DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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As I must meet with some people tomorrow

I will leave at 0800

G has already given me all the answers I need

I'll go through the motions anyway

We'll c

If it were her pain doc

She'd have told me it's happening n not risk being tardy

I didn't tell her dick

Same question as before

No clue the oz she haz, now

Just

She likes it

That wasn't my question 3x over

How much would u like boiled down 4x

She took whatever

I'm sure I never said one way, or another, whether she'd follow through

Tomorrow

Obviously

So momz

Yup

G

Putting her back into it

Ty

Was all I heard for today

Enlightenment only frustrates the beast

She won't go tomorrow to b the best proof possible

Y would I say dick

I'm not buying her

I asked a question

She answered days ago

I forwarded her answers to the peeps who asked

I can't imagine what her response might b

We all have choices

May b nothing

May b the most important interview of her life

I also invited ms paula

I did warn she'll get out only what she puts n and I'll b fine, regardless

Let us see what squirt does

Play the man master Ridley

Spin it

 

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No doubt she'll create a journal as requested

Just in case

I... bait her with truth n calm

Daily

Last couple

If she doesn't do it

Her responses to logic n reason

Will suffice for me as the journal she won't do

When requested

Tell another perspective to a woman...

You'll get her personal feelings journaled

3

I can't read her predictable responses any better

I did mention it

As well as y bother

Reverse psychology

I won't read er

She's text back plenty

I return as if I've read em

Doesn't occur to her

I'm on the sectional

Already wacked it

She won't b out

Even though I did point out

B good for hamies vs a candle they didn't get

Still no candle

Blanketed, same as earlier

It's just truths between the only two n the room

She really blew me up today

Got everything she wanted n more

Still

Unhappy

Doesn't matter whether her apologies were legit

I never held it against her

Whatever she chooses

I'll keep moving forward

I don't make preparations for positive news

Ie

I'm ready for any outcome

No matter the personal cost

She'll either succeed, or fail, on her own.

I'll b benign n remain on sofa

No forecasts

This time

It's all on her

I'll do my part

Regardless

No matter which door she chooses

She's part of a research team

Our texts will b posted somewhere

Eventually

 

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If u said u would attend

Knowing ur withdrawaling

And ur future depended on ur efforts

What would u do



If it was veterans u were joined at the hip with

Would u have second thoughts the night before

What if the pain doc scheduled in cali

At 0800

I know this one

Pick me

Pick me

So y should I note

Who may r may not b there

U make a commitment

U keep it

It's not on me

They all look alike

For me to do so

Manipulative n deck stacking

Not this time

She's her own person

 

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5 days since food stamps

She has her chicken fingers still

The corn I love

Prolly spoil with chicken

Still 2$ soups at home

Breakfast big in vegas

Nothing more

No offer for master swap

The guest mattress is new

Not broken n

She knows each night

Hamies risk torpor

No changes in behavior

She's planning an exit

I suspect

Otherwise

Y wait to shop

I bought 8 soups

Told er

I had food til Tuesday

I didn't lie

Just figured

More of the same

She changes

I won't have planned for it

Y would I

She's my fiance

 

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B nice to c her prove my concept

Addicts must choose

No matter the sound of the apology

None of my actions have deviated from plans

I'd love to c her make better choices


Do people who scheme to succeed require planz

Do people who scheme to manipulate

Think it makes any difference in who they r

 

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Y do we never c it coming

¿

 

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Her decision to leave crock pot water on 24/7

Approx 180$ mo

Logic n reason

I'm the only one who'll verify

 

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Her biz

I'll say nothing

Her decision

2.16x propane rate

 

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What difference would redundancy make

Her choice

My consequences

I will b blamed

I didn't have to sign in

To check n c

Heating through sleep

Wasteful

More wattage

More heat

Only

Where n when required

More watts

More expensive

Blankets?

Jackets?

Hamy free body heat

Not my questions to answer

I just pay

 

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I dreamt today's meetings in an atmosphere of Valhallan heroes
Went well

 

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If I forgot to mention

As ginger was ambitious in color coding

With a magic marker

N not simply

cultivar names n effects

We're very scientific in the way we go about our future in research

R we not

Now

I have zero clue

Which ltr was using, yesterday

I will assume if I did any indica minded batches

That's what ltr got

I logged his vitals, 3-4 times

His blood pressure was the lowest he'd seen

I mentioned this to him at least weeks ago

He takes a blood pressure medication

Which drives down his bp

So he was something like 108/74/83

After it kicked in

Originally, it was high

He was worried about where cyclops go for dates

I figure

It kicked, went low

Reminded him

I have concoctions that do it all

Said it was the second highest he'd ever been til he almost wiped out in the kitchen

Then I saw him flawlessly time the inability to walk

When he did fall

Thank god we got ms skippers old sofa in

Cause ltr fell into HIZ old sofa

As I left, in the foyer

Small favors...

