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DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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#1,161
Teddy took a turn

The last day I worked with him

It didn't make sense

To have another loved one suffer so

Even if I went for leaf

Even if teddy recovered again

As I said to his vet when I went to have teddy euthanized

The first of 2 times

Alone

As usual

He's old for the local breeder factory

Even if it's his back

At his age

Isn't it time

Won't it happen again

It's probably his back

When he recovered on lingling leaf

I got to watch what led up to his now 3

Paralyzed legs

Ginger demanded 2 weeks

Before I blast his cute sweet furry noodle

Wiggling in ur own shit

Is no way to die

With any luck he'll get wet tail n dehydrate to death

It's a story about a pot researcher

Who helped his love with cannabis

And watched as another had him die a death of one thousand blades to my heart

The last teddy on earth

My vet would simply shrug

N say no

Let's have a reenactment

Daily

Of the Spanish inquisition just like she n penny did

With neighbor bill

At this point

She sees the hundred as cali dope money

I'm going to spend it on pot to tailor myself for a bit

N then c how she feels about teddy's brain being blown out

So my vet

Fucked me twice
 
#1,162
And the third fucking

As I watched teddy claw to climb a common curve to his fav hangouts

I took the riser tubes off

Because the years of climbing curving his spine to his fav places, "the hubble... the big wheel..."...

It was like watching larry the roofer with a nail gun

And neighbor bill with a concussion

And y it would never occur to a vet to ask what led up

I got to watch teddy clawing n curving his spine backwards

For the very last time

Before he lost 75% mobility

N slowly died... xxxx weeks later

Hopefully

In my hands
 
#1,164
Teddy has always had 2-4 habitats

An open air park

And 20 gallon kiddie pool

He doesn't like open range grazing

One kind is called cage paralysis from too small a prison

This could b another kind of cage paralysis

Which hadn't occurred to my vet

To my knowledge

It doesn't exist yet
 
#1,165
Another two weeks is another pay day

I'll b able to celebrate with teddy

If he suffers that long

By having him euthanized I'm going to dig teddy's grave today

So she can look at it

From my perspective


Every day I suffer with my sweet sweet teddybear

The last teddybear

On earth
 
#1,166
She mentioned I took a pack of my cigarettes she opened

And a funny meme she sent

I mentioned last night

As she approaches the end of her supply

I could tell every time

She came up days short on script

Every month

She didn't have mine

She'd b not so nice

I started having her go alone over this

I mentioned it

Told er


I don't have to count your pills

To know ur nature

Rather than taper

Or use script as directed

Vitals n stroke range regardless

I know you'll take methadone and oxy

2/4 daily to the end of ur rope

And cold Turkey

Regardless of my recommendations

(As agreed to)

At least this time

You'll have something to jump off to

I didn't listen for her response

Probably something about a MEme
 
#1,167
Unfortunately

It'll b a poor example of a taper

She mentioned a week ago

(Phenom example of an addict intervention n we'll c whose will is stronger)

She would never stab me

(Didn't oj say something similar

Prior to his book
Civil case and numerous arrests n court appearances)

To hear a dv person apologize n then

Justify

Is good comedy

So when she mentioned takin a swing was only intended for xxx hit points

I thought

This is exactly y it's not premeditated

Long as she believes

Right

Because

Opioids broke our minds

She thinks just like an oh

But when those cortisols rise

Logic n reason go out the window

If it's my time

She can't change it

Even with a butcher knife

So we goin stick with the plan

Cause she's worth my time

N simply documented

One way

Or another

I figure

If I regulate her vitals

Proof of concept

My survival

Regardless

I will win

Either she quits

Loses everything to hit bottom

Or she kills me

Gets popped

N sobers n jail

Limiting options for a loved one

Addicts have to choose it

I've just limited her options

😁

Never enter a battle

Unless ur willing to go further than ur opponent
 
#1,168
So we'll c

With a "concentrate"

Just how stable we can make her cortisol level

Through cold turkey

She's two days nice

One morning airhead

She knows I'm spending the money

I said on me

I wouldn't

Or I'd not have asked momz

So

I will do oo
What I've asked of yoo oo

And purchase $80 shake

20$ dry ice
Flake on Larry's carb because I can

He knows the research is my only priority

In advance

And I will do a run of shake

Leaned with her favorite

Amnesia

And we'll just c whose will is stronger
 
#1,169
So

When she found out

I was going to tailor

"To myself"

She complained

Because she didn't listen

She's continuing to distract me

I asked for time to document

I was speaking on my knees

So I allowed her to interrupt at

I'm going to spend the hundred

She told

Said

I always give it away

I can't hold onto it

And more to the same effect

I waited til she finished attacking a

Phantom menace

And said

I know

Of the 180 moms delivered

That's ur smokes u were

complaining about my stealing

40 was fuel

I believe u went to Walmart

I can't eat yet- I'm paying for yesterday's lunch still and Larry the roofer took me out

For driving

U didn't want to go

See that hundred dollar end table heater

I use a blanket

40 is for a camp shower

I take cold showers now

And that internet card

Your clog purchase

Ur right

I was going to buy shake and prove my concept

To the class

U said u needed more options

I going to get them

U said u wanted me to do a run today

I'm going to

I have sandi on msngr on my other phone

Wasn't right showing up unannounced with 30min notice to a motherz home

My intricacies make it difficult to communicate

Oft for the best

So I must buy it

and chris was so happy with his pillow

I don't have the heart to ask

No

It's an opportunity to prove concept

Told er

Actually

U r correct

She didn't give this to me for me

Or it'd b 380 we're talking about

And I AM

going to give it away

Tooo

Yooo

Told ya

Itz ur hundred

U made a choice

Now

She has her two weeks

Assured

Less temptation

As it's difficult for me to muster the indifference

To kill another loved one

By my own hand

A bullet is faster

In slumber

Than a butcher's knife

N the back

Just my take

And in 10 days or less

I'll have

Another hundred

Just

4

Her
 
#1,170
She needs to pay her doctor

Like today

What the subject doesn't realize

Is momz quit

I have an overdraft because I forgot stuff

Even if I deposit so she could pay

I'd still b n the red

In that account
I have it in my below

I believe

Ain't even touching it to bother

Momz never checked
 
#1,171
Obviously

She never started her

Go find me

Or

Updated a journal of any type

She's still very comfortable


My shit is working

To a degree
 
#1,172
She asked me whether her cheak looks swollen
Obviously

Not in a logical or listening mood

I said

As u won't lick white poodles diarrhea

Yet

I cannot help u
To c whether it was amnesia which numbs the mouth

U would have to take it sublingually

And u choose not to

"Which clinic r u going to"

U have got to b kidding me

So I pointed out

It doesn't really matter what I think

U have insurance

"Not dental... u have antibiotics on hold for whenever"

Because I'm honest with my doctors

I do not require it

It's social security

Not prescribed to you

I just like to plan ahead and he knows

I see I'm annually

Til recently

Said she don't have dental

Right

So u go to the er for an emergency and they what

U won't go to the er

As we know

I had to build u a custom team

The dentist wouldn't work with me

And u can c your doctor

(Mine sees her free when requested)

For a legal antibiotic

But u wont
Pot has it already

But perhaps not when u smoke it

But by capsule

U want clean strong that means less chlorophyll

Less oral relief

She has food stamps

Y not use cloves

American sniperz wife recommended here

She knows already

Witch!

But she'll do nothing

And blame me

Yes

HER RIGHT

cheek

Is very swollen

Drinks a grip of coca cola

U should c what come does to a human tooth

No surgeon general's warning

Like cigarettes

Under the radar

It's an abscess tooth

Thank u

Lifetime of soda



One link I posted shows

They know pot makes better toothpaste than anything on the market

Most of u wouldn't have read it

So I coded it with

Fisherman's friend

So u could easily refer to it now

They know

But have us brush with coke anyway

Funny how that works


When I told her I'd documented

By inference

That she'd trip

Regardless

She said

Oh yeah

A real nostradamus

Told ya she's getting smarter

She doesn't know who discovered radium

When I told her what a romantic date this was becoming

Remember she put on nostradamus' biography I slept through

She obviously learned something

😁
 
#1,173
To mochaz mamma

And I miss u guys

The last stuff was ineffective

Today's trash from something ginger needs

Should b more effective

I met a horse rescue lady yesterday

Seeing Carl's jane at the swapmeat

Said return Friday to work with her

The last stuff

Just a superfood

I know what that does already so imma give her what's left of the last

I need to c improvement on bitchgoat

And test another theory

So I know I can arrest effects

And make YOU

something

Going forward

U never feel a buzz from

Anti inflammatory

Antibiotic

Analgesic locking ur vitals n stability

Away from stress

Pain

I'm testing this today

With American sniper

And if it works

You'll never b high

Relate to people who get ur blood up

Calmly

N not hurt at work

Wish me luck
 
#1,174
So hopefully

You'll live longer

In theory

I told u

I would make my heroes immortal if I could

U volunteer for veterans

Stand in a bread line

U r my hero

Today's inspiration
 
#1,175
The plan

Ltr emergency yet not

Script for his eye

Off the hook for his carb fix today

Our shit has aligned

Shake dry ice to

G knows the heater she chose 100and she's keeping it

Her money

Given

A Choice

Chosing not to return it for enough

For teddy

Her doc payment

Pot to tailor me

Which

Consequently

It occurs

Amnesia

Multi

It'll b

Tailored to both

Enlightenment

G

U have medical insurance

Also a patient of my gp

When u wish

He knows ur detoxing

Call either doc

Ur covered

But

U won't

U have the power to help yourself

Goin out to Walgreens anyway

You'll do nothing

Blame me

It'll get worse
 
#1,176
Return to ltrz

Grab cbd

Do run

C American sniper tomorrow

At 240

Won't make a difference if cbd kills buzz today
 
#1,177
Laughlin clinic

Know sandi's address

Will claim nv metric n c if they'll listen

Dropping 100lbs mid forties in a yr and keeping it off

Isn't the standard


And with zero effort to lose weight



With before n afterz
 
#1,178
Pointed out the obvious again

No call to either gp by g

When she's informed I'm good to a viable Walgreens

When she gets a fever n dies from what is it

Septic shock. Name for

I mentioned it

Her financial concerns will fade
It'll cost more n gas to take her to the er

Doctor

Or pharmacy

I'll actually have yo

"Give more away "

I dunno y she bothered to use it against me

To begin with

All her choices

Causing me to dig deeper

N hope

Momz sells


Or stops bitching

N doing nothing
 
#1,180
It wouldn't kill u to b proactive

Call Laughlin dispensary

N tell em

Sc's comin

Perhaps they should listen

So I don't have to lie about my address

To help

Ewe
 
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