DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

[SPARECHANGE]

Where many people see flaws

I see perfection

I c pain

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Exquisite beauty

In flawless perfection

Come as u r

Come naked

Tell your stories

Just

B honest

And try to b honest

With myself

I fuck up

All the time

Ask anyone

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I just drove to vegas

A chive in my home fries just crawled

Fuck I'm exhausted

Slept through alarm n e calls

He's 2hrs early

Fuk it

This is a unique, unfortunate experience for me.

Larry the roofer is a mans man of the fonze generation

A stoic, tough, successful strong good man of integrity and my good friend

He's worried about being blinded

Losing use of his hands

If they fuck up my man

It's a death sentence

The tough man is gone

A child's fear behavior focus and words

If watched people die

I've never seen this side of fear

I'm not happy about it

But grateful for this experience and proud

The last name she asked

I've heard tell of

The new name in its stead

Mine

Today, h

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I know how it feels to b told you cannot do what u love

My man made me his partner

Not that I don't believe he'll b fine

He becomes incapacitated

I'll go into healthcare

End of story

I know more about anatomy now

Than most high school graduates

Seen the 50 cent words

Just sayin

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I enjoy cannabis research

But I said my thank u to cannabis

My way

And the Simpsons

My way

If I had to learn something new tomorrow

No problem

It's one of my favorite activities

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I lost count at 21 hrs yesterday

Long day

Learned alot

Didn't have time for all experiments n slept through nuances

No time to shower yesterday

Day before

Same Jean's crawling under a uhaul trailer to dig out of a ditch

Look like homeless person

Stale smoke

Stale breath

I really of solvent pot n lab shit

Jean's torn

Hair unkempt

Does life ever get any fuller

Any better!?

He heh...

8x better...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

It ain't a churro

They just fucked cinnamon crumb ones with... mmmm..if that's chili powder

It's racist

Due to the offensive coating

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I think it the spice ingredient

I think what they die is wrong and a lie

Nothing like a churro donut

 

[SPARECHANGE]

As I stand outside smoking on hospital property patrolled by the fuzz n not security

It's very telling that I'm not supposed to smoke

Y not

U shouldn't b within breathing distance of me

800k smokers die a year

A ptsd habit of mind

We pay taxes for my medical future

We build hospitals

When u give people gunz n fuck em up

Itz right to patrol with copz

Fuck em

I serve my country every fucking breath

I just don't require a badge of honor

Neither do our heroes

They require proper care

With cannabis

As a covered option

Odds r most of their customers got high for the first time

In Vietnam

I serve my neighbors every day

My heroes

My universe

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Considering people

I enjoy the stories of our seniors

It occurred to me

When I think of famous actors

The ones I came up with

Rarely famous as children

That guy who played boo radley

He wasn't famous twilight zone/overnight

Probably hadn't met many people by that age

When I'm at the club

The people my age

Not as many stories

Not as many famous names

We make our reputations in life

The chick n would pfeifer from my high school

She wasn't famous in high school

Or she wouldn't have lived in fountain valley

We grow through life

Make our reputations

And if we r to supernova

It's typically, not as a child

So who tells the best stories

Our elders

Who knows the most famous people

Before they were famous

Our elders

I'm just a storyteller

I enjoy our elders heroes

They hide the best first edition private collections and it's a treasured autographed memory

Just to here em till it right

Right from the horses mouth

Instead of another's interpretation

Out a bullz ass

 

[SPARECHANGE]

We lie to ourselves

I was union

My union had a cost of living benefit

When inflation rose beyond the stip

We grumbled

A few

And did nothing

Union

Nothing

My folks were pigz and their union

Agreed: no quotas

If they didn't write an 80-100 ticket per month average

Plus 3 accident reports

They'd b written up

That's a quota

That's a cost of living increase

Both in black n white

Both

Lies

Is it a democracy we pledge to

Do we love our neighbors

Are we charitable til it hurts

It's just a question

A democratic nominee

Has no power today


When we change something

An equal an opposing force

Action reaction

Gun

Vest

Tank

Air
Bunker
Tank shell

Energy weapons
Energy defense

Nukes
Mutually assured destruction

Secrets

Lies

Spies

Any advanced race wouldn't have to fire a single shot

We do it to ourselves

Just watch the passage of time

They would give us what we need

Not what we want

Not what we would kill to take

We're meant to operate together as a supercomputer

We could afford an advanced way of life

If we weren't all walking n protecting our own shame

We only care about ourselves

As opposed to having better for our friends

U have a new idea

What's it worth

Dying

Killing

Y keep it a secret then

Besides personal profit

Not sharing ideas

Forgiving human nature

Holds us all back

We're all doing the same experiments twice

The right people don't speak to each other

People wield power beyond need

With term limits

As opposed to asking for help sooner

If underqualified

It's frustrating watching us constantly punch ourselves in the balls

Rather than worrying about people we swear on our souls to love

-By majority vote

 

[SPARECHANGE]

All I know

Ginger felt great, last night, this morning n she slept great

Our laughter together

Better than secks




...