Told em

Just one

If it were pure

He took 100mg

As opposed to the singular capsule

Told em

If he chooses to remain on it

Get dox on board n taper bp meds

Keep em in stock

If u feel like shyt n my stuff ain't helpin or is provoking bp issues

Stop using it n revert back to what obviously isn't working if ur at 143

If g were leaving before 9

She'd need to b up by now

I figure she's not going

Contrary to her adamant attitude the other day

It ain't prophecy

It ain't rocket science

See... if I give her a pep talk

I'll b speaking to the beast again

Being not so nice

Suggesting I stay gone all day

It ain't productive and were I maintaining a linear chart

We'll... I been to plenty o rehabs as a kid

This attitude... withdrawn... it needs that vertical precipitous decline

Bent 135 degrees to move off this...

Ticking explosive thing

For me to b chipper

While some who has faith in me

Shitz on everything I do

I went into a monotone mode

Like I hear n my head, when I write

Neither shitty nor beaming

A hair above indifference n below neutral

I'm a researcher

My bedside manner

Switching from logic n reason to butterflies n unicorns

Ain't my way

I'll try something different

Hard to.b shitty

Around butterflies n unicorns

Today

Let's b an example of what she's missing out on

Instead of confirming I'm a stone which won't b missed

Just need to try something different

Perhaps the floor tonight

This piece of shit sectional

Fux me up

Took larry the roofer's rhumatory arthritis and carpel tunnel painz

My man was slurring n shuffling

I should've taken riot down a notch

It didn't occur

A fart would've knocked em over

I'll c how he is

But there ya go

Ltr kept gettin expired poopoo...

Imma guess he'll tell me it was THE highest he'd ever been

When I call em

This shit is weak

Pussy

Larry the roofer

Is a tea totaller tourist!

Now I can drink AND stone his ass under the table

Pfft

Should've gone with a marine

I dunno what they're teaching these army guys

How to properly party

Gonna need a new procedure manual

I think I broke a soldier

That ain't good

 

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I guess the farm put on the email again

2 views per entry

Ain't worth their time

Tbch

I was hopin this's help some folkz help other folks

More of the same

People want budporn n calmag

Awesome

It's very defeating

People just don't fucking care

An entire site about getting high

2 views to share how to get higher

Cheaper

Awesome

Awesome

Well

U two r worth my time

 

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U gotta figure

If ur looking to retire at half the norm

N b psychotic n delusional every day

You've come to the right place

Obviously I'm lying and ur pot makes u psychotic on a moment to moment basis

U know

If the dead still toured

I wouldn't b giving blow jobs in the parking lot for a transportation n logistics job n financial backing

 

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25% my ass

 

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Soab!

I met with maine

He knows a chemist...

I was so focused on the every cultivar

In a yrs cocktail

And excited

I forgot about gingerz propane

The club got a new cattle guard

Wanna c it?@

 

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The moment a doctor sets a price


Someone suffering cannot afford

Who's harming that UNpatient?!

I call that

The first thing they've done

Post graduation

Harm those who cannot afford to b treated

What's a life go for these days

And your wife n daughter n baby grandson r cool with the price u gave for said service

Or suffer without

Awesome

Now... Go fuck yourself

I'm thinking pot has backup systems

Multiple terps that do similar shit

Someone pull up n post Terps chart

I believe I'm right

No time today and I'll forget

Like thc does the ecstasy effect

But a terp in amnesia I had

Does it better

Imma boil down tonight

I think it's amnesia

Pininene

Earthy with a vintage cure?

 

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If I had a nickel for every ditch rescue

FuknLL!

 

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Anyway

Kinda figure

As it spreads, naturally, or I get something off the ground

I've had so many cross tech ideas

N each day as I come up with another million dollar pot idea that ain't on a shelf

That I'll let em catch up

(Lord knows the vocabulary words of the brain r takin me longer n longer to look up as they come foreign

3 per sentence

I gotta look up n instantly fukn forget n have to look up

Again

And

Again

And

Again)

That I'd go into animals

Now

N see if I find anymore cool

Human crosstech

N finish my human

Cosolvents n small intestine delivery ideas

Everyone around me wants to invest heavily in new grow setups

Wolverine

U got family in maine?

Call me

I just feel like

Look fuckers

If u four pay my supplies

None of u has to grow dick

I can grow for all of us

With my current poopoo

Already paid for

Fuk

They're all gonna spend minimum 1k and hope for 24 lbs a year

Buy me a new light

N I'll bury u all in f1 poundage

This shit pisses me off

Redundancies

 

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Makes me want to lick it off

It matters what kinda bong u smoke out of

I need to c if I can steal the army rangerz and the worldz greatest pipe design (30$) n get out alive

I'd save sooo much weed

It affects my buzz

N even my favs

Invest in a hard hitting 2 footer

Old school

And use less grass

To kill pain

Know y

As ur coughing yourself unconscious

And ur chin starts gettin her off more than ur tongue

Vibrating wildly

That's endorphins

That's y

People like a lil rough trade

N jerkoffz hang themselves

Via hypoxia

N

Autoerotic asphyxia

 

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I know that's attrition via oil

But as I reflect

What if it's just bird shit

Don't get high

On ur own birdshytsupply

Just let it

Come to ewe

So to speak

It's not like it ain't falling out of the sky

In short supply

Buttuh

I'm no baby

And

I don't cry

Much

I'm just glad that cows don't fly

Or bullshit'd b for dinner

Ooarrr

Tomorrow's lunch

Drop the cbd

N bullshit could just as easily satisfy

N eez

Ur munchnlunchabunch