DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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Learning how to use

A gift I never had before

It's stem cell regen possibly new growth and repair

Sooo

Now that I have a grip

Schizophrenia

I can walk from any subject

Mid sentence

And only u get lost

Multitasking

Those who comprehend me

Evolved

My pov

Multiple personality disorder

Things I hate doing or fear doing

Another me does

Construction

The ladders r trauma

To me

I don't remember much

My body and mind

Not tired from however many hrs

Later... club... shy... trauma...

Later... writer

Shy...

Trauma

Don't want to remember

My charity

Another guy

No protein n bread line

Trauma

So if u had 3-4 shifts a day

And alphas live longer to have multiple partners cause secure women have fewer itches to scratch

Savants...

So... if u could forgive and forget and known well intended

Without current social stigmas

Consider

Add immunities n disease n sickness shields n curative

Cure

Atives

Not symptom easing

Anticipating

Shielding

Limitless

Lucy

Is

What

It does

So far
 
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Is that possibly

How humans were intended to live

C animal kingdom

Alex predator

Human

Alex predator

Gingers single handed intervention

130+ hrs

8 of intermittent sleep

Written in real time

I was off

Far as butcher knives go

And my responses

Action wise

Ability to articulate

That little sleep

Top of my game

My mind

Documented

A lil shitty as I recall

But absolutely

Had my witts about me

And the ability to dominate the situation

Once the sharp tac was diffused
 
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Typically

72hrs awake when focused

No problemo

I can choose when to sleep r wake

Rarely

Is more than 4 hrs

Required or desirable

Sometimes

I require a day to crash n simply chill

Those days

10hrs of 24; intermittent
 
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Larry the roofer

Asked me yesterday

With the alimony and house equalization

Y did I let the x take it

1. I require no man

Or woman

To live off

2. Unless ur willing to die for it

Nothing is worth fighting over

The number n cost of my lawyers

Her family has money

They were and are

Angry

I know

Cause I recently apologized for it

Text email

1 call

Last night

She won't speak to me

I asked her to invest in it

And regardless

To let me upgrade my family

Your interpretation

Her family

...they would rather have spent their entire fortune

Taking everything

My entire pension too

I wasn't willing to watch more lawyers

Take our sons legacy

So

I gave up the court battles
 
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"They"

Taught me I could recover

From negative 5 to 6 digs

They taught me

What's important

You
 
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They taught me how

To walk away from money

In training our entire lives

For each moment

Clearly
 
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In most people's eyes

She's a ten

In mine

And this is objective

Not punitive

What she cannot get passed

My son will likely die in 30 yrs

Finance

Heart attack

Based on his profile

By 50ish

Hedge

Stock picker

May not even survive the loss of this double dip depression and war, approaching

He doesn't touch drugs

Including cannabis

It would take his mother's line

To convince him

His cost to upgrade

6figs

A lesson

What he values most is erroneous

And will one day b taken from him

I pray he survives it

I mentioned it to my lil stock picker

Who was taught better

Just not about values

A father's responsibility

I pray he'll forgive me

When he finds out

Nobody's perfect
 
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I just wanted to apologize for not knowing how to b a better man when I had an opportunity to teach you

I did things I'm not proud of.

Anything u can imagine a human is capable of. I'm human. Y anyone would think humans are different from movies n books n presidents n billionaires... is beyond me. I wasn't perfect. I was perfect as I was. I just didn't know it.

If you'll forgive my poor example

What we value most
May be taken from us

We need to be willing to die for what we value most

Not kill

Not injure

Or it may be taken from us and
Likely will

When we are able to give what others would take

Makes us stronger

When we realize how powerful that is

Your vitals will swing with the markets

Life influences

Expanding n contracting through your life

You

Are the most important things in my life

A person

And ur money never mattered to me

People do

You don't have to b high

It balan...

I could put u to sleep telling u what wouldn't interest u

U fan lemme try n tailor something for u that won't make u high when I get it right

U could b 100 with the body of a 21ish yr old

If it works right

I can separate n stabilize the vitals

It's a theory the skin n hair would jive

They found 2 receptors

Doesn't mean there aren't more

Or that we know what everything does

Cause we don't

I know why we sigh
I know the why of tourette's n how to treat it

And many other things that'd b a rocket scientist making a presentation to both of us
Jibberish

I documented everything

Even helpin Parkinson's now

Doesn't matter

I know ur antipot

Are you anti aspirin

Anti supplement

It's just the passage of time and ignorance

That make the perception of a nigger lynched
And cannabis a drug

If u r tailored and told the how or trust me to know for u

U don't have to b high

U never had to feel fear or anxiety as a child

And hardcode your life, based on them

I don't need anything from u

I'm whole on my own

But I sure would like to c u live as long as is
 
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Here's y men cheat

It's in their nature

Mormons recognize a piece and exploit it to their ends

They're vitals rise

Trying to extend life while their seed is healthiest

We drop logic n reason for perspective

And the individual feels badly if they're sheep

Otherwise

The go against their nature n still

Drive vitals up

Cortisol and adrenaline kick

So... they die sooner


If u could lock the vitals in stable range

The cortisol doesn't reach unhealthy levels

We drop the emotional triggers

We relate to each other in a different way

Than our hard coding may have influenced us

Make better choices

I can tell u how to accelerate ur mind b smarter
Require less sleep

The ability to confirm shit ended round the time Lucy n limitless came out

It's defragmented my mind

Don't hold grudges

Don't sweat enemies

Nada

It's a balance

😁



U know where I live

We just kinda know

I can't afford to come to u

And it's not worth the expense of my travel to u... to u... cause I already asked

Sooo

U know where I live

Would love to teach u some cool shit

N how to get everything u want
At all times
 
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That was my last comms to him

I'd asked him for a thou

To get samples to mosh

He doesn't approve of what I do

Non issue

He didn't respond

Believe me

He can afford it

Seed money

From my circumstances remaining stagnant or further diminishing
 
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I will tangent on the cursing

The system wasn't designed for me

The god dam automated

Someone please get me a live person

To call me

New invention

My algorithm

Is designed

Turns out

For ai learning

928 352 7113

Have em call me

The fuzz

No clue

He lied

Figured

This dispatcher didn't try to bust me

Just offed me
 
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Fantastic

Ltr has an appointment at the va
I'm calling paula billionaire from his caller I'd

No more time to dick with this

Great

Fucking great

God forbid ginger do shit
 
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I give up calling

Anyone with an appropriate college contact

Please have that individual call me

Lemme know it's comin

Here
 
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I know what u did

You piece of shit

Ed Rosenthal

You fucking sold out your friends

You

Are

A money grubbing whore
 
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Farm

Call rob

Share

Tell him

Sue...

Partner with the sites

Back me

10hr

The crew same

Education

Entire line of crew
 
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