When u say

I'm not doing it right



My response

I'm sure you're right

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I would kill for a plethora of oral hygiene products right now

There must b a vegetable unit where they use new 500$ hammers, daily, for teeth unlike we

I must find it n steal some shyt

R borrow... for 4 hrs

I want a firehose waterpik

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Oops

She told em

2.5hrs from now

That he's the last

My manz nervous as shyt

I'm happy to hang two five

He was told

Come early

A patient is expected to b cxld

We did

I asked about the cancellation

She was dismissive

It's possible Larry the roofer was last

A food cancelled n he's still last

If that's the case

Y have him arrive 2hrs early at 0830

For a 1330 appointment

Is the pilot flying international

Fuk sake

-she say
Is that alright



-sc
You asked a question with more than one possible response
If I say no and buy u a cup of coffee
Will u take him early
She took him in
Said she'd keep him calm

Good

Wish she hadn't been referring to valium... I suspect
Could've used grass

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Look at this

Are the saying the lineage is f1

Easy enough

Starting when

R they saying they're selling their fav of 1000

And shitcanning the other 999

Then what would next season's 999 be

See

No matter where applied

Half truths

 

[SPARECHANGE]

It's polysemy

Up to interpretation

Mere mortalz will read it

As

I'm buying an f1

Unless they abandoned the cultivar

Or remade it every time

Lacking consistency

Or started an f1 making it sound eons old cultivar

How long do seeds last

How long's aj been around

I'd like to kick the marketing department in the ballz n buy em a beer

I respect polysemy so confusing the depth of the essentially lies

But u fuct up

I'm not stupid

U r

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Ok so last night's was

Ohhh... well balanced... raping all the crystals

Ok

Hypothesis:
At negative 60

I'm not cold sublimating CBN

Not for lack of trying to inhale cold gas off upon opening

Knocked her ass out

240°f targeted bullseyed finish

Psychosis confirmed

Doubtful she was coherent enough to notice

Based on the drool

This morning

Still trashed

She took the lingling cbd heavy

At 60/240 etc

Instantly sober

No pain

I'll check on muncheez

No headaches

So she did take second dose of last night's

But the cbd did ex5as expected

Too soon after to verify

It's same for 2 people

I didn't watch close enough

The 6 others I got off opioids

I don't know them

I just love them


She knows now

To verify

Going forward

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Texts to n fro

Our lovely g

I believe cbd overpowers thc

In whatever ratio we used

Ahh

Nm

Still fantastic intel

The thc

In this ratio

Overpowers

I think it's cbn

Yeah CBN makes u hungry

I'm not cold sublimating cbn at negative 60

It's great intel

U really need to start a private video journal so u can have the option of selling a documentary about your beginning
Later

And as it's private

And I won't read it either

U won't feel any apprehension about

What others think

Fuck the sheep

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Fuk off

I didn't eat yesterday really

I risked the cafeteria

They do better at breakfast...



Everything is like $1

My breakfast n 4 coffees

(1.00/ 75 cent one refill)

14$



He's getting mileage

Means the fucker turns a profit on me to pay gas money

Sneaky shit

It'll b the first time he pays gas

He cracks me up

There's a criminal in all of us



Redlands is better

It's pretty good

Lunch was shit last time

I'd gone back for coffee

They just put out fresh chic6stfips

Lmfaorofl


This shit she said in between

Inconsequential

She has hunger


Ok so expectation:

The freeze dried, all activated twice
Lingling
Mixed with the kief leavins
From the buchner

It may b the wax stilts

Of molecule

We'll try for same superfood effects

That's activated once

They're mixed

Freeze dried

Bud leavins of lingling and aj's stilts

Evap dried n dry ice sublimated freeze dried

Will mix let's c

1/4 cup was mixed with a pint of creamy jif frozen n shared goat n burro

Minimal effects

Non allergic

It's try 1/8 cup

If the aj's kicks

The cbd for sure

Counteracts

Of bud

Same as before plus (whatever tray)

Possibly sleepy

Relaxed

Muncheez

Note:
Use 1/8 cup

Possibly 2-4 doses/bi-daily... available

To better note effects

With either longevity

Or fluctuation

Either

Exploitable

 

[SPARECHANGE]

[Ssd's first]
It's ur business

Charity backed

I'll ask around on Wednesday

Likely pam will come

U could use help

She works with salvation army

This is how it will b

U will pay them forward

It's how our little town works

Isn't it a pretty lil town

My idea of heaven

How I choose to live