DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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I never understood how a child could receive anything other than an A

On an art project, creative writing... a final... of any subject... if a child's mind isn't designed to work that way

Y make em feel badly about it

When they try so hard not to disappoint their elders

If a kid is missing an assignment

Late

Didn't do it

Did a "bad job"...

They're telling u

Their minds don't work that way, yet

Now they have detention

Beatings

Repercussions

For being resourceful enough to avoid

YOU

PARENTS

TEACHERS

DEANZ N PRINCIPALS

what r we doing to a childz self esteem

With an f in any subject

Their minds were not designed for

At that age

If we force feed poison

Anyone vulnerable to it

Will die

Obviously

Tell a kid they're bad

They'll learn well

How good r u at physics
Chemistry
Child development

Human sexuality

Philosophy

Spirituality

R u a terrible person because u do not excell at everything

Should u b d-graded for it?

Beaten?

From your home?

Incarcerated?

It's just art

Science

Math

Are u good at it

Are we hippocrates

¿

 

[SPARECHANGE]

So because girls mature faster

Have a tendency to do better here n there

While boys do better here n there

Should we make em feel bad about it

Offset schooling based on

Teach trades to non book smart

Rather than chase em with sticks til they're mentally ready to learn by reading

Ur not a doctor judge or president

Should I beat u or give u an f because u didn't excel at those things

But you'll do it to a kid

Awesome

 

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-sc
How u feeling

...

-sc
Which was that
Ur overlapping
Taking another before the previous takes effect because ur not taking stomach contents into account
Ur dumbing this down
Fast tracking that
Making this not last as long n that last longer
I hear it in ur voice c it in ur posture
...
Night version?
Which was it

-my lovely g
I've only taken the one syringe and I labelled it

-sc
Uh huh
...
And which one of those 5ish unique batches
Did u label
How so
And
Which cultivars at what temp n how many milligrams did u take
Both... times... while I slept...
If u require pain relief
I'm happy to go down on u right now
For those endorphins

She returned to bed

And I feel dumber for the exchange

I'm still so high from yesterday

My phone appears bent in half

And I still can't fucking see straight

Note

Cigarettes r being spaced still

Happy hour brings welbutrin effects at 370° finish

Don't talk to me

I was staring at nipples that could pot out the green bean giants eyes

Both

When I was pulling the cco, while reading temps n staring at boobs

Doods

I'm just a man

Too

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Common fucking sense!

Million dollar pot processing gear is built with backup systems so we do fuck it up

When we're staring at ur boobz

 

[SPARECHANGE]

That's y the industry is a year behind

They're all assholes

So no hot chicken with a flawless rack

Will work with them

So they don't muck up their poopoo

Which is what it takes

To c the future

If u want to play with the boobage

 

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As we cannot expect the subject to b any but themselves

She and I r predictable

So I stored the cultivars and effects of each, here... in your minds... and whenever someone smart enough over pays uz

I'll point to you

So to speak

N say

I stored the labels here

Go fucking fetch

It slows me down

Hire someone with the lil sparechange

I try only to go forwards

Never back

To what cannot b changed

Hence the labels

Nevermore

 

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her current, "observation"/complaint

is this shit is too sleepy

while I held back individual cultivars for goldilocks' clearly unforeseeable needs...

she's forgetting this is her sleepier mix

because she, "Observed"/cunted the others were a touch

speedy

which I can also reenact/mimic, only better... with cco

on your seventh day conscious on crystal
when the helicopters r present

just for u

would u prefer to feel that on day 1, or 9... I'll choose for u... when I send u spiraling into a heart attack with less than an oz

documented

or protect u from one

also documented

hence the nitroglycerin

documented

vitals n all... in real time

fuck the money

stick it to the man

she already has speedy poopoo

on her palate

she just doesn't remember

she doesn't have to

I had u do it for us

 

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@Moshmen

I know ur not into it so I would save u the phone call

u don't need to employ me

daddy warbucks

my mind can neither b bought nor sold n u know that's where my real value lies

there's roughly 13 inventions above n how to

go tell ur buddies n make ur millions, kiddo, it will only slow me down to collect the pocket change from the billions above

u wanted 25% proof to invest 2 months ago

will one percent do, mosh?

well then there ya go

100% real

just a lil behind...

this entry...

by a fucking year...

