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still no paper products.
the government gonna buy that on the open market, too
nice

very few limit signs n still... milk... only by the half and one cannot freeze glass'd milk... not that i know of.
meds- wiped.
i got g flowers so when she bitched about whatever isn't good enough- I'd slap em down n walk. plus... flower families will starve so...yup.

yeah... I'm gettin resistance on the rest of the story.

chillin...

perhaps a corona?

 

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i revealed my condition to the checker

his phone wrang, moments, later... he turned off his red light...

-sc
she got to ya, huh
sorry i ruined the surprise

i stayed far
wiping what i touched

his family is well

thanked him for being good to me, as those who stood 12 FEMA feet behind, bent around shelves n racks to get a look at what a terrible, deadly, lying, felon, thief, manipulative, hungry person, looks like
just
like
we

hit it, random nina



so i tell people imma troll and waster of time
because they don't know us
and if they wanna stick around and find out- welcome to the party
otherwise- welcome to thcfarmer...

yup

I'm lost

 

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so a few yrs back

i took it to the box

i battled the man over all the medical gear and dope i was going to need, until my projected death. they said a mil... i sent letters, they were significantly, light. these r the people with more power than a single vote... they want to arbitrarily control the 5%/whatever they give ya, that won't be enough, say your doctors and common sense and then those holding your wallet, can still slap your wrist n say
NO

100k. that's what they arbitrarily gave the best driver they'd ever see... who could barely walk and spent most days in bed, minus smokes n grabbable food n the bathroom which included showering only, once a week. yup

 

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and when that money is gone... because crooked politicians were greased and 80s wcomp got outta hand... by greedy humans... it is the tax payer, who buys...
think i did what i was told? diesel? class?

 

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30k cash for the ghetto sled
35k the pool house
30k lawyers n son
30k maintaining 3 residences over son because i had made commitments
and 20some, outfitting the joint.

yes... i had savings and lump sum, leftovers (shorted 2.5yrs, there, too)

my brother taught me about integrity
over a pack of cigarettes
i live by that lesson, to date

 

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and the
next
year
on my back
i read
alot
i refused to wake up year 50 day 1... greeted by that much pain

the people i put my trust in

were digging my grave

and my g... in the sweetheart plot, right above, mine

i never said i couldn't learn

i chose to see the world

in an unusual way

 

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ej

 

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i had grown pot, intermittently, over the years, but this HAD to work; as nothing else was and i could see the opioid writing on the walls.
i read what was available... many times over. aeroponics was the zealot soil du jour and i needed to b fast... efficient... and quality, only, but skip as many corners, as possible and tech, was paying for ignorance as it so often, does... helping me skip the time it takes to finesse brix, mosh's flav o the day and anything else that truly takes time... cat.

 

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it was time

my money was invested, exactly as i needed it to be... and my property was doing what a blind man could see it would.

i learned with that money grubbing whore
NEVER
DIP INTO YOUR EQUITY

that gal... sigh... that investment was worth half a mil, off my hundred-ish, purchase, in a pga course, community, when Beaumont cali, thought to wake up. no lights. no big box stores. the right population, location and demographics... to explode... and thank u, fucked up tan lines n cheap beer drinkers...

 

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she said what y'all already heard
i left, but said it was time to sell... she stomped her feet, waved her fists and we all got to watch it sell for over 200 less. yess, i still made money. I'm still holding my breath, for her to pony up, on a couple things...

her family money
paid for bk
i knew who n what i owed and if i couldn't pay... i had it coming.
a decade, recovering my credit and it is stellar, to this day.

 

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1000, 2000... each item... costing more... we're into the house, now...
just
like
2003ish
3,000... but if i have that, i can do better... and not fuck up the house...
10,000... i stopped counting

 

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but I'm a numbers guy so i know roughly, when twenty came and went

but by this time

 

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a miracle had happened

Canadian rick Simpson

had helped me cure my pain

without ever having met me

and he never took a penny

not one cent

from me

 

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and then... my roof caved in

and a gaping hole appeared

and iii

met my own

larry the roofer

and i was gay for the kid

over

night

money meant nothing

he works himself off his feet

asking for nothing

from those who cannot do for themselves

another jimmy

another

rick

Simpson

at heart

another mosh

another diesel

another cat

another artist

another Irishman

a friend

and he showed me what heaven on earth

what humans

could really be like

 

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i have always wanted so badly to meet my father

and it struck me like lightning

I'd been working and drinking with he and dozer

for some time

i wanted to help people

to make for my part

the world a better place

one

square

mile

one soul

one person

one stranger

at a time

 

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it's not about credit

or worin off demerits...diesel...

it is a stain on me against my family

for all of time

it just is

but there's still time

there is always room for improvement

i believe that

and in months

a man can change his stars

 

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in a moment

a human

can change their stars