't c humidifier in notes all wk- ain't gonna b home, for 10-12 percent... no bueno

 

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tell me u zealot growers see this kinda efficiency, with ur clones... good lord!

 

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new faces
kill ur alerts
happy to help
but my thread is broken, with regard to grass.
u r welcome to post anything u like
nothing recist/sexist, etc.

i can't do triage, today. i NEED my head n the game. finishing midnight oil, anytime, now.

i saw some live pistals. it's froggy, bleached n more oopses than i can remember. it's time...

i think the problem, with the cooker, is that i had the steam valve, open... none of my other cookers, gas off, like the valve... it's fine. prolly y the long cook. if i jacked it: we'll know y...
again- cause to forget limits.
put to question: if one wanted to abuse the 2zip limits, at a clinic... one would have zero difficulty, in doin so.
they're anything, but compassionate, at $60+ a gram...
they're just government, subsidized, drug dealers. y is it ok, for someone, who could escrow 150k, for 30days and not those who care for, better grown bud, with zero, additves? how long did they go, without one lable/test, for infinite plants, of same strain? we know better than anybody, the numbers will vary even within, same plant...
sigh. imma lose my composure; nm.