"who would you tell"
not just my life
everyone's life
reads like a
logical dot to dot
back to front
when we're living it left to right
it can seem
and feel
like the random chaos
of a terminator pinball game
in the multiball bonus
however
even asteroids
colliding
may be calculated
tracked
and understood
know what i comprehend
understand
i break everything i touch
without fail
which makes me
predictable
that son of a bitch
used to be extremely morbid
as y'all know
when was the last time
he talked about his will
right
not recently
and he's a sneaky
son of a bitch
and what did i just disclose
about financial matters
what is happening around the world
right fucking now
what is the death demographic
how old is ever single person
i care about
in my life
who i saw on a
day to day basis
in the last handful of months
including
my
mother
omfg
sigh...
and how do i refer to this town
it's 0406
i just woke up
i
am
very
upset
right now
y'all know,
yesterday, i spewed some truth to momz
mentioned our news won't say
because they dunno
because we have no tests
news confirmed
she said some trumpian zombie b.s.
about my choosing to live away from people
and this being a consequence
keep drinkin the koolaid, lady
keeep dringin the red koolaid.
book smart... not street smart...
we pay taxes
we count
are the tests sent to the new yorks and
LAs? cause they're not, here. is there a lottery, or percentage based distribution?
that would mean we got a handful.
how long did pence and his bitch wait
for their tests? ohhh... that's right...
some temporary people who are lined up for replacement (speaker of the house, if I'm not mistaken)... snap their fingers and tests, cigars and blue dresses, magically appear. stupid me.
a one square mile town has touched me. i have touched plenty of it. these people live real life horror movies, in their heads, at random... of course they have vices, self medicating, for the last half century. of course, 70%, have zz-top, lookalike,beard contests.
draw a line from my life, historically, to a bank... to a credit report... sigh. money is about to be no problem, for 10-20mil people... (bout an even keel with unemployment, sooner than later). and as we learned from that xxx of mine...
it's going to come at the cost of EVERYONE and everything- we hold most dear.
i am very upset, right now. i need to chill.
i know a tired lady, who is still running to town n back and the fucking club she volunteers at, is still open.
sigh
and ltr, said he was thinking to go to Walmart, sooner than later... an entity i have referred to as the devil, since becoming a teamster and reading through the lines of teamster and Democrat propaganda... Walmart, historically, has not treated people very well, in my opinion... sigh... omg... to me, it's as plain as day.
what would you do, if you saw a cat 5, approaching, with nowhere to hyde.
please pray for my people
and i mean those we love
EVERYONE
especially those over the age of 60
-unknown soldiers