couldn't sleep
flues leaf their mark. cost of doing business with big tobacco. i love the sounds of disdain when i cough my lady's consciousness, into the atmosphere. in one breath, without a word... any woman is able to Express to a boy, exactly how she feels. i wish i were that good. coffee seems to torch the lung, silent for a bit. earl grey, chai, fuk chamomile... but they can all do the same. so if u have the flu and it's carving its mark into ur final 30% (jimmy, lost some lung and my med professionals ain't done more than listen to my last 1%, until i agree to quit... we're at an impass; a metzican standoff, if u will... if i let him coddle my boyz n cough, once a year... ain't exactly in a hurry to b loved so well. my doc has boys, too... so while he'd get paid to take dirty 30, lung pics, and with the other cupped hand... turn my head and cough... ain't seen lung porn, since i was... meh... early 20s. why, when my insurance covers dirty pics, is routine maintenance, off the table? i thought big tobacco, paid for my future medical and cripple ramps in cali, at every corner, or am i mistaken.... no... it doesn't make alot of cents to take lung imagery of a lifetime, tobacco investor. my g's uncle smoked to his dying breath, with o2 tanksalot abound. my jimmy... smoked. with 30% lung left... i knew the rest of the story of how he went, without having to b in the room... & i can assure you... my jimmy went the same way, many of we do; alone.)
when his daughter called me and informed me he'd passed and here's the 5 step death touch for ya...
-daughter
(who's emal rots in the hundred some ondecks I'm freaked over, like a turnip pile n the summer solstice)
well... he wasn't in his chair, or on his knees... he was laying in a maggoty pool of blood, with massive headwound harry. mmmkay....
-sc
mmmmmkay
any bloody knees, or enbows, on the ginger sob? bruising?
sooo... he coughed himself out... didn't stop his fall... or go to jhis knees, soon enough... yup... dead.
cops aren't stupid. neither are med examiners. i have no doubt... his first dui, killed him, as a professional driver.
know y they couldn't give em my lunger, or... tuck in his spare elephant, hernia tree trunk? what does anesthesia do... your heart slows... your breathing slows... allegedly, they were concerned about puttin him under to carve my pumpkin because he was unlikely to wake up, if they did. it's too bad... perhaps if for Marlboro class action subsidized smokers, an annual lung xray were batteries included... perhaps they'd have scared him straight, soon enough to make the most important decision a 3rd grade child will ever make... to not begin, or quit- smoking...
I'll tell y'all a lil secret
-sc [whispering]
when a person starts coughing up n shitting blood who knows what it's likely to symbolize... think they'll share that with their medical professionals n family, or are you stupid, or something...
have a heart and two lungs
put an annual lunger porn insert, in a smoker's chart. yes... people are human... they will have their vices...
and a roof over their loved ones, means more than all the pretty colors of the rainbow, lung, rectum and chart.
it's just a hypothetical and a comprehension for human nature. seen it all, before: jimmy, g's uncle n many of u stubborn sob's. keep moving forward.
so i was comparing a couple cultural, contrasts... wondering how it might effect some folks, who don't live in any neighborhoods i have, til recently:
some cultures, don't have social security and actually respect their elders, with terms of endearment and the mark of respect, such as, "grandfather, sir"... and in many of these cultures, great grandmother, will snore and fart, under the same roof as that snoring, farting, 6 month old, great grandson... we are talking 10+ family members (groups of ten, or more, with more than a couple, over 60...), under one roof... one palm frond... etc.
i was just thinkin of those cultures and in terms of social distancing... besides firing the illegal help... whom don't file n will get no pension bonus, to remain home... California does a fine job, instilling social distortion... when doesn't the measure of a man in cali, include a tech loaded place of his own, in 2000+ sf, for one person...
yep... some cultures will lose multiple family members, under one roof.
probably somebody we know, dontcha think?
some of me is descended from 15 person roofs.
of course I'm half nascar, on my father's side, once removed; never touch the stuff, myself, but i know how to move to an infield rv, without breaking cover.
so when people say
we have the best healthcare in the world
for example
WHY THE FUCK ARE WE TAKING... FROM ANY OTHER COUNTRY...
kinda counterintuitive, if y'all ask me.
sounds like fear, intimidation, sexual harassment and a blue dress life spoiler for a married man, who could spare the $20, at any truck stop in the happiest land on earth.
if we truly believe we have the best medical in the world...
why are we taking medical supplies from "lesser", med prep'd cultures
which stinks of bullshit, to ewe?
both
greed... human nature... natural resources... for starters.
a plane of alleged med supplies from less than $20bj, from 12yr olds, philippines (another island of exploited children we turn a blind eye to cause we have bases, manufacturing and penile, opportunity)... carrying alleged medical supplies to the u.s... crashed n killed em all...
good thing we don't live off of women (no offense to the hard working women, the world over... y'all know how i was raised. y'all know I'd bang every one of ya, if i could. and if you men, have ever seen what an at home mother does for a living... hundred hour weeks, is a vacation to these people. i can't hold a kid in one arm, much less 2... and do all that shit. those bitches could hand me my butthole, any day of the week... no, sirs... I'll drink the koolaid, before i do at home mommymommymommy, impressions.), taking medical supplies from those less fortunate because if y'all were under the impression, "OHHH... WE MAKE EM, HERE... DER...", don't make me laugh... I'll cough myself out.
no wonder Russia... on a river... only has one dot... they're coughing up n shitting blood... and still... we take. typical, humans.
russia... china... people we exploit... children of the "Pi"... for our part... I'm sorry.
i hear Russia gets cold, this time of year... i seen a few movies. good thing
flu dies in the heat cause with our dirty Walmart secret... i know it was over 70°, the day it was reported to have happened... when is the running joke of Adam Corolla's cali temp of 72°... not true? most things, last longer... in the cold, do they not? i do not envy, or kasparov, neighbors.
would anyone want a neighbor, like u.s.?
why?
we're good at getting our friends laid and making them financially rich, selling out people?