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i can't make momz an accessory over the dry ice.
it must b me

 

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i don't c phil the copier, takin time off. he cares about his peeps. i will roll with iso... he may need some to keep his peeps feelin things r normal.
who else...
ms bell won't listen. daily trips to town... she's like 200.
car wash joe... i need... fuk i hate the phone.

 

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i used to hate booze
technically, started with zimas. i preferred drugs. then, beer bonging zima's, then, milwaukee's best... then n possibly the only idiot on the planet, to do so: beerbonged half zima, half milwaukee's, before sneaking under the fence, on the agricultural side/south-ish side of Pacific amphitheatre, to see sting.
stolis... more drugs... harp, at 19... mgd, bud... 18-19... i didn't have my first corona, until i was twenty one... at another live band party, at cadi man's parent's, in Huntington beach, California. it was summer. he barbeques, like no other and his mother, same bday as mine... whom I've agreed not to tease about being so hot at any age (breast cancer, survivor), makes the absolute best, or made, that night... honey mint carrots and these twice backed mashed potatoes, with cream cheese... better than EVERYTHING mashed potatoes... her recipe... yes... bartender... that was my very first experience, with corona. i had an awesome time and it still bothers me that my xxx, benefits from that night because she now has the recipes, too.
a very good memory, nevertheless.

 

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so one night... we're at some party on civic center drive, in santa ana... i know it was foggy... I'm sitting there... probably on something. probably drunk. there's a half pipe and i have my board... but there's this half full, lonely tapped keg, of m-best, just sittin there in silence; bothering no one... so i hug this lonely gift and ask for cadiman's keys so i can grab the beer bong. might've been 16ish.
so this pretty little thing and i start getting to know each other better and the next thing u know, caddi's laughin cause she's a nasty, old skank, like diesel and it's been sittin there, outside... since the last kegger, weeks ago. my bad
scene two
I'm on the half pipe... it's my first time on anything bigger than a quarter pipe and i cannot fail... so i keep slidin... rollin... trying, until my wrist is twice it's normal size.
this is ms13, central, only at that time, we just called em the Mexican mafia and some white, idiot .. said something stupid... to our Hispanic hosts. nobody, we came with... helicopter came... man, you'd b surprised, what skateboards can do to a car... a window... a person.
cannot afford bigotry... ask that guy.
so under a night sun, we made our escape and not a single Mexican was injured. not a single, respectful whitey, was injured and everyone, but one idiot and his panicked, girlfriend (untouched), had an amazing time. i still can't reach to other side of a halfpipe, to this day. them folks have guts n skillz! and hopefully, good medical.

 

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i know hep b can last 4 days, outside the body.
anyone have that stat for flu?

 

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it occurs- besides people stayin in and not reporting white x's... yellow starz...
news doesn't report areas, like mine because we have no tests; news confirmed... low population densities... low incomes... meaning
those, scripting the news with statistics
have no fucking idea the magnitude of the true foothold of the virus
hmmm
curious

 

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i think I'll wear my infamous, sparechange, tarp...aanother protective layer...
guys
u spit out the window
those r droplets
we could use that answer
n save me a car douching, or not...

 

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sneeze, ridin off to the sunset?
droplets outside the human body
contamination...

 

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"possibly aerosolized"... meand it lives longer than jizz on the sheets...

 

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i think if people in the know, really thought 1200 ("alot more than one thousand" -mr T), was going to b the end all, b all and purchase more than panic free, moments... the auto makers wouldn't b closing, nor would business which would benefit. common cents n foolish tons n tons yes... 200... SIGNIFICANT enough to purchase silent credit, i suppose, mr t.

 

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put $200 worth of groceries one is able to locate, these days and tell us, once more... how valuable u feel 200... 500... 1200, is.
-pissing in the wind
hit it, elton!

 

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when we think
nobody is lookin
where do we project
our droplets

 

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manifolding

i mean if EVERYONE in the room has same thing, or not... check valves...
instead of building individual ventilators... ever seen how they cool/hvac entire buildings? like spiders off main units... manifolded through the entire warehouse... skyscraper...
i had my designs on women... but y could this not b done. u have entire auto mfr's, lookin at retooling, anyway. reinvent the breathing wheel. clean rooms? anyone? airplanes? space ships? not similar?

 

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fyi- grow plugs in cloners- doable. too stalled... needed a change of scenery; venue.
i may not have the pretty, even canopy, garden, but the buds d lookin secksy!

the roots of the linglings, were intertwining, at up to 10, FEMA inches.
i want thicker stalks, before i snip em to clone, verify-ability.
um... um... one we lost from too long a pop. one, we gave up on, proving summer salts in plugs... ain't a bankable thang. 25% attrition, so far...
-infamous killer of seed

 

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it's taken care of

 

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I'm hoping those who do cross the border to do jobs "Americans won't do", get toilet paper, soap and healthcare, opportunities, since trump feels Americans are better than... sorry, i meant- doing better, than most countries. well... let us give ourselves the opportunity to prove it to our visiting friends n neighbors... help em, while they're here...

 

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livid
disappointed
let down

let me tell y'all a story
about a man i know
no doubt mhidhiddhidhiddenhidhidde
my attic
hydden friends
will make this
difficult

a story
a blind man
cents of vision
experimental surgery

kinda have a feeling
first
second and
third
person perspectives
may be askew

i scare away the riff raff
for this reason:
3 places in the world the people around me
i feel at home
comfortable
being whichever myself turns up
vfw/s
my guest bathroom
and here

i am not judged in any of these locations

 

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i went out in the world today

a pandemic
means this

(of a disease) prevalent over a whole country or the world

it means we're gonna get it. it's a matter of when

apparently, jews know what it means to live with one

they're all so scared... yet i: the sole soul, with gloves, a mask, a bandana and... only missing a yellow star

and the store director who's been good to us... knows me... what i do and whom for... looks at me... thrice:

one: why are you here

-sc
it's not for me
you know this
i wouldn't ask
if i didn't need it


truthfully, i wanted to say
well, i dunno... what do you typically provide and... got any coronas
it ain't like i was there for a few girls and the vip room

-gal
you shouldn't be here
(second look... she'd returned... probably from calling corporate)
go get it... yourself
(now, they're supposed to do it, but i use more precautions than their own peeps so i always go in, greet her and get the nod.)

i go and get spanked, en route, by some badge heavy, newly promoted mgr

 

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trying to chill n get this out...
anyway, ice must wait til exit. fine... g needs stuffs. and i see Corona!!!
i limited myself to 18, ONLY! but i got limes!!!

i was respectful... masked... gloved... kept my distance... brought my own alcohol wipes... everything i touched...
she swarms me in my last aisle

-gal
why are you here
you were supposed to leave
i don't even know y u came
thought you only needed the ice

-sc
i said i needed dry ice
i brought a case of isopropyl, for the families of your store peeps
y'all are good to me
u know i stock it, anyway
i know it's hard to get

-gal
get your ice and please leave


never, not even from the xxx
do i recall seeing such a look of sheer hatred and fear
i thought my yellow star might have been showing

to b continued
i need to chill