25%...?

no... but I proved the other 99 percents

obviously

it's disappointing

how many people died of opioids yesterday

round 128

& the year leading into...

bout 50k...

how many from blood pressure issues

migraine

suicide

cigarettes

u know me n the lovely g quit smoking on my poopoo

yup

opioids

cigarettes

weight loss

obviously I'm missing something

o yes

financial backing

no matter

the info is already available

so then it's just people with the money n power

killing our loved ones

daily

by the thousands

 

[SPARECHANGE]

c because it would never occur to momz that when she ratted me out

n these books spread across emails texts n multiple peer sites

as no author in the world hall drawn families into danger

the grower readers putting their families at risk to, "Assist", the author

momz history of falsely accusing a child she was responsible for beating from my home without notice, nor supervision

the year I served as an adult for the theft of family bullion

n gun salez

was a false accusation

shit she was responsible for

I paid more in child support

and had a cop not been cool with all of these things

I would not have told er

perhaps u should consult an attorney

y would I need to

I feel guilty about nothing



I'm simply flawed

built this way

a criminal at heart

resourceful

and

human

c
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tok
w
o

 

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we all c ourselves as good people

because we r

just feeding our families

we do it to ourselves

we're just too retarded

to notice

 

[SPARECHANGE]

addict behavior because my mind didn't know the difference

taking money made centz

to survive

so saidith

my brain

 

[SPARECHANGE]

from your perspective

the addict behavior of a child

in retrospect

a resourceful kid

beaten from his home

by an absentee cop parent

took less than child support to survive

guiltfully reported by momz as an adult, long after the crime, working in a sandwich shop... removed from gainful employment and incarcerated by the man

on the word of a human parent n cop

cool with child abuse

molesters n stalkers

there is nothing to forgive

y would u

need to

a cop was simply doing their job

to the best of her abilities

 

[SPARECHANGE]

from your perspective

the addict behavior of a child

in retrospect

a resourceful kid

beaten from his home

by an absentee cop parent

took less than child support to survive

guiltfully reported by momz as an adult, long after the crime, working in a sandwich shop... removed from gainful employment and incarcerated by the man

on the word of a human parent n cop

cool with child abuse

molesters n stalkers

there is nothing to forgive

y would u

need to

a cop was simply doing their job

to the best of her ability

 

[juggernaut]

Can your dr put you on something different that is easier to come off of?

 

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so anyway

the other night at the club

one of my rn's, whose muscles turn to bone
whose oweez don't hurt anymore

who owns property en route to grand canyon skywalk

hwy frontage, triple zoned for housing biz n ag... apparently... where no property is for sale n the worst time to buy

was present

she helped the suicidal wheelchair Guinea pig I would not have chosen

momz said she had faith

when she started my conservatorship

she turned me in

I rided myself of anything but possession charges

wheelchair pain insomnia high bp guy was suicidal before

he loved slept n laughed at each batches nuances

now he's out

i only have enough for ginger and i in the short term

took more than 6 mature plants...

what moms has said to me through her actions n human lies

is

this man I've never met

isn't worth one second of her time

one penny from the ground

I disagree

 

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Can your dr put you on something different that is easier to come off of?

I've been off opioids one yr sept first 2019. they have step down poopoo... as the pain guy can tell u

when u mix pot

the dea gets shitty

neither the Twain shall meet

80% tax

vs 0%

what would u do

if u were feeding your family...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

if u can find a pain doc

who tests quarterly

u have two months n between

to find what works for u

 

[SPARECHANGE]

they're hard to come by

truly

it's a leap of faith

buy two at ur fav clinic

the second after pain doc randoms u

try it

2/10ml

just the one day

will give u an idea of whether to try again

u won't piss dirty

28 days out

if u do not use, typically

these compounds r already in our bodies

only to a lesser degree

 

[SPARECHANGE]

have a friend who partakes intermittently

prove this out to u

with an otc drug test

what's pain relief worth...

 

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if u smoke

buy the shake stirred real good

if u grow

we know

we don't jones our vaults

but if we ever were to

the collective crystals

at the bottoms after years of cultivars

would b the strongest shit in our house

smoke a 12 cultivar bowl

if u can survive it

after the 2hr psychosis

tell me u don't have 20hr pain relief

reliably