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And their angelic voices pierce dimension
As well as time travel
As well as time travel
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Kratom kratom kratom. I got off heroin by taking kratom and working the program of course but I truely think kratom saved my life. But don't buy it from a gas station or smoke shop, it's of low quality and extrreamly overpriced. Buy it online.hello, I am sparechange. this is my girl, ginger.
we have both been on legit pain management opioids, for a decade.
I believe I know cannabis oil as well as anyone and if you know something, I'd like to share ideas with you.
she's withdrawaling from a 405ish mg equivalent, on methadone. it is, in my opinion, the most difficult opioid beast, to battle.
we are journaling our research, in hopes to help someone else.
much of our interaction will bore you to death.i never know when something minuscule, today, will b of profound value to me, tomorrow so bear with, please. I am acutely shy so please don't be disappointed, when I don't respond.
I have various theories n ideas. I welcome u to become a part of this and if we connect without me freaking out, I'll try to walk u through tailoring yourself, with a handful of cultivars.
I find that cannabis works on a triple beam type scale. temperatures time pressure
form of intake and the bodies filtration systems, matter. as I say it and am aware various temps do different things for us... I could b exploiting temps at time of intake, as well.
anyway, she's bypassing withdrawals. originally went cold Turkey. her doc hooked her up, again, making my part, more challenging.
she is volatile, but being aware of it n separating the beast from the individual, is important. it's not personal. it's methadone. it's opioids.
I'm just over a year, opioid free. I'm down about 90lbs n kept it off. I lost at roughly 1.5 lbs, per day.
she's flown 60 lbs and I have learned to separate cage and stabilize her vitals through and from her pain, regardless of level.
we can do better than opioids. ginger will show you. I will catalog her progress. if she can kick for good... I will make her my wife in one year.
opioids, over long term legitimate use, will cause just as much damage as an illegitimate user, over long periods of time... if not more... because my pain doc and insurance gave me exponentially more than I could've afforded without becoming a street walker, or pornstar.
I believe cannabis helped me to repair the schizophrenia, delusional n psychotic symptoms, opioids gifted to me..., only better.
consider: you have a 140 IQ... opioids drop you 30 IQ points, said a pain doc, when I once asked him...
so for ten years, I had to learn to adapt and live with only 110ish intelligence.
what happens, when we lose the use of a limb... we adapt... so long term opioid users, learn to operate, dumb as the average joe...
eventually, rising back to the original 140; using other areas of the brain, to adapt and compensate... so when they get off opioids, they get that 30 point boost... taking 140, to 170... plus the bonus for knowing how to more efficiently adapt. hence, a 140 IQ, over long term opioid use, becomes more intelligent than average, overnight, with around a 25% boost in intelligence.
makes me wonder if we could do this with ur average schizophrenic, or brain damaged, individual
anyway, I'll just b logging her progress
I can't tell u what to buy cause it ain't on a shelf
but
I can tell u how to make it
for yourself
she's still out cold. told er...
anyway, she came after me with a butcher's knife the other day.
I'd seen her tendencies towards domestic, from time to time, in the past. just the occasional cornering n gentle push, or grab. I'm over 200lbs so what's ginger Lee, going to do to me. the knife was problematic for me... so I provided her with an intervention.
whether she's an addict, makes no difference. the brain fires the same. opioids, over long term use- take their toll. she was straight up psychotic that night. she don't need to know ... I know for her.
this stuff has helped me rewire my own kookoo clock, to the best of my abilities, thus far.
we'll get her off the pain mans dope n then... hopefully, have a guest in her home, struggling to get off opioids.
larry the roofer agreed to teach trades to any of her guests, as I research cannabis and she comforts friends, in the future.
it's helped my weinerdog... my hamster isn't biting me... we live in a rural area with the space for company and animals... and I know a bitch goat with arthritis...
so we'll start with my lovely ginger
the yen to my yang
see how it goes... one day... one person... one bitch goat at a time.
I have friends with political connections
money
and I know a grip of charities
this is the future I'm laying for my girl. she'll get out what she puts into it. she boots me, she'd better start Learning faster.
it occurred to me, as I laid out the consequences of what she had done... I was leaving her exactly as I'd found her, 15yrs ago. nothing... no improvements... I had nothing, when she found me, from my perspective.. she took nothing, accumulated nothing... I did... and then I gave it away, leading up to her intervention.
I can make it again and have done so, before. this time... I'm building myself the perfect fembot... with her.
she has a home, a business, a future, a retirement plan... whether she has me stay, or go. should she choose it n work to keep it. she's already reading more... she's asking the right questions. she wants to discuss the only thing on my mind: getting her off the opioids that drive her into stroke territory. I find her secksy as hell and fascinating. the yen to my yang.
ten years, I watched pain dox killin er. I have missed my lovely g.
it's nice to have her back...
it's easier when I give my partner what she needs... instead of what she wants. we're communicating better, already... I know how grass works... do you?![]()
No. Unfortunately not my forteDo you paint or do art Sparechange?
Ur on my listLove it man! I'm coming up on 7 years since I last banged dope, the grass heals.
U can use it topically as wellKratom kratom kratom. I got off heroin by taking kratom and working the program of course but I truely think kratom saved my life. But don't buy it from a gas station or smoke shop, it's of low quality and extrreamly overpriced. Buy it